TriAngels
TA 42
TA 42
I've been communicating with a guy named Gama for over a month. The more here I feel comfortable with him, many things I admire from his figure. Until now, we have not had a chance to meet.
He was busy working as well as I was.
After meeting at Cafe at that time, I also have not seen the same children for a long time. Especially Winta who works out of town. Now he is also busy climbing the mountain with his friends. Several times he made sure of me but he hasn't done it either.
Resti : Girls. exciting times yes if kayak gini (send picture).
Resti sent a picture of a few more girls nginep in the hotel and enjoy the view.
Winta: when are we?
Author: Hayuk, kangeeen
Resti : What next month? Third week? My nose is empty
Zia: Agree
Winta: ohkoyo. You guys are looking for a place yes, Batu aja area
Resti: Zia tuh who took care of the place
Zia: yes-yes
Winta: make dong rule. NO HAPE!
Tagged: hahaha
Winta: Don't laugh at Zi, seriously
Zia: NO problemo, say fear!
Resti : OK deal yes. Tener-gener quality time the three of us, without a boyfriend, without anyone else, without a hape.
Winta: yeyeye.
Zia: want to swim? Can emang? Haha
Winta: kampreet.make selfi doang, hehehe.
Resti: basic!
Zia: My manut is mah
Winta: Mau shopping ah, get ready for new hahaha clothes
Resti: Your style!
Zia: I buyin dong, your salary is a lot
Resti: Listening…
Location: kabuuuur…
I smiled to myself, I felt like I hadn't seen them for a long time, almost two months like I hadn't seen Winta. Talking, kangen joking. I opened the Triangel book that I brought, I started writing again there, telling me anything.
***
This afternoon my work was quite a bit, from the morning I was a bit relaxed, just checking the reports, the rest I was even more browsing-browsing, especially about my plan that wanted a vacation with Winta and Resti. When I started busy looking at the hotel and saw other info there was a chat coming in.
Gamma: Zi, is not busy? Yuk's meeting later
Between shock and real pleasure, I smiled faintly, all this time he said he wanted to meet, but could not leave his job.
Ziva: What time is it? I'm back at the office at 5
Gama: gpp deh I wait, mumpung no time
Ziva: Okay, where did you meet?
Honestly, I felt like this was my first experience meeting a guy, feeling like a blind date. Rada was hesitant, but I didn't want to stay in my comfort zone, have to get out there and start opening up to new people.
At 5 am less I have started to prepare, I trim my clothes, fortunately today I wear a fairly neat shirt not cute as usual, I smeared powder and lipbalm so as not to look kuel, I used a little, and I sprayed a little perfume.
“Cieee Ziva, tumblr. Want to meet a girlfriend?” temenku
I smile “Not, temen”
“Temen memjelang girlfriend, ecieeee...” add another.
I didn't understand what they said, I just smiled as I shook my head. 15 minutes ago Gama chatted that he was on the street, and until now I'm still nervous not knowing what I should do.
At 5 o'clock I left the office and went to the Cafe where I made the deal with Gama.
Until there it turns out Gama has not come, finally I choose a seat and take my phone, I sentin make a food message first.
“Ziva” call someone
I glanced and it turned out to be Gama, I smiled, and for a split second I was hypnotized with the look of Gama, even though he only wore jeans t-shirts and jackets that were let open.
“Udah long wait?” Ask Gama to relax
“Hah? Not kog just now” said I salting “ Eh but I've been pesen, brother want to dipesenin what?”
“Sorry yes ngajaknya impakan” said Gama after he pesen eat and drink.
“Gak papa”
“Iya because it's busy again, if not stuck-stamped do not know when else can find”
“Iya” I replied with a smile.
“but we met before, right?” Ask Gama while looking at me.
I ngnggok “Iya time in the culinary center, Brother same Early that time”
Gama ngokent “Enah one more time”
“Hah? When?”
“in Bali”
“Bali?” wonder, I seem to have forgotten.
“On the back beach Villa Purimas, at that time you nangkep ballaku” bright Gama
I frowned, trying to remember the moment.
“Morning of the day, you again daydream and out of nangis”
I smile, yes I want, it happened when I daydream and snot brother Davin. “So that guy's brother?”
“Iya.”
“I don't know”
“hahaha! No, that time again there was aja” problem
“ex problem?” guess it
“One of them” I said original.
“former need not be mourned,” said
“that time again lebay aja, now mah udukan”
Gamma ngugget “tau not how to lupain ex quickly?”
“What?”
“have a new boyfriend lah” he said with a smile.
I just kept quiet not answering her words, but I ducked down with a faint smile. After that we had a casual conversation, and it turned out that our meeting was a relaxed and pleasant one in my opinion.
“You want to backtrack no?” bring
Finally we go muter-muter, and Gama stops at a park. At night kayak gini the condition of the park is a bit quiet, but there are still some people who seliweran.
“Still ya Zi, already wanted to meet”
“Sama-sama”
“I seneng can meet you.”
I turned to him, he was the same, we sling and both smile, Gama brought his face closer and, uh,
Cup…
He kissed my forehead, long enough. I'm still shocked, confused not knowing what to do. Between grin, shock, sprain as well. We looked at each other again, but I ducked straight away, feeling embarrassed.
“I didn't know we'd see you again or enggak”
I looked at him immediately, somehow there was a sense of discomfort there, why? is it because after I met him he didn't fit his mind? She doesn't want to see me again?
And there I felt my pride began to tepid, it did not feel welcome if he said that, especially when we just met him already nyium keningku, I feel really cheap.
And subconsciously I even hug him, he looks surprised but not long ago he also returned my embrace. We are both silent.
“Why?” tannya
“Abang don't want to see me again? Wh why? because I'm ugly? Not interesting? Ngebosenin?” cerocos.
Gama laughs and takes off my hug “gak, I said I met you, but how about yes, maybe I will be busy after this”
classic reason, rejects subtly.inku “But still can communication like usually right?”
I don't know why I don't feel willing if I don't continue with him, it feels like he has made me captivated, very strong. Even I was willing to be like begging kayak gini to him, even though this is the first time we met after knowing.
Cup…
Gama again kissed my forehead and swooped me “You love me the same me?”
Without thinking long I immediately ngokng “Iya I sayank Bang Gama”
“This fast?”
“Any huh?”much
“Bingung aja” said
“I'm also confused, but don't know why it feels like I'm comfortable with you. Wouldn't want to see you again with Abang”
“Iya, definitely see you again” said as I rubbed my back.
And on the way home I cursed my attitude that seemed cheap, odd, it felt really embarrassed.certainly now bang Gama feel big head. I felt like I couldn't think, I didn't feel happy that he left me after he was mum and hugged me, I couldn't.
And that really hurt my ego, my mind is all right, what if later he gets to tell Dini that I'm just a cheap girl. At least he didn't see me at the first meeting.
There was also a sense of annoyance he was up to nyium, even though it was just a forehead but how yes, mbuh ah, confused.
After that night my relationship with Bang Gama was getting closer, we could already be called what has not been, but we both easily said kangen, sayank, and I myself more comfortable with him, he said, even though he's the most possessive guy I've ever known. Even worse than Al's brother used to be.
Today he played at my house, happened to be Mama Papa is leaving, Kak Arga and Mbak Niken are also out. So we'll relax at home. Usually he never wanted if I ajakin at home, somehow brother Arga does not like Bang Gama, and I just know that the age of Bang Gama is above the brother of Arga, and I just know that the age of Bang Gama is above the brother of Arga, our age difference is less than 9 years. I'm 24 years old, while Bang Gama is 33 years old, far away.
We chatted jokingly, before long my phone rang, chat from Radit. The plan is tomorrow we want to meet, not just Radit the same other children.
Radit: Zi, tomorrow so? Lo datengs
Zia : God willing
“Who?” Ask Bang Gama who just entered because he was lifting a telphon.
“Radit, my friend SMA” answered doubtfully, I know he likes me the most deket same men.
“First come to Bali?”
“Iya”
“Sama temen guys don't have to be too deket.”
“Yes, no kog”
Resti: Zi, you have to come tomorrow, Radit will not come if you do not come
I swallow my saliva rough, what the hell Radit, it's dangerous if Bang Gama until macem-magazing, the jealous people like this can not be underestimated, a little angry.
“Sedeket are you the same Radit? Kog until your presence is very important” said Bang Gama, the atmosphere began to feel bad.
“That's just a prankster, you Radit aja males if you are taught to collect” my reason
“Siniin your phone” said Bang Gama, he took my phone “Seg these are many men's number deket all the same you?”
“Gak lah, Just simple, most also long time not communication”
Bang Gama nods “Not a problem dong if I remove some of the male numbers here”
“Hah?eh e... yes no papa” I said made relaxing, ah already…
“Oke” finally Bang Gama ngutek my phone, do not know what he wants to do.
That night Resti nelphon, she nagged. He said Radit, Oka, Andi was upset at the grub, because their numbers I blocked all, must be Bang Gama's work, I was confused what to reason. Bang Gama asked a question, choose him or my friends.
And I had to choose BAng Gama, for some reason I did not deny him at all, otaku it feels programmed to recite to him.
And after I checked on my phone there were no male numbers at all, except KakArga and Papa numbers, even the numbers of all my male cousins were gone. Honestly I feel bad for Radit and the others, all this time they have always been good as I even often help me, but now I feel I can not do anything.
Zia: sorry gangs
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