TriAngels
TA 45'S
TA 45'S
Bang Gama actually fulfilled his promise, he even prepared a boarding house with good facilities, too much in my opinion.
And he's been giggling everything, starting to pay for the cost and cost of my life during the idle. In fact, I felt that Bang Gama deliberately did not get me to work, if he intended why not digrekomin his place of work.
“Bang, I feel ashamed to be financed continue the same brother”
“Why? you're my future wife deck, it's normal aja”
“tep aja I am not good”
Bang Gama just smile and rub my head, “have you nelphon Mama?”
“Udah was noon”
“terus?”
“They asked me what I have done not yet, if you have not been able to mending back home, like they are also not good to brother, Mama also said brother Arga transfer money to me”
“Balikin deck, brother who does not feel good if you receive money brother Arga”
“Yes, I also thought so”
He seems to think “ Gini aja deck, you tell the house people if you already work in my office, let them not worry and mind”
“Maksut brother I lied them”
“Lies but the intention is good dek”
I just ngokng “Iya later I sayin”
“don't forget to pay for Arga.”I'm ngokng again “ Mama didn't say anything else?”
I hesitate to say “Ehm.. Mama nanyain, when my brother's family came to sleep with me” said me while nduk, it feels embarrassed to say gini.
Bang Gama smile “can't wait ya dek?”
I directly looked up “ Hah?” tuhkan I became salting “ said Mama he was worried, I'm a girl, especially I am now snekos, if we are married to them so do not mind”
“iya I understand, later I say Mama Papanya brother first ya” he said while holding my hand. I smile and nod.
“What can I do not?”
“What?”
“Abang will ever tell you that you failed to marry because your boyfriend died, after that old brother did not date” I said,
he did not “but a few years later brother also sped out dating right, why until now has not married?”
“because I see you now, try to meet you from the first definitely directly brother nikahin” he said with a smile.
“Dih, seriously bang”
“I'm also seriously” he said as he pinched my cheeks. I am even a manyun.
“Ehm... You already know my story with my ex-former first, yes the point between no one is right, and neither parents agree with them”
I smile “Emang same me how?”
He nyium my hand “gak know ya deck, just like you kayak klop directly that, and the process is like cepet, instant so, like new met, met, dating, now ask for application,”
“Dih, it's not me who asked, kana bang who talked to my parents first, naturally dong if they nanyain” said I was embarrassed
“Hahaha... yes, the point is what yes, like it's the right fit and like it's time” he said convince “but our lifespan is a lot lo deck, you don't papa?”
“not a problem, and I also just know the age of Mama Papa is also almost the same as us, they are different 8 years, we are 9 years”
“owh yes? Honestly sometimes I doubt if you can accept the nature of me”
“sometimes like sprains the same brother who possesivnya kebangetan, likes to be angry, especially if it comes to the problem of men, it really feels like I really want to nyerah”
“don't dong dek, I like that because I really love you, worried, don't want to lose you. So the want is not to be tied just let anteng” the candle
“Ck... but it means you don't believe me”.
“I believe in you, but I can't trust the same men there, so, understand ya dek”
I let out a long sigh, “iya, I am also learning to understand the bang Gama”
“Still ya dek” he said as he rubbed my head.
***
With bang Gama I like to enter another world, because the world is different from my world so far.I who have always lived mediocre life to be friends with children who are ordinary also live simple, simple lives, now it has to change.
Because the neighborhood bang Gama is an elite environment, almost all his friends are rich, automatically bang Gama also pulled me into the vortex. And our relationship also has different habits.
I just found out that bang Gama used to like to get drunk, often to discos, foya-foya, but he swore he never slept with a girl. After the same I he began to stop his habit first, sometimes still often gather together but just chatting in Cafe, or in one of his house, even he always invited me.
From there I really know that such a world is not only in tivi, but actually exists. Once I was invited to his birthday, it contained all rich people, fortunately bang Gama had already prepared in detail for me, so I was not shy.
And almost all of them bring vehicles that price I think is very fantastic, some of which I often see in tivi or selebgram I feel among the crazy rich.
“mad temen brother sultan all” I said as we got home from the party
“So deck, brother also do not know them, it happens that the birthday party knows them”
“Halah, the guy I saw brother chatting and joking with them”
“ya most know sih”
“what the hell is the deck, can't be that, you're the one who ngajarin brother to look all the same, kog so you think gini”
“Yes I realized aja bang, far more status my family than the family brother”
“dek, there's no such thing, and I'm so grateful to have someone like you, you've changed me so much better now”
“thank you bang, already know me the same world brother”
“hahaha...our world is the same dek”.
“beda lah” said while nyandarin body.
“abang sayank equals kamu”
“aku also dong, sayank sama brother” said while noel-noel cheeks, intentions want to disturb him who again drive. I can't believe I love him the same.
***
A few weeks after that day, bang Gama's extended family came home to propose to me, the show was deliberately made lively because of the maksa Gama bang, at first my family insisted on a regular event, aja, but his name is Bang Gama if the intention is definitely maksa, as a result I went forward to explain to Mama Papa.
And finally my application went well, I was a little sad because Winta and Resti were not present, even though I had chat they told me. The next day bang Gama nenangin me, he entertained me, took a walk, the celebration was already fiancee he said. And I was quick to forget my sad feelings.
It feels like bang Gama has already bound me, I feel completely unable to escape from him, when I am upset and sulking he has a way to make me go back, melt, sometimes he likes to use anceman. But I myself was also confused, why am I so submissive and afraid of losing him.
This afternoon Bang Gama ngajakin I met at the house of one of his friends, he said his friends at the gathering, several times we have been together, and honestly I feel uncomfortable. Temen bang Gama is mostly rich people who like it at will, and sometimes I feel depressed to be among them, their style of speech is really exorbitant.
Drunk, drugs, sex seems like a normal thing for them, especially if they have discussed the problem of money, hadee.
“Bang, I'll be ajar ya, I'm not comfortable” my door when get off the car.
“Iya deck, later we walk alone aja ya”
And during the gathering I was more busy with my phone, I don't know what I saw, my mind seemed divided. They started talking about money, and sex, did they not realize that there was me who in fact wore a hijab, their speech was not filtered at all, he said, they were talking vulgarly about girls and having sex, I felt like I wanted to puke.
Screaming bang Gama, he also glanced and held my hand under the table, but he looked relaxed and ordinary, maybe because he felt bad if he had to mute the chatter of his friends who began to digress.
I could not stand when they touched on the way of dating Bang Gama first, sometimes they also nanya to me, maybe in their minds I have often mengelakuin seeks same Bang Gama.
ZIA: I WANT TO GO HOME NOW!!!
I tried to send a chat to bang Gama, because I did not see the end I nelphon him, he stretched his phone and glanced at me, read my chat, he just rubbed my hand while ngos. Always like that, even though I have often said I do not like the position of kayak gini, it feels like I want to cry.
“Bang, I'm ahead of bentar” I said, “Excuse me everything”
I really can't stand it and I hate it when bang Gama doesn't care like that, he should understand. All this time I have been patient, and do not know why I can not stand now, I am angry at Bang Gama.
A few minutes I waited for bang Gama, but in fact he did not meet me, he should have sensitized that I was angry and he should have followed.
Ziva: I'M WAITING OUTSIDE
Before long I saw him out of the house with a relaxed style and also a smile fluffy, sontoloyoo emang, what dariso he did not know if I was sprained again.
“Why outside the deck, enter again yuk”
“Gak! I want to go home now”
“why again now?”
“Don't know I don't like to hang out for long with them, I'm not comfortable bang with their chat”
“why? because they discussed the former brother”
I'm nagging, but also don't want to seem jealous “ And I also don't like them talking about us like it”
“Once deck, they're just kidding, relax aja”
“But they already offended me bang, and I don't accept”
“So what do you want? Want to hit them?” tanyanya, it looks like he's starting to get upset “you don't have to be more! They like that, so you don't have to be childish, so just use allusion!”
“Bang! They all have eyes, right? I'm wearing hijab, they shouldn't talk like that, they still have manners right?” my annoyance.
“Udahlah deck, for them hijab or not the same, outside there are also many hijab girls but later it is wilder than PSK”
“What do you mean by that in front of me? you accuse me of being like that too?”
“Udah lah deck, you again PMS ya”
“answer first!” I snapped “I asked the same brother? Did you think I was like that too? Like them?”
Bang Gama only diem “enggak” answer is relaxed, more impressed lazy.
“I Ask, did we ever do anything? What did you get from me?”
I'm really emotional, how could he possibly talk like that, even he's been the same me, he should know me more, all this time we've only kissed hug, nothing more. Cheap as a hijab girl I still hug kisses, but at least I don't do anything out of bounds.
“They were just kidding”sata Bang Gama
And I felt offended because he did not answer my words at all, even he was impressed that this was all ordinary, without being able to understand what I was feeling. I was crying.
“Malah nangis” he said while rapping my tears “ Yaudah I say to them, you wait here” he said as he walked in.
I looked at Bang Gama who was walking into the house, it felt crowded, I felt like I had no pride. And I quickly chose to leave the house, and mesan taxi online, profit can be immediately.
“I can go to your place?”
***
