Wedding Story's

The Seventy-Four (Iri?)

" Dong, faza aja has woken up this" I pointed a tiny faza hand to pat the body of the fadil brother whose eyes were still tightly closed like in glue.

It feels like the last 3 days, I feel back the wholeness of my little family. Sis fadil who was sick and decided to rest at home made me and my son have a lot of time with his father. It's not that I'm grateful that my husband is sick. But from here we learn, if something happens there must be a hikamah behind it.

" Mommy, wake up. Not ashamed of the beautiful faza gini"

Sis fadil opened his eyes forced and took over the faza that was on my lap. If so, in Unyel Unyel must be his son. And her faza never cry or protest if again kissed his father continues. Like now, even giggled with joyous laughter. Try if I'm the nyium, once already seem to not like it.

" Faza, even though I haven't had a bath yet, son. I want to be kissed that way. It will be a smell of drool"

Sis fadil even chuckled at my words to pump up my bontot girl. 

" Say you want to be kissed too" My eyes were round hearing fadil's words

" Ihhh.kepedean yes sir. Where have I asked for that. You play nyosor mulu. I keep nempelin' me." My protest won't lose.

" Mrs, so who's in the middle of the night, ask for her stomach rubbed first if you want to sleep. Keep asking for pelu-"

I covered my big brother's mouth with my hand. If in this case it must come out a word that is not not. Tuh the father more and more day ngeselin. Though in the past when High School feeling people kalem continued authoritative. That's why I love him until I'm crazy.

" Bundaa.ok dad's mouth closed that's it"

Well. have come 1 more defense troops kak fadil. Fathers are always in the hearts of their children. If the same mother again butuh aja.

" Yes, brother. Mommy messes with dad" Adu kak fadil to fiona that is neat with his school uniform.

My eyes are round. Father could have been with his son. Want to feel angry brother fadil, but do not know why to see the fiona that is now tacky with his father my heart hurts a little. Envying feels. Sis fadil can always take the heart of children. Even though he makes mistakes sometimes. As if they would be good without me.

kak fadil can always be a hero for his children.other if the same I may like to ngomelin children.but it's all because I love them. But what makes me hurt, the treatment of fadil feet as if it will get children used to living without me, they can, they are okay if for example I do not exist. I also want to be number one in the hearts of children.

" Dad don't get sick anymore.Sister doesn't want dad to get sick "I can hear Fiona's sincere request to her father. And now I'm not considered here at all. They managed to create their own world without caring about the people around them, including the mother though.

" I envy you. Who can always take the attention of children. As if you would be ordinary if I did not exist" said my father who diverted attention fadil kak originally nyiumin both daughters.as well as fiona who looked at me with her her eyes.

" Wh-"

I immediately stood up not wanting to give a chance fadil brother who wanted to make a sound. Let's say I'm lebay. Iri saw the son of a close son with his father. But not because of purpose. But it always is, the world of children as if all about the father if there is another father.

I came out of the room with tears in my eyes. My goal is now the kitchen. Pouring out my sadness seems to be able to by cooking. But before I got to the kitchen, Mama stopped my steps.

I shook my head. " No ma. This is just an ordinary flickering before"

" don't lie to mama.that's why her eyes are like sobbing?. Not rich out of sight mama see" asked mama while staring at me intensely.

I'm speechless. At least I can ask gini. Tears that were still held in the eyes, now have managed to fall grain by grain.

" Yaudah, if you don't want to tell a story. My mother will not make. But if for example there is a problem. In good settlement good, yes dear" .

I nodded once again "Rere to the kitchen first yes ma" Pamit me and in reply nod by mama.

****

" Mother.where sister's milk?" Ask Fiona who did not see a glass of white milk at the dinner table as usual.

" Emang fiona still need mother?. Don't you.?"  All the attention of the people at the dining table now turned to look at me with a difficult gaze.

" Why did Mother say that?" Fiona asked with a trembling voice. I know I must be sad because I called him by his real name. He must have felt that if I had not called him using the name of brother I would have been angry again.

" You are equally adek you do not matter if there is no mother. Dad was enough. Mother out of your lives you must be good aj-"

" Renata!"

I flinched as fadil's sister cut my words out loud.

" It's appropriate that you talk rich like a child. You envy a child close to his father. Now what do you want. Because I'm so much the same child, you said I changed I don't want to care about children anymore. But when I tried to get back close again with the children, your response was gini. What the hell do you want!"

" Fadil.do not need to use urat ngomongnya son. Good talk can be good, right?"

" Can't ma..He's outrageous" jolted kak fadil not relaxed.

My tears are now flooded. It hurts a lot at the snapping of the husband in front of a lot of people. Yes even though the one who sees is still family, but it hurts so much. My stomach is suddenly heartburn now. I tried to get up from the chair while holding my suddenly cramped distended stomach.

" Dad.mom why is evil. Brother is afraid"

I have only two steps walking. My heart immediately slipped hearing fiona's words. Am I that bad. Until the child is afraid. I no longer care about those who are still at the dinner table. I immediately headed to the room intending to rest myself, who knows the cramps in my stomach can be reduced.