
TA 12'S
the next day Mr. Al actually came at 2, but I have not changed clothes, daritadi it feels lazy. Finally we agreed to study at home.coincidentally at home there is only Mama, and of course Mama seneng kak Al want to teach me to learn.
"often Valdi wants to play here, ngajarin Zia, his brain sometimes likes to scratch about lessons" said Mama
"ih Mama" I protested
"Every aunt, I'm happy to teach Zia" she said with a big smile.
I even a manyun, but it turns out to learn chemistry just like brother Al really different, he had a different way.I was originally lazy same chemistry so began to get excited. With painstaking brother Al continues to teach me, until finally the matter he loves I can answer correctly all.
"pinter boy" he said after checking my answer, he smiled satisfied. "want to continue with the matter again?"
"my sister, God willing tomorrow is safe" I said with a smile "thank you"
"yes" he looked at the clock."passenger Ra prayers, already at this hour.you also get ready gih"
Finally, my dream has been realized, can pray the same pilgrims brother Al. I honestly deg-degan plus seneng really, stupid if he already has a girlfriend. he himself opened the opportunity for me to come in and play baper.
half an hour later we walk, at first Mama tell buber at home, but brother Al nolak, with the reason it has been awaited by the children, but we buber just the two.
"Ra, what do you want to open?" tanyanya gently.
"ehm.. grilled fish in the S area is as good as kak"
"Okay, we're there, but it's still at this hour"
The atmosphere in this restaurant is quite comfortable, not too crowded because of its spacious place.here we eat lesehan with the sound of water gurgling. Several times I ate here with children and never bosen.the place is also perfect for taking pictures.
"sister Al" I said on the sidelines of the buber
"what?"
"sister why is it good with me anyway? like to be an impromptu ojek, teach me, ngajak buber, not to mention other printouts"
Brother Al smiles "why is it?"
"Bad brother, I've often said right. brother already has a girlfriend. if you know how we go gini?"
"don't think of Ra, just now"
"Ck.. can't dong, gini deh brother tell me who is sister's boyfriend, or tell me the picture"
"Make what?"
"Be careful, so if he comes to me later, I know that it's his sister's boyfriend" I said.
Al laughed "not necessary"
"sister Al doesn't understand how maxed I am"
"believe me, there will be no incident like Ra" he said gently.
Our eyes look at each other, O Allah melted me in view of the brother of Al kayak that is, I became misbehaved.then we joke more.
After eating and praying maghrib, kak Al ngajakin muter ride motor, continue to the city mosque, pray tarawih there. finished tarawih kak Al ngajakin I muter-muter again.
"Cold?" tannya
"congratulations" I answered, without cues in my hand.
"sister. "my protest.
"Let's warm Ra!"
"so fashion!" my annoyance.
He smiled "the uglier it is when it pouts so much"
Along the way we were just hand-held, my mind started to get upset, I unconsciously hugged him from behind, my head I was alone on his back. It is not appropriate, especially this month of fasting.
"Bec... "
"One time my brother would like to play kayak gini" I said.
brother Al did not refuse, I think he also clasped me tighter. I don't know why I became so cry, the sense of comfort and guilt fused. It feels like I want to continue to fathom moments like this the same he is, but I also realize that he belongs to someone else.
When he opened the helmet he was shocked when he saw me crying, we looked at each other again and my tears fell.
"Ra... kog added a cry anyway?" soft tananya
"Sir Al came home"
"no, I don't want to go home if you're like this" he got off the bike, and pulled my hand on the porch.
I tried to open the door, and everyone left. I sat in the living room with Al. He still held my hand, occasionally wiping away my tears.
"it's brother, enough"
"Bec... "
"if brother kayak's attitude continues I have what do I do?"
She was my first love, and my first heartbreak. And I just found out how sick this feels.
"sir does not understand if all this time I go far, trying to make my feelings go to brother. please do not make me feel wrong brother... "
"Ra, you misunderstood"
"i know, I misunderstood in interpreting the good attitude of my sister all this time. brother just nganggep me temen, yes I know that. and sister also already have a boyfriend, I realize brother, brother, but the attitude of my brother that I think makes me sick"
"Ra, beat me up" he grabbed my two shoulders.
"don't want! I don't want to beat up Al. Did Brother Al know all this time I felt like a mistress to be brother Al? brother Al is selfish, evil knows not the same as me" I said as I hit his chest
Eh, he even pulled me in his arms, very tight again.I would be seneng if I'm kayak gini. I guaranteed my head in his chest. fortunately the house is quiet, if there are people there can be a world war.
Long enough Brother Al hugged me, and I also returned his embrace. I've been looking cheap too, justin aja all at once.
"do you love me Ra?" suddenly tanyanya.
I was just nodding in his arms. 'so sweet brother' my inner self.
She took off her arms, she held my two shoulders "I also love you Ra"
be surprised! I'm obviously surprised what he meant? if she also loves me, why are you dating someone else? please don't make me think badly of you.
"lik! brother just benefits me"
"No Ra!"
"Keep sister's boyfriend?"
"I love him too"
jedeerr....
oh, really crazy people! still our high school, already gesrek gini his brain.
"already, I don't want to hear anything from brother Al, just assume we didn't talk about it. mending brother Al home, and please go away from me!" I was angry and I stood up.
As if he was, sayank anyway sayank but if he was like gini taste sayanku also long ago turned into envy!
He took my hand instead, let me sit back down. "love me when Ra"
"Make what?"
"How long? whose promise? sister's boyfriend? I don't need Brother Al. just go there to brother Al's girlfriend don't need to see me again"
I immediately stood up and entered the room, I locked my door to the meeting, the bodo period if he was still tight here.
tok...
"Ra, bukain, we're talking"
"Bec... Ara... "
Oh God, it hurts so much. The person we adore the most, we love, in fact not so good, very painful.
"Ra, I'm out first, I'm gonna wait for Arga's sister with your parents on the porch"
"I said yes Ra. assalamualaikum "
"waalaikumsalam" I replied slowly.
After that I came back crying, as sick as this, once in love even girlfriend people.my fate gini very. A few times my phone rang, but I didn't care, I felt tired, and finally fell asleep.
"the uglier you are! why eyes?" sindir kak Arga sahur.
I just keep quiet, without retaliating, as long as I just keep quiet at all not reply brother Arga who keeps mocking me. Finish sahur plus prayer I choose back room, nyiapin book for school. Fortunately, I learned the same thing with Al..
Aaarghh,
I started to open the phone that I had charged, lots of chat and telphon.most of brother Al.
But I did not open at all, although curious, most of what he said was not far from yesterday.
"O Allah Zi, what are your eyes? abis nangis lo?"
"fun to watch drakor, the atmosphere becomes soft and sleepy, immediately gini deh" I said reasoned.
"Nih boy yes, the others are busy studying chemistry, he even watch drakor, healthy mbak?" sindir Winta's.
"gue also learned times" I said casually.
And I'm really satisfied with my chemistry test today, what Al kemaren taught was very useful. I was in class all day.
"Zi, next Saturday the Ramadhan cottage, it's definitely the schedule"
"you're a bitch" I replied lazily
"where are you?" search Resti
"sister Al"
"So my keinget, how about malming yesterday? dong's first road?"
"already ah, lazy to talk about him" my dear.
I accidentally saw Mr. Al through the front of the class, maybe going to the mosque, he also seemed to be looking at my class.
"Zi, look for Valdi's brother" Renata said
"Tell me again dizzy, can't be bothered"
"he said lying was a sin."
"Mighty bodo?! whatever you want to give me a reason"
"Ah elo Zi, take care of it!" said Renata while passing by brother Al.
"Lo why Zi?" radit sat next to me.
kulirik kak Al who was still chatting with Renata in front of the class, as soon as he squirmed towards me.
"again my dizzy"
"is your fight the same as your boyfriend?"
"boyfriend?"
"yes, the ughr of the class. He also looked very squishy in his face.the problem was solved Zi, do not be let go" said Radit
"Sok your wise!" I said while hitting his arm.I saw Al's brother was gone, because the bell came in.
This week I always avoid seeing Al. I never read the chat, let alone reply.
Today is the Ramadhan cottage, brother Arga who has not taken me. During the trip he kept telling me about the relationship of a boy.I don't know I don't understand.
During the event I became a bit awkward, brother Al became the committee, automatically he could always squirm me. and vice versa.every chance he tried to get me, but quickly I dodged.
Finished tarawih together in the field, we want to return to the classroom that was made into a temporary room, want the tadarus of the plan. I am currently walking together with Resti.
"Ra" call someone, and I obviously know who that is.
I tried to speed up my steps, but he managed to catch up and now the road is parallel. Resti looked confused, but I held his hand.
"reply to my chat" he whispered, I just kept quiet and kept going.
"I miss you Ra" he whispered again.
Without a second thought I stepped on his feet, and immediately walked quickly while narik Resti.
"Ra.. "call him while grimacing his legs.was he I was the same emotional subject, must be sick.
"are you having Zi's problem? that's why you injected his leg?" tanya Resti was far away from Al.
Brother Al whispered softly, and I'm sure Resti was not horrified.
"Grandfather, he's a late sign.make it I'm an inject"
At night we had some kind of nightly contemplation, and I was really shocked when I found out that Arga and his friend had come as one of the presenters.
And now that I realize that my brother is cool, he can open our hearts and minds, I'll just be moved and cry when he again tells about parents. I really want to feel like I am now hugging Mama Papa.
"no cry lu? crybaby!" said Brother Arga while rubbing my head.
He gave a jacket from Mama also supplies for sahur tomorrow, now I was won by Winta again meet Arga in front of the mosque.
"why don't you talk in front of a lot of other people?"
"meaning?" ask brother Arga
"If in front of a wise man in front of me a lot of nyebelinya" my protest
"you're stubborn, it's hard to say.it takes extra energy if you talk about it" he sneered, I'm just a manyun.
"Sister Arga, sought after by brother Anton" said brother Al while glancing at me. I even mrengos pretend not to see.
"your problems aren't over?" ask brother Arga while changing to wriggle me and brother Al.
kak Al just grin and scratch his nape, "stay aja Al, if he is difficult to say" said Kak arga
" It's stuck, brother, it's difficult if you want to leave" said brother Al
What try maxut these two people, because lazy if continue to decket same brother Al, finally I say goodbye and ngajak Winta back in class.
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