TriAngels
TA 46'S
TA 46'S
All the way I could cry, my heart was tight, I saw my Bang Gama nelphon several times, he must be worried because it was 11 p.m. I'm still angry and disappointed with him, if I go back to the boarding house he must be straight nyamperin.
chances are only two we're fighting because I'm going alone, or he's going to seduce me. I don't want both, it still feels tight. Without a second thought after I got to my destination I turned my phone.
“Zi..” greet someone while opening the house door
I immediately hit him, it feels like I haven't seen him for a long time, plus I'm not okay, in fact I'm embarrassed because when I think I even find him. But I also don't know where to go, I just have him in mind.
“Log in first” take her while hoeing me.
“Nih drink” he said while nyodorin warm chocolate. “tenangin first self lo, don't tell me now”
I just nodded and cried again, I was ashamed that my attitude was towards him, and now I ask him for help. But I'm so grateful he wants to accept me. There's no way I'm going home tonight, there's a house person on the storm, and surely Kak Gama will go straight home, I still don't want to see him.
“Sorry I yes Res” said slowly
Resti sighed long “ is the use of temen Zi, always there when needed”
“But I'm ashamed of the same lo, same Winta. And I also know you guys are disappointed with me, even you guys did not come on my fiancee's show”
“Udah, do not need to discuss the former” he said while patting my back.
I haven't seen Resti in months, not even communication at all, and on the road I nelphon him, at first he was shocked because I nelphon malem-malem while crying.
And he told me to come straight to his boarding house. Resti lately chose to spend because tired of having to go home, his work is also more and more stacked.
“Lo want a story? Let more enjoy” said
Finally I screamed all, and strangely all the things that I had been covering from everyone I revealed all to Resti without anything being covered. From how I really feel not strong with the attitude of Bang Gama, how possessive he is, how his friends, everything.
I seem to forget that I am already disgraceful to my own fiancee. And after I actually plong, this time I feel free without feeling depressed because of Bang Gama's attitude.
“lo sure you want to continue this lo relationship?” Tanya Resti after I satisfied the story, she even followed the cry of my story.
“Gue don't know Res, when it's totally glaring he always has a way to make me melt, and I feel like I can't get away from him . But do not know why now I feel like a free person”
“Want it now you run away?”
“Iya, I'm confused Res should how”
“Gue can not give the solution anyway Zi, let alone you guys already fiancee, but if you can be honest from the beginning I, Winta, Kak Fian as well as the other children do not agree elo with him. Sorry ni ya, after lo same him we all feel different, far from all of us”
I'm ngut “Iya I understand, let alone you guys, now I'm far from my own family”
Resti looks surprised “Kak Arga too?”
“Yes, especially brother Arga, because he was the first person who nantang my relationship with Bang Gama. So Bang Gama indirectly ngejauhin me with Kak Arga”
Resti nduk, he looks out of shock “feeling lo yourself to him how?”
I cry again “I sayank same him, it feels can not lose him, but I also do not like the same attitude he”
Resti couldn't say anything more, he just hugged me, nenangin.
“gue can ride here first not Res?”
“By, can banget” he said with a smile “lo do not want to contact brother Arga or home person?”
“engkak! Surely now Bang Gama again home, I do not want to meet him Res, surely later I will melt again with him”
Resti ngoknuk understand “lo already pray yet? Pray first let calm down, keep resting”
3 Days I spend in the cost of Resti, and the fourth day of Resti nganterin I go home, wherever I do not want the house people to worry. Papa, Mama, Kak Arga Mbak Niken are all confused.
But with them I can't tell you anything, I'm just saying the same skull Bang Gama. Resti same Winta several times nelphon me, they also always chat nanyain my condition.
The next day Bang Gama came home, he was so glad I came home. He didn't want anything, just kept apologizing. He promises not to repeat his mistakes again, he also promises self-introspection.
Honestly I am confused, on the other hand I feel sick and do not want to accept Bang Gama again, but on the other hand I also still feel I love him.
“Dek, I'm sorry brother yes, brother did not know that time really offended you. Brother apologizes ya” he said as he shouted my hand.
“Dek, do not rule brother kayak gini dong, you do not know yesterday brother kayak crazy, brother can not lose you, brother need you, do not stay brother again ya” he said, brother could not lose you,this time he was crying.
Obviously I can't bear to worry about him crying, I swear I feel a dilemma. Previously Mama Papa gave all the decisions to me, brother Arga and Mbak Niken is also up to you.
Actually after I dropped out to make Arga's attitude become indifferent to me, he seemed to have not considered me, I realized that it was entirely my fault, but I was also confused, he was not thinking about me, and I can only hope they all understand my position.
“Let me time bang” replied me
“iya deck, I will not maksa you, but brother please never stay brother. Brother will give you a chance to make your own first,”
“Still”
“When you are satisfied, tell your brother, and at that time your brother immediately invited you to penghulu”
“Hah?”
“We marry, you want to? I can't afford to lose your deck, and I really hope you will, because that's the only way I can keep you by my side”
“Baaang..” my word is desperate.
“Dek, brother can die if not the same you. Brother promise will change, and fix all,”
I just looked at him, honestly I was confused, my head felt like it was going to explode, could not be made to think clearly.
“for you, for the sake of our future” he said while crying and crying my hand.
O Allah. and it seems that I have completely melted, my ego faded instantly, the writhing of a Gama who was so firm, now he cried before me. Between kasian and terbaru.
“Iya.. yes bang” replied me.
He immediately looked at me
“Maxly yes?”
“IYes I'm sorry brother, I want us to marry”
“serious deck?” tanyanya shocked and
“Iya, but..”.
“But?”
“Tapia brother should promise to change all bad attitude brother, brother also have to say to the brothers, the point is we should both change for the better. And promise there will be no incident like yesterday again”
“Iya deck, brother promise” said as he rubbed my head.
The next day Bang Gama came home again, he invited me to make a return to the boarding house, anyways the people of the house know I work, but I've been unemployed all this time.
And after the incident Bang Gama's attitude really changed, he tried to be more understanding, more sensitive, and he also limited his association. When I asked why I rarely get together as well he said,
“The most important thing in my life right now is you deck, the others I don't take care” he said while curling me.
How could I not miss if he behaved like that, and he showed a positive change in my opinion, he began to improve his worship, he was always lazy if I pray, ajakin prayer, but now he was the first one who was excited.
We are also now starting to prepare the wedding, the plan is later this month we will get married, we are both clearly busy, the time is very tight. The marriage contract will be held in my house, all thanks to the large family gathering.
Just last night a reception was held at a 5-star hotel. Who else if not Bang Gama.
He wants a special wedding, all handed over to WO, I certainly do not stay silent, because bang Gama maksa for a luxurious reception, I finally answered and gave some ideas.
My own family actually objected a bit, but eventually they gave in because of Bang Gama maksa, and he also forbade my family to spend money, all from Bang Gama's side. Just an event at my house that Bang Gama did not participate in.
During this time also Bang Gama's attitude is very sweet, he is so special to me, I feel very special with his treatment. But there is still something stuck, I like back to betray Resti and Winta.
Because after that incident Bang Gama limited me a little bit to relate to other people. And I quite understand the max, especially now I am also busy taking care of the wedding.
And finally that day is coming soon, tomorrow I will have a wedding, it feels really-nothing, still can't believe if tomorrow I'm married to Bang Gama, it feels like everything is so fast. I had just finished reading the Quran when the door of the room was knocked, I immediately released my face and opened the door.
“Zi..”
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