TriAngels
TA 27'S
TA 27'S
Today Kak Al started the National exam, from a few days ago I have given a lot of passion for him, hopefully he can be smooth in working on his problems.
After a few weeks, he was busy with other exams. In less than a month, the graduation announcement. The National Examination is completed, Mr. Al is still preoccupied with the pulpit to prepare for PTN entry.
Nothing has changed with our relationship, we can still go through with a laugh, Indeed after the exam Al so less busy. Honestly, there is one thing that bothers my mind, but I try tepis, anyway I will feel evil and become a burden for Al if until I say honestly.
“Ra..” call brother Al when he comes at night to my house
I smile, “Where is the holiday?”
“Seru dong” replied kak Al “ Nih a little by-” he said while giving a plastic bag big enough.
“Many highly?” much
“Create all” answer
“Makasih Kak” Kak Al just returned from Bali, a special holiday event for class 3. And just came back this afternoon.
“Capek yes? Why not rest?” I looked at Al like there was no energy,
“Capek, but already miss you, all this energy Ra” he said with a seductive smile
“Paan sih” says I'm shy
“Hahaha” he even laughs “Udah for months we are dating, you are still shy Ra, make gemes” he said while narling my nose.
Nothing has changed from our romance story, probably because we crammed it casually as well. Like most High School kids, we haven't thought of anything heavy, so everything feels good without much weight.
“Alhamdulilah” Say we all simultaneously after getting word that class XII child passed 100%, and the value was on average high. I was proud and immediately embraced Al when he played at my house.
“Happy sayank” whispered me
Brother Al rubbed my head wrapped in hijab “Makasih, all this is also thanks to your support and prayers yank”
I smile “Leave for this last announcement”
“I don't really expect Ra”
“Udah dong kak, don't kayak that. Must be sure ketrima at the University that you want”
“Although not there I do not problem”
Honestly, I still do not know why Mr. Al seems not excited about the campus problem, whereas Mother herself told me from small, Mr. Al always said she wanted to be a doctor like Dad. But why did he say he had other ideals at that time, when I asked him he always switched the conversation. And if it's like that I realize I have to stop because he feels uncomfortable.
“Kak, now brother Al has tried, whatever the results are given, and always think that whatever the decision later it is the best. This is for the future brother Al, the happiness of Mother also”
“You are Ra” he said as he rubbed my cheek.
***
“Ra...” kak Al directly hit me when I opened the door.
I'm Obviously shocked, “Why brother?” fortunately, there are no people in the house.
Brother Al is getting closer to me, I rub his back, honestly I am confused because before brother Al did not say anything.
“Why?” ask me after we both sit on the couch.
“The announcement is out?” he said while looking at me
“Terus?” ask me curious
“I Ketrima Ra”
My smile expands “Alhamdulilah, congratulations kak” said as I hug him. He's nagging.
“I'm sorry in UI Ra”
Degs…
This is what I'm afraid of, brother Al ketrima at UI, and that means we will be far, whether our relationship is ahead, the distance we are very far, and that means we will be far away, it even takes a day a night if you take the train, but I certainly can not be selfish, the most important thing is the future of Mr. Al. I let go of his embrace.
“Congratulations kak” I said with a fluffy smile.
“Sorry I am Ra” he said, I shook my head
“I seneng dengernya sis, congratulations
Sis Al's eyes look glassy, I also feel like crying saati this too, but it will definitely make the burden of kak Al.
“Abviously I was also in UB, but at UI I got a full scholarship Ra, so I decided to take the one at UI” he said with my hand.
“InsyaAllah it was the right decision kak” said
“But you know the risk, right Ra? We'll be far”
“So you can still chat or telphon”
Brother Al sighed long “Sorry I am Ra, I know this is really heavy for you, for us”
“No, insyaAllah we can kog, bismilah”
“You believe I'm Ra?” soft tananya
“Iya, I trust Brother Al”
“I sayank you Ra”
“I'm more sayank kak Al”
Brother Al has come back to hug me, and I don't think I want to let go of this hug, He is my first love, the one who has his own place in my life.
***
5 Months later…
I feel like an only child, Arga's sister works in Jakarta, so everything is now sort of like it's been given to me, and I don't think there's anyone I can andelin to ask for help.
When Brother Al came home, I gave him two Scrapbooks, the first one specifically about Al's life, and the second one about ours. From the beginning of knowing until now, all I put in the Scrapbook. I wish he would always want me here.
And now that I've been in second grade, precisely XI Sos 2. I honestly don't like all the lessons related to IPA. I actually prefer the Language, and my main choice is the language, but I was straying in IPS, I don't know…
I also split classes with my best friend, Resti in XI Sos3, Dewinta in XI A3, Renata in XI A4, Saras in Sos1, and Nindi in Bahasa. And I feel like I'm really losing it all, Gag there's Al's brother also crazy. I feel very heavy.
“Why the hell lo Zi?” Ask Resti when we again break the exercise
Marchings. “Kangen kak Al?”
I let out a long sigh “Don't be asked if it's a problem, I obviously miss him so much Res”
“How are you connected?”
“Still the same, every day we chat, every night cultivated video call. But it still feels different”
“Sabar Ra, Only 4 years”
“Iya if 4 years, if more?” ask me while looking at Resti
“Yes you pray, let everything be launched, so you can meet continue”
“Now I know what it's like to be Winta when Bryan was back”
“Lo want to come?”
I shook my head “As long as Brother Al still holds my hand, I will not release him” I said while looking away.
“Bener, Very loss if you elo sampek take off brother Al, as he is a prospective doctor, hehehe” said Resti gave encouragement.
“But if he took me off how was Res?” my toast
“Quiet, Radit is still loyal to lo”
“Why bring Radit anyway?” upset me
Resti laugh “ She likes nanyain lo Zi,”
“Why not the same elo aja anyway, it's equally jomblo”
“Ck.
Even though we have different classes, but we are still stuck. Because it's an exkul, and our class is also not far away, so if the break still likes to gather together, but it's just me, Resti and Winta, the others have been busy themselves.
Resti has broken up from brother Fian, the classic reason is not suitable, if Winta emang after the same Bryan he was still single until now. And I also feel like a single, hehehe
After Al graduated, everything changed, I had no passion to go to school, it felt like everything was flat. Moreover, I also did not find regular meetings in the class, be me like the new Zivara, more choosy diem, especially in my class is scattered star school, so, so it's not getting PD and lazy to move forward, I don't know if there's nothing that makes me feel like a spirit first, and I feel my world is really changing.
Brother Al ; Ra, kangeeen…
Zia: Same, kangeeen, want to hug
Brother Al : Hold my twin first yes, patient, hehehe
Zia : hehehe... Brother Al again what?
Kak Al ; Just returned home, there was an activity first. Oiya, tomorrow the plan is to meet with brother Arga
Zia: want to come, need you guys really
Brother Al: Patience with me
I really miss the two of them, usually they are always there for me, even though I am not too close with brother Arga, but when he is far away the new feeling, no one is invited to debate, but when he is far away, embroilment. As for Brother Al, I lost everything about him, usually nothing always asked for help, brother Al, but now I have to be alone, fortunately there is still Resti and Winta to make a comment.
Brother Arga: Deck, I asked Davin to help make it home, later please take a blue Map in my room drawer, love him.
Source: Wani pyro
Brother Arga: Will I send your greetings to Valdi deh, greeting paste? greetings kangen? Hail hug? or kiss Salam? Haha
Zia ; Nyebelin!!!
An hour after Arga's chat, Brother Davin came home. I haven't seen or chatted with him in a long time. Maybe after the events of the new year at that time, I really keep my distance from Davin, even I deliberately rarely participate in activities related to him, aja anticipation, aja, lazy if brother Al ngambek kayak first.
Especially after the activities that used to be, Kak Davin made a creative youth foundation. So in the foundation there are a lot of activities that are suitable for young people, of course, which is a positive thing, and here the members are also free. I took a few times to participate in activities, of course, when there were Arga and Kak Al, because both of them also participated. But right now, I'd rather be quiet at home.
“How are you doing Love?” Ask with a big smile
“Good, brother Davin himself?”
“Both also”
“Nih from brother Arga, he said told to give to brother Davin, really not that one?” ask me while giving Map to brother Davin.
Kak DAVin opened the Map and ngokguk, then closed again “Ku kog have never participated in activities?”
“Again busy school, go home in the afternoon, nyampe home is tired.lagian no brother Arga, so not allowed if out malem”
“And there's me, ntar can return all of you right?”
“Hehehe..
“Truly yes Zi, quizzed continues the same kids. Soon again we have the same Baksos event cruising nature, follow yuk!” bring
“Slightly my brother, permission Mama Papa first”
Brother Davin ngokng “ If you need help to ask permission to say I am aja”
“Hahaha..
“Truly, I wait for the news”
“Yes, InsyaAllah”
***
