
Today is seven days outside the city. During that time also fadil only twice contacted me. first gave the news that he had arrived at the inn, and the night when fadil's brother wanted to sleep. Besides never at all. I've also contacted him several times because of fiona's compulsion, but his phone is not active.Maybe my brother is busy thinking
" Mom..kakak kangen father" Rengek fiona who was lying weakly with a compress on his forehead.
How many lies have I told Fiona that her father will be home soon, because I don't know what to do either. I can't take Fiona with me after her father
" Dear, daddy's coming home. Still on the road for sure" I said to calm fiona down. It should be today is the schedule of the return of the fadil, if indeed he keeps his promise will be pulanh after a week
" What do you want to eat, let me take a bribe?" I asked Fiona, hoping she could forget about her father for a moment
Fiona shook her head, her tears kept flowing. I can't bear to see my son like this so long he's just as loving
" Dad lied again with sister" lirih fiona in her weak voice
My heart feels sliced to hear the words of fiona. I have often told the sister fiona, the fiona is already big, has been able to hold the promise given to him. So ginikan, his own son dismissed his father as a liar
" Sister, it can't be so, son. I'm going to work again, so I can buy a lot of dolls for my sister" I said trying to tell fiona. Because I don't want Fiona to think badly of her father
" But the big brother doll is already many bund, the father does not need to go away anymore, the big brother does not want the doll anymore"
I wiped my tears that accidentally fell. Mature mind of my son. " Bobo brother again yes, when you wake up, you must be here" I said who was not sure. I just don't know when the father of the boy will be back. At least Fiona can calm down even for a moment
I didn't get out of bed fiona. She had managed to calm me down and now she's sleeping. I wish fadil's sister would come home before fiona wakes up, so I don't have to tell lies to my gemes kid anymore
" Mom, you're home" Mirna came to Fiona's room to tell me
My smile expands "Titip fiona ya mbak" I asked mbak mirna before meeting kak fadil
I opened the door to our room and sure enough there was already a fadil brother who was changing clothes. My forehead winches. Wanna go again?
" Mad" I said as I approached him
Fadil smiled at me. I got closer to him and took over his buttoned-up shirt "Want to go again?" Much
" There's something I need to finish, baby"
I breathed my disappointment "If you wait for the brother to wake up first can? .He misses you" I told him.
Brother Fadil rubbed my hair "I need to go home faster huh"
I noticed fadil's brother who was tidying his hair in front of the glass.even though I was very happy that fadil's brother had come home, fiona would also be very happy if she knew her father had come home. but if this is how the fadil brother like to number his work and number the two families.
" I'll go first" she said.
What can I do now, besides thinking hard to make excuses to Fiona
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I've done various ways to keep Fiona calm, but still she whines to call her father. Fadil from earlier I called no answer. He said he returned home shortly. But it's already 9 sak fadil has not arrived yet.
" Mr Mirna, the fiona body is getting hotter" I said to mbak mirna. I'm so worried right now. I'm confused what to do
Ms Mirna held fiona's forehead and confirmed my words "We take her to the hospital only ma'am" Saran mbak mirna
" Mom, hold fiona bentar ya. Rere wants to get an online taxi first"
I can no longer stop my crying. It feels jumbled, afraid to see the state of fiona, plus disappointed in the same kak fadil that does not appear at all when it needs its existence.
" Dadahhh" Racau fiona still keeps calling her father
" yes, baby, we go to the hospital, son" I looked at the pity of my usually active gemes, but now drooping weakly like this.
" Patience yes ma'am" Ma'am mirna rubbed my arm.
My sister Mirna asked me to accompany me to the hospital with fiona.
" Fiona must be okay mbak hiks" asked on mbak mirna
" yes ma'am. We pray ma'am, may fiona be well" said mbak mirna, who was eager to see me
I'm lucky to have a mbak like mirna. Which I can make a place to confide and share. Sometimes mbak mirna can be a friend, sister, even a mother figure who always advises her child.
I'm afraid I can't stop shedding tears when the doctor suggests that Fiona be hospitalized. Fiona has typhoid symptoms.
I repeatedly blamed myself, I did not become a mother until my son had to be infused gini in the hospital
I feel like I'm going to take the place of the fiona in pain when the syringe for the infusion hits her arm. But what is my day now besides crying
I checked my phone. I smiled blandly. Even sis fadil taj has called me back. Was he not worried when his wife called repeatedly like that. when it was almost 12 pm now, did kak fadil not come home. Is there no anxiety about leaving a young child and a wife who is pregnant
" Mr Mir, just sleep on the couch. Let rere take care of fiona" I said when I saw the eyes sleepy mbak mirna
" Mom sleeps or ma'am. Kasian dede the baby" Reject mbak mirna
I shook my head. I'm gonna wait for Fiona to wake up. I don't want to miss my child's health development one bit
" No papa mbak. Later if rere sleepy must rere sleep" .
Mirna's mother finally obeyed my words. He laid his body on the sofa provided by the hospital in this room. I'm actually not good at having to make things difficult for mbak mirna. But how else. I really need mbak mirna right now
In this silent white room, my eyes were still awake. Waiting for my gemes child to open his eyes, and smile at me. I can even count the seconds the clock is spinning moving across this room right now. In this quiet room, I cried in silence. What kind of work was actually assigned to the brother fadil. So I can't take a call for a moment. Or at least a short message. Come on, I wish no one had hidden my fickle brother. I want our wedding to be good. And I hope he's okay.