TriAngels
TA 07'S
"Bec... "
"yeah?"
"Don't cheat on me huh" he said with a mischievous smile.
"Tauk ah, nyebelin emang nih brother! still continued playing boyfriend - his girlfriend"
"iya dong continued"
After that we joked with each other, and today I know the other side of Al. At 8 p.m., he kicked me back home.
"Almost brother?"looks like the house is empty.
"It's Ra" he said, taking off his helmet, "Ra, it's horrifying me" he said, holding my hand.
"Thank you for being my girlfriend, I have no bad intentions for you. Honestly, I want not just a day of dating you, but I'm more afraid of sin. I don't want to drag you to hell. Satan's temptations are heavy Ra, this is just me hell"
I smiled at her, it felt really cool, and somehow I even wanted to cry.
"thank you, brother, my first girlfriend" I said embarrassedly
"Just like you're my first boyfriend, I was hoping he'd be the first and last" she said.
"No promise" I murmured
"Well, get naughty!" he nipped my nose. "Same brother Arga, he just doesn't want you to do anything"
"yeah, but fuck her"
He smiled, "Can I not smell you?" tanyanya doubt. I'm nagging.
Cup...
Long enough he kissed me on the forehead, "Thank you, I'm sorry I'm so sassy for you"
"yes" said I must be red cheeks at this time, I think I've forgotten the same shame, so it is considered cheap too.
"Promise Ra, never kiss anyone, except your husband." I'm just confused.
"Ra kog not answered?"
"Sir Al promise first, never treat other girls like this, except for my real brother, or that's my sister's wife later. I swear I baper the same attitude of brother" I said while nodding
Without guessing that Mr. Al even hit me, fortunately my terrace is quite far from the highway, not seem also because of the cover of the pager.
Right now I really understand the meaning of the word 'cannot be two-aged, because the third is a demon'. I do not think Al was acting gini.
"Sorry to confuse you. There won't be another girl Ra, I'm just like this to you. Take good care of yourself"
"kakak kayak gini is not because I want to stay away from me, right? we can still win, right ? I can still chat-an nanya pr to sister right?"
"By Ra, whenever we can be friends, I'll always be there when you need to. Nothing has changed"
"I'm confused about my sister's attitude"
"Sama I am also confused, it turns out that it is good to be dating, even though many people like to date. Thanks for giving me the chance to be your girlfriend, thanks for telling me how it feels to be dating "
"Kc... Can nanya?"
"What?"he took off his embrace.
"Did you like me?" my question is plain, he laughs. "dog laughs? bummer!"
"The bottom line is, I love you, I love you, I'm comfortable with you, but I don't want to date. How ya?" he even scratched his hair
"I understand" I said, pretending to smile. "Go home, brother, it's already malem"
"are you alone, papa? I'm waiting for Arga's sister"
"no papa, I'm used to it"
I winiiiiis.....
It feels claustrophobic, I really don't understand the way he thinks Al, yes we are still in High School, still unstable especially about feelings. and I, I'm too stupid I guess. All day I was made baper as well as his attitude, and I even enjoyed it.
But after he came home I realized, I was like a girl who had no self-esteem.okelah we dated a day just joking, maybe he without involvement feelings, but what about me. he even held my hand, hugged, kissed.
O Allah.. In a day I have confessed many great sins, he is delicious, easily he took refuge on the grounds of courtship fear of sin, but he even hugged, kiss me. What a difference! I should have realized from the start that he was just benefiting me!
Ziva: Brother Al, thanks for today. Never forget, I hope there are no more stupid girls like me!
"I really do love you sister" I muttered in tears.
Yes, Rivaldi is a guy who has always made me tick, just saying his name has made me wrong, always looking for his existence, the guy who has always been my moodboster.
I knew him 3 years ago, I was in 1SMP and he was in 3SMP. We sat down for the exam, I liked him without expecting more, and until now only he could drive me crazy.
Since we chatted a lot, I honestly started to expect more, and today I really enjoy the role of being her boyfriend, even though I know she's just messing with me.
Disappointed? obviously I'm very disappointed, but at least I'm grateful to have been careful with him. Even if only for a day I still think he's my first girlfriend, the first guy to hold my hand, kiss me on the forehead too.
A jerk? yes he may be a jerk, because I feel useful, but somehow I can't hate him, because I realize I started all this, because I know I started all this, I asked her to be my new boyfriend. Is it fair that I keep beating him? there's me who doesn't know shame, like shoot first, ngarep be his girlfriend.
Aarrrrgh...
I don't know, I can't think right now, I feel like a smile, but there's also a swipe.
***
Today the activity of teaching and learning at school has returned to normal, Honestly I do not know how to start with, it feels like there is no spirit. all day yesterday I was just lazy in the room, too, my cell phone all day.
"Assalamualaikum" I said as I entered class.
"Waalaikumsalam" replied the children in the classroom.
I immediately nyamperin Resti, Winta and Saras who have come first.
"so there is no zi? " ask Resti
"yes, it still feels like Saturday continues" I said origin and immediately nyenderin head on the table.
"hemmmh... The phone lo kog died yesterday I called?"
"yes again need my cell phone rest"
"Lo style, but Zi fortunately last Saturday you did not follow us to the middle of the field, beh, crazy Zi" said Resti.
"why?"
"Severe Zi, whimpering, where many men who deliberately deketin his body, nyari chance so Zi, I just feel as soon as, can not enjoy. fortunately there are Radit and others who take care of us" winta
I smile, so keinget the same saying of brother Al, ck. why early in the morning gini already keep him anyway.
"this child even smiles, you yourself are safe yesterday"
"God, there is Arga's brother like all the others" my dear.
I don't want the kids to know about the events of Saturday yesterday, just me, brother Al same Allah who knows. My secret
"Zi... "yelling Renata who just came "Mobile phone lo why not active anyway? from yesterday in contact do not connect anyway"
"hehehe... why?"
"inget not that I tell kak dea again pdkt same guy, and I type?" tanyanya spirit
"yes inget" I replied lazily
"Gue already knew the person" Renata said proudly.
"Who?" tanya Resti was curious, she also knew the story.
"jrengj. jreng... " Renata dramatizes "Kak Valdi"
"Seriously?"ask Winta
"yes, people yesterday I was a tribune with Dea's gang, and they again discussed it. They said even Kak Valdi sama Tama's relationship is no good."
"Don't they yesterday had a gig together, right? Zi, don't you know about this?" tanya Resti was curious.
Sure enough, I was able to suspect that my brother Valdi's problem was related to Dea and Tama's brother, but that's just a guess, and today all the evidence of Renata's story.
"Zi, you're not horrifying?" rennata asked while shaking my hand.
Moodku really-ener ancur this morning, it feels head can not make think. coincide with that bell in sound.
"The ceremony first, the rumors continued" I said as I stood up
All day it feels like I lemes, no spirit. fortunately it was fitting ceremony did not meet brother Al, still not ready to taste. fitting hours of rest even I chose in class, in class, don't follow the kids outside.
"Zi, why the hell? tumben not hanging outside?" asked Nindi who was following me.
"No papa, I'm dizzy"
"no need to Nin"
"Zi, I think really the same father of Valdi's brother in the middle of the neck. Usually they rame-rame to mushola.this on their own"
Actually I was curious, but mending I pretend not to know, bodo time is.
"there's still their business, but it's not together"
"yes, yes" said Renata at last.
I went back to school, I did not hang out in the classroom just like usual.Kids are curious about my behavior, I just reasoned that again dizzy.
At home I immediately fell down, my body felt sore all. And finally I activated my phone, a lot of chat came in. but my focus is only one name. 'Sister Al'.
- Kak Al - - Kak
Thanks Ra, I'm sorry
Ra, can't I call you kog?
Ra, it's a break to eat the canteen yuk!I want to talk
Ra's? whereabouts? I wait
Ra???
you intentionally avoided?
Don't go home, we'll talk!!
I sighed, I didn't know how to answer. Haven't had an answer yet, my telphon sounds.
Brother Al Calling...
"Assalamualaikum "my sauce
"Waalaikumsalam" he replied "Where? "
"Home"
"Bukain dong, I'm in front of your house"
"uh uh?be-dude"
I immediately grabbed a jacket, and put on a veil, half ran towards the door. Sure enough, there was already Ak's sister there.
"sister. "call me.
"Hay" he said with a smile.
"what are you looking for in Dalem?"
"just go" he said as he sat on the porch seat. I went inside to drink and snack.
"sister kog here? no bimbels? "
"there's"
"continue?"
"So stupid is no problem"
"why? "
"what are you? cell phones die continuously from Saturday night, last night at school is not at all seem. I samperin to your class, said you've come home because you're not feeling well? getting sick?? " tanyanya gently.
"so the story is that brother skipped because of me?"
"It's behind him, if I'm here, you know the answer, right?" he said a little annoyed
"hehehe..."
"you why?"
"don't pay too much attention, it's not good for my heart health" I said
"Ra, seriously" he said slowly.
"I don't papa sak, my phone again rada problematic menmangnya I matiin. this new ngidupin.so just know if brother ng. chat"
"why go home first? usually you like to go home late, don't you, hang out in class."
"So again I want to go home, a little dizzy"
"Now still dizzy? have you eaten yet?"
"Sister.I've told you, don't pay too much attention to girls. clarify the limits"
"why?"
"I don't want to misunderstand, brother, we're just ordinary.don't cross the line"
"Can't friends watch out for each other? "
"We're not that quick, brother, and I hope you understand me the max"
"I don't understand Ra" He looked me in the eye.
I could only glare, avoiding his gaze. "Where's the problem with Tama's sister?"
Screaming he looked surprised "do you know where?"
"From the wind, the rumor is that brother is spread with the wind"
"I'm just as good as Tama, although not as soon as usual"
"sister is not the same brother Dea, because it does not feel good with sister Tama?"
"Why talk about that anyway?? " She seemed uncomfortable with my question.
"sister does not want to discuss it because we are not that fast.that's what we are, we have our own lives and problems that can not be shared. already understand me maxut? "
"I'm not the same Dea because I think he's just a band, nothing more. nothing to do with Tama. Even if they used to date or break up I don't understand, I don't understand, and obviously I never married anyone"
"No need to tell me"
"I don't want any boundaries between us. okay, physical boundaries, you have to. But about sharing stories or problems we can still like that?"
I just kept quiet, faced with him made me slow to think. I don't know what to do.
"Bec... "
"I can't, brother, we'd better be like that first, not too tight"
"why me Ra" he held both my shoulders "Why??"
"Because I don't want to go too far with big brother.I already consider big brother Arga, it feels strange that we share personal problems. I'm not comfortable. I prefer brother Al who has always been my jahilin without involving personal affairs"
He looked me in the eye for a long time, "are you sure?"
"yes" I replied firmly.
"But I'm not sure about Ra" he answered while looking at me.
"sister... "
"OK-okay, but promise you don't avoid, we chat with each other like usually, chat kayak usually, meet kayak usually"
"it's like that"
"No, our Saturday was amazing" he said with a smile.
I follow a smile, maybe like this better. I can still be friends with him, without any awkwardness.
"As a host you don't want that, buy me a meatball cake, chicken noodles or something"
"Laper?"
"Banget!"
"Ngrepotin is very much a person, next time if you want to come eat first. My mom rarely cooks"
"Ck. yawes out yuk for food"
"Don't want to be piggybacked with a guy, no one gets jealous"
"Who is jealous?" godfather
"Banyaaa!" reply upset.
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