Wedding Story's

Forty (Fadil Explanation)

A week has passed from the night where I had to see my husband in the hit and battered by his own papa, yes even though it was because of his own mistakes that have been very fatal.

this cold night's suasna pierced to the bone, there was still the rest of the drizzle left that still descended to earth. Cold quiet like this I miss brother fadil. A week without news, not even hearing his voice. Mama and papa kak fadil forbid me hard to meet their child alone puppet.even if only exchanging news by phone.

" Re, I haven't slept" Mama went into a room I haven't locked

I looked at my mom with a smile. Happy and lucky to have in-laws who love me so much, my mom and dad are like my real parents, they no longer treat me like a daughter-in-law. But it's like their real daughters

Mama sat with me leaning on the head of the bed "why haven't you slept?" Ask my mom again

" Re's not sleepy yet" I answered honestly

" Dede the baby is fussy yes, not get her mother bobo" Mama already gently ngusap my stomach. Back more. Remember the baby's father in my stomach. No matter how much crime footage you make, there is always a place in the hearts of your children. Including the bunda. I can't hate the same fadil

" Kangen oma's father" Ceplosku who made mama look at me softly. I'm sure, mama also miss the boy just the wayangnya.impossible, because mama very very much care about kak fadil, kak fadil, even if brother Fadil already married and have children and a wife kayak now. But, his son has made a fatal mistake, mama can not escape from it all.

" Bobo yes jagoan oma. Brother is already bobo, the champion period has not been bobo anyway" said mama who I realized was shifting the topic of conversation. It's always been like that

On my mama's gentle swab my cheek "Sleep re, don't stay up late. Not good for pregnant women" said the mother who wants to be ready to move

" Ma, fadil is not wrong" I said quickly. I can no longer afford to be in this condition

Mama sat back to her place was "already re, mama know you love so much with your husband. And mama is so happy, if your boy is loved by a woman as great as you"

I can't stand it anymore to not cry "If only mother does not make fadil for marriage rere, maybe fadil already happy with fania. Big fiona together, do not have to admit fatal mistakes like gini behind us ma, hiks"

" This is not the fault of the fadil mas, but the rere is too maxain mas fadil for nerima rere"

Mama was no longer able to hear my explanation, the embrace of my body that shook from crying into his arms "You are not wrong re, Do not continue to blame yourself for the mistakes of others"

I shook my head "Bariin mas fadil nikahin fania ma"

Mama suddenly took her hug off me and looked at me quite sharply" You mean what the hell re!?"

" Re doesn't want a child in a fania, born without a father figure and-"

" And let your son be born without a father figure, that's what you mean" Mama pinched my words in a very unfriendly tone

I shook my head quickly "not that ma"

" already, it's too late. Sleep, don't think about things that are not important.remember the life that is again in your stomach"

" mama came out first" said mama ended and left me with a sisah sobbing

I don't know what else to do. On the one hand I was disappointed with my brother, but on the one hand sad. I can't imagine the condition of fadil now. How destroyed he is now, Who takes care of his meal, who has a bruise on his face, or my worries are just in vain, because fadil brother now rejoices to welcome the happy fania who again contains his child.

My daydreams ran out when I heard a knock from the window. My heart seemed to stop beating imagining the night like this who was knocking on the window from the outside, plus the rain, which replaced the drizzle. I hurriedly put myself into the bed and covered my entire body with a blanket, I was originally a very timid person actually, especially in my own condition gini.

My mouth was busy reciting prayers, hoping that my fear would be lessened. But instead of decreasing it becomes more and more when I hear like someone calling my name. I who basically like hallucinations have strange thoughts strange, fear but curiosity is also dominant to know what is really. I didn't immediately make sure there was nothing there. I definitely can't sleep well tonight.

" re, it's me"

" A fadil?" I muttered as I said I heard another sound from outside the window. What a hallucination because I thought too much of him.

I don't want to pile up my curiosity. I approached the window that was the main source of my fear, "Is that you?" I asked to make sure even though the truth is I'm not sure there is a fadil brother there

" Yes re, it's me"

In spirit I immediately opened the window because I heard clearly the sound of fadil who responded to my question

" Daddy?" I looked up when I opened the window, clearly visible kak fadil with a body that was soaked

Fadil's brother went in from the window into the room. There is no intention at all to prohibit fadil from going inside. Because this week, this is what I'm going to be. Brother Fadil met me and we solved the problem with the same cold head.

I approached her, intending to hug and shed my longing for a week. But my heart ached when my fadil refused my embrace

" Why?" Ask yourself

" Why are you raining the rain anyway?" just worry

Sis fadil even chuckled "you have no intention to tie a towel to me re?"

I smiled sourly at him, so much panic my brain is not so much thought to make it there

I take a towel and a potluck from the closet and hand it to the fadil. The name is a fadel room, automatically in the closet there is still the rest of his clothes.

While waiting for my brother to dry his body and change clothes I sat on the bedside. Honestly, I can't hide my happiness.is that quick to eliminate the disappointment in my heart?

" How are you doing, Re?" Ask my brother who is sitting next to me

" It's not that sentence that will rere horrified after a week you have no news mas" Lirihku

Fadil's sister pulled me into her arms. I shed my tears there. I'm fragile if I've been faced with my brother fadil "I'm sorry I re" he said

I pulled my body from his arms. I looked at him with a questioning gaze asking "How should I do now?"

" I'm confused re"

I shook my head in disbelief. This week she's gone missing not showing herself, but that's all I have to hear from her mouth.

" Why should I be confused. Confused about which choice?. You have no choice but to marry Fania, right?" I asked more about the statement

Sis fadil took a deep breath "I don't want to re, I don't want to split with you. I love you".

My heart trembled with the word fadil. I have long wanted to hear that word. I wish fadil would get that word out. Why should it be in such a condition

" Rere does not know whether to be sad or sad. Why must you now utter a sentence that I have long wanted to hear from your mouth" I said

"Nikahin fania mas" I said with great confidence

Sis fadil looks at me with a wistful "If I say fania is not pregnant with my child. You're gonna believe me?"

My forehead is confused. A week ago, she told me about the pregnancy. But why has it changed again.

" Don't try to shy away from responsibility" Kettusku. I am also a woman whose position is also pregnant. Although I have to be sick to accept this harsh reality, but I know how it feels if the father of the child we bear does not want to admit his child. I can't let fadil's brother stack up his stacks of sins

" I need you to support me. If you don't want to believe me yourself. So why else would I struggle to figure out the truth" Lirih kak fadil

I looked at him. This time with a view to ask "I'm not sure if I've done it to fania re. He trapped me" said Brother Fadil

" Daddy?" I don't believe it at all

" You thought I was for a week, just keeping quiet.."

" I'm trying to cuddle proof that I didn't say it was re. But it seems like my efforts are of no use, right?"

" Because you don't believe" Lirih kak fadil won't look at me.

What a harm I have to be patient again, for the wholeness of our household that has been at the end of this destruction

I immediately rushed into the arms of fadil. " I give you a chance" I said quickly

Fadil smiled at my words "Thank you for believing. I promise I'll fix everything, baby"

Tonight my brother and I spent some time telling stories about a lot of things this week. Another new fact that I know, papa has taken kak fadil out of the office, confiscating a cafe that has long been in the stub kak fadil, p, because the initial capital was from papa so fadil brother can not give a fight, and the fact is more surprising, our house was also pulled papa, so angry papa to kak fadil

" Where to go mirna?" Asking me worried. The reason, last mama said mbak mirna is still at home

" It turns out you're more worried about Mirna than I am. Though I have no place to sleep" Sindir kak fadil

I smiled. the jealous attitude of fadil was still lodged, jealous of people who were not at all reasonable to be envied. I should have realized that big brother's jealous attitude was because of his love for me, right?