
TA 57'S
“Zi..”
I cried immediately at that time, it felt very embarrassed, I used to prefer Bang Gama than them, but now in fact Bang Gama is not as good as I thought, but now, and they still want to come to meet me, even though I know how disappointed they are.
Resti and Winta immediately hurt me, we hugged and cried each other, expressed all feelings, I know they also still care about me, Just a situation that has made us more distant.
Many things have changed from us, understand that it has been more than a year that we do not feel met or communication, and this is all because Bang Gama is in vain…
Resti married Sister Fian, she is now pregnant. While WInta she just married a few months ago the same Satya guy who had been with her. And I missed everything, I don't know the news at all. It feels really pure.
“yesterday I accidentally met Brother Davin, he who told me that you have divorced” said Resti.
“why didn't you tell us Zi?” upset Winta
“Sorry, I'm really ashamed of you guys, sorry I” said as he ducked.
“Udah do not need to discuss it, we understand the position of elo, yes although honestly we also sprained plus very disappointed to elo!” said Winta
I'm faint smile “Thank you guys still want to meet me”
“Emang elo, who suddenly said. We still have a sense of loyalty herd” seloroh Resti
“Lo style!” said Winta while pushing Resti's body.
“But I'm curious about Zi, why did you get divorced?” Tanya Resti, Winta pierced Resti's body.
I knew they were curious, I just smiled faintly and I finally told them everything.
As complete as I remember, certainly without telling the bad in detail, wherever I think it is also my disgrace, so I tell in outline aja.
“wah daebak!! Your soul mate is the same Dea, why can it happen anyway?” resti said.
“Gue himself also wonder” replied me
“So now they're legally married? His son was born dong?” Ask Winta curiously
“Gue did not know, after I was on the talak and out of his house,gue did not know about them, as long as I never came siding, all who took care of Arga” my brother explained.
“better is Zi, than lo tau, ntar even make lo sick”
“Gue has tried sincerely about the same Bang Gama Kak Dea, after all it is the best in my opinion, Only now I like trauma and my mind so can not be as free as before, I'm afraid of gini, scared of gitu” I said
“lo must be strong Zi! The proof you can make this all”
“Gue Just do not think, gini my fate. In the past, brother Al ninggalin me and say, KakDavin ninggalin me and married another girl, and Bang Gama.” I let out a long sigh.
“All patsi is Zi's silver lining. What is clear you can not despair and move on.” Resti
“gue wants it too, but honestly still difficult for me”
“Pelan-pelan aja Zi” said Winta, I nagged.
“by the way brother Davin kog can know about lo Zi?” Tanya Resti was curious.
“Ck. I swear I'm ashamed of him, it's so sad my life” said as I ducked.
“kog can? Isn't he in Jakarta?”
“No, he said he's been living here”
“Wah, lest he still ngarep to elo Zi, tau elo divorce her directly back here” god Winta.
“Hardly lo! He was here for a long time, before I got divorced he was back here” I said as a manyun.
“There is a possibility to reverse dong” now Resti follow
“Do not shame! He already has a wife, where his wife is very beautiful again”kataku, pantesan Kak Davin used to prefer him.
“heart people say tau Zi, anyways he still cares about you. Kemaren pas emetuh he who told me to come here to entertain elo” explained Resti.
“Stop us! I do not want to think macem-macem, especially with my status is widowed, want my status to rise? From Widow to actor?” my annoyance.
“Amit-amit Zi” said Winta and Resti together, I just laughed.
Finally the three of us talked about many things, it turns out there was already a lot that I passed, almost all of my friends were married, and I did not know at all.
The arrival of Resti and Winta really can open my mind, and it turns out that life is still long. And a real loss if I keep falling.
“continue elo plan now how is Zi?” Ask Winta.
“It's like it's time I get out of my comfort zone, maybe I want to try working” I said
“Good tuh Zi, let me ask the children there are vacancies not for lo” said Resti
“Ok thanks.” I said “ Lo still works only Res? Again pregnant gitu”
“Not a problem, even my stress at home, while my content is healthy and not menggelupain my duty at home Kak Fian is fine-fine aja” said Resti while eating wine.
“enak very lo, Brother Fian from the first always understanding to elo” said I envy
“Iya dong, already love mampus him same I” seloroh Resti
“Bacoot really nih anak” said Winta while throwing a pillow.
“Lo still work Ta?” much
“No, my company that used to be the rules can not work in the same place.so I resign, besides Satya's position is high, dear if moved”
“terus lo now busy what?” manya curious.
“Winta mah now a businessman dia” sela Resti, Winta laughs.
“What effort?” manya curious.
“lo know from the first brain he keeps going if it is sold, from the first he already opened olshop tuh, now already have a boutique dia” said Resti
“Hahaha... Not a boutique, regular clothing store Zi, good enough to make my daily activities”
“Iya dong, follow my husband mah” said Winta “eh lo want to find work in Malang here or how?” Ask Winta while holding a cell phone.
“Pengennya outside Malang, a bit far also no problem, avoid Bang Gama, fear I masian same him. Mending nyari new place gag no one knows me” I said.
“Yaudah later try to ask Mas Satya, he links a lot, but there is a suitable one.” Winta
“Iya deh, whose wife pak manager” seloroh Resti
“Hahaha..” Winta even laughs.
***
Some days I just relax at home, no one ngijininin me out of the house for a while, I myself also lazy out. Every day I even try some cake recipes and cooking with Madam Niken and Mama.
Mama said several times Mama Sinta and Papa Adam still nanyain condition me, and they are confident to meet, but Mama Papaku nolak, maybe they still hurt his daughter like that.
And I'm really grateful, I didn't think I could finally get away from Bang Gama, even though I had to be a widow. But the more I came here I was able to accept it and started to continue to think positively, because viewed from any angle it might be the best.
“Dek, what are your plans after this?” Ask Brother Arga.
Right now we're sitting on the back porch, after the events of Kak Arga mergokin Bang Gama, now my relationship and he's getting closer. He always tried to ask me about my wishes, my opinion, he said this time he did not want to be helped again.
“i want to go from here first, find a new place”
“mau apply for work? Why not here?” tannya
“not ah, still traumatized if here, fear suddenly Bang Gama dategin, not to mention lazy if the cry of people”
“Udah send application?”
“Udah some by email, but no reply”
“You to Kalimantan again?”
“Not like, kekeauhen if there, go anywhere is also difficult”
Kak Arga ngokng “padata plan want me ajakin join the business I”
“Same Sister Davin?” much
“Iya”
“Dih, sister is not wrong I'm sure I joined her?” I said pissed
“Kakak was also in doubt, but Davin himself asked. He said that working with him at least he can help you if suddenly Gama came. I don't think it's wrong to also follow
“He wasn't wrong, but did he think how people were saying? Wherever we used to date, and now I'm a widow. Long time I was run over by his wife because she thought she wanted to be an actor” annoyed me
“hahaha.. yes no, besides his wife is also in Jakarta, at least once a month here, or if not Davin who went there”
I cringed in wonder “LDR the story?” sindirku.
Brother Arga Just sniffing shoulders, “Tauk deh!”
“Not have children yet?”
“Iya, his son joined Davin here”
“Lah? Kog is not the same as his mother?”
“The mother is busy working, and Davin is also busy if in Jakarta. Yaudah finally Davin defeated him to resign and make business in Malang”
“Why not make a business in Jakarta alone, let continue with his wife”
“If in Jakarta it is difficult to find market share, there are many big companies, and besides if there are many who help keep their children, Davin's time is also more loose. There is a mommy nemenin also”
“Iya sih” said while looking away
“Davin also told me several times, ask permission to meet you, he wants to chat all sorry he said”
“Sih, no need lah”
“You still hate him?”
“So brother, there is a sense of sprain masian, and besides the problem was also long ago, it was stale. I am also now a widow, do not panteslah if chatting with people's husbands, especially his wife far” said I
“Iya I also said that to him, so he asked for your number”
“Hah? Keep brother Arga kasih?”
“Iya”
“Opaan anyway, same dong if so!” upset me
“But the proof until now he did not chat right?”
“Send the number, let me block!” I said “and also, don't make sure he's here if it doesn't matter amat”
“Iya-iya”
***
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