
TA 56'S
“What do you mean Zi?” Ask Arga who seems frustrated.
I bowed and cried, my hand still held Bang Gama, slowly I looked into his eyes
“ I beg you release me Bang, divorce me. talak me”
Bang Gama immediately took off his grip “enggak, not Dek. You know best I can't divorce you”
“You promised to fulfill all my wishes Bang” I said while crying
“But this is not a deck! I'm sure we can skip everything! I promise I'll find a way to let everyone accept”
I shook my head “enggak Bang, that's enough. I'm not strong, I can't stand it brother.”
“I can't lose you deck!” snapped
“do what we defend if only bang” disease said I
“Dek.... I sayank same kamu” he said while kneeling in front of me.
“don't like this Bang, you can only hurt Kak Dea!” my snapping.
Bang Gama towards Kak Dea “Dea, you do not mind if I'm with Ziva, I promise I will continue to grow our children”
Kak Dea cry “can't I just mas? I can also make you happy, I can dampingin you” said Mr Dea
“Dea... you..” Bang Gama can not write his sentence.
“Abang denger itself right? If I do, I'm the same brother Dea who will get sick. Enough Bang. Talak me” I said firmly.
“Talak Ziva Gam, release him. Ziva also deserves happy” said Mama Sinta.
“Dek.... You have the heart to leave me?” bang Gama Bayu
“you who could bang! You can make me like gini” I shouted
while crying. “you never know what I'm feeling! You never know how depressed I am”
Bang Gama Can only nduk, “What is so much brengseeknya I deck?”
“Iya!” answer me ketus
After many debates, and Papa Mama also participated Bang Gama insistence, finally Bang Gama talak three me, and I immediately cry at that moment, Mama Sinta and Mbak Niken directly hug me.
everyone could only be quiet, even Bang Gama was also crying while sitting down, he kept his head down not daring to look at me.
“soon pack your personal belongings Zi, we go home” said brother Arga after quite a long time we are silent.
Mama and Mama Niken help me snack on things, only a few that I carry, Just important items that I bought myself from the beginning.
After I was sure everything was laughing, I went back down. I say goodbye to Mama and Papa, wherever they've been helping me a lot.
“Sorry I dek” said Bang Gama while looking sharply at me.
“i will never forget the promise we”
I frowned trying to remember the promise of what Bang Gama meant
“iya, take care of Dea Bang, immediately your marriage is valid after we officially divorce” Bang Gama do not answer anything, he said,
While in front of Brother Dea, he immediately hit me and cried, he also continued to apologize. We are both crying, even though we have only met and talked a few times but we have been stuck, maybe because we both know about each other's feelings.
During my trip, Brother Arga and Mbak Niken are both silent, Kak Arga is busy driving me no matter what he thinks. Ma'am Niken kept holding my hand giving me strength. And I can only cry.
Only last night I still sleep in the arms of Bang Gama, and now I am a widow. Maybe this is the best, there is a sense of relief because it is free from all problems.
But on the other hand there is the fear of facing tomorrow, whether drama what else will happen. And I immediately cry when I inget Mama Papa, imagine how later they will be shocked, her son came home with the condition of being a widow.
Until the house I immediately hug Mama and cry in her lap. Mama Papa is obviously confused and surprised, I can not bear the story, so brother Arga who painain everything.
Starting from those who visited Bang Gama and Kak Dea again walk together in the mall, until they drove the two home and all the events at the residence of Bang Gama.
I also told him all the things I had experienced and felt. Mama Papa followed the cry, today the atmosphere of our house is very cloudy.
***
After several mediations and the trial was finally right today, Bang Gama and I officially divorced. I married him for 7 months, plus a 4-month trial period. Total of 11 months.
And this is the shortest marriage in my family, obviously this is a family disgrace. All the families were shocked.
My marriage used to be very luxurious, but in fact it was not until 1 year of my marriage age. During the trial period I was not at all present as well as Bang Gama, all taken care of Kak Arga and Papa, from Bang Gama was also very helpful, especially Papa Adam, he even helped to make the process quick.
Several times Bang Gama tried to find me, but I obviously did not want to meet, there is a fear that this time Bang Gama will seduce me again, Papa and Kak Arga also never told Bang Gama to meet me.
Even they told me to stay where Bang Gama would not know, because he still kekeh want to meet me. I don't know what he wants to talk about. And my feelings are not good.
For more than 4 months I lived in Kalimantan, at the home of Mama's adoptive sister. As long as there I was like a dazed person, fortunately there was Sella who was always calm and encouraging me. Sella's mother was also a widow with 1 child, but she was a widow who was left dead, unlike me.
My days are very heavy, fortunately I live in an environment that no one knows me at all. I can not imagine living in a poor house, surely my burden is getting heavier.
My mental and soul burdens were heavy, plus social sanctions from the community because of my widowed status. Many negative thoughts always arise, and really feel bad about it.
“Zi, you don't want to go back Malang?” Ask Kak Arga who came to Kalimantan
“everything is done Zi, you are officially divorced, there is nothing to worry about anymore”
“I'm still afraid Bang Gama will meet me” I said, somehow I became afraid of Bang Gama, maybe because of trauma, it feels like there is something odd in my heart.
“quiet me, there is brother” Kak Arga try to ngeyakinin.
“You don't have to think of that Zi, who knows everything you are, other people can only talk vague”
“I know, but it feels heavy kak”
“Until when will you hide like this? If you want to stay here no matter Zi, but you do not just diem at home. Do something that you can do, if you want you can apply for work here” said Kak Arga
“Mama Papa's News How are you?”
“Mama Papa is healthy, they hope you can return like the old Zia, you have to return to Zi's life, you've wasted a lot of your time”
“I'm confused brother, I'm also still afraid ngadepin everything”
“you must be strong Zi, must be brave, this is your life, until when do you believe this? Show me that you are Zia, brother who is always smiling. Many things out there that you can do” brother Arga continues to encourage.
And the next day I went back to Malang with Brother Arga. And it is true that my guess, a few days after I was in Malang, Bang Gama came home, just then Kak Arga again work and Papa was away.
It's just me Mama and Mama Niken, and her little boy.
At first Bang Gama was still polite, he invited me to chat together, and finally we chat in the guest room accompanied by Mama. But I was really shocked when he suddenly made me leave the house.
“Follow me Zi, we need to say”
“I don't want Bang” I said while glazed, I obviously want to cry.
“There are things that we must finish Zi, you have violated our promise”
“what appointment?” I was confused, he always talked about promises.
“you used to promise not to leave me, but in fact you still leave me. You certainly want what I promise maxut”
And I'm like getting struck by lightning “ Crazy! We're done bang, and all our promises already gag there”
“Gama mending you go now” said Mama also confused
“Sorry Ma, I still have business with Zia”
“you're divorced, detin Zia, not enough you have Zia” disease
“i also hurt Ma, why no one can understand me” said Bang Gama firmly, and trying to make my narik, I,
Mama clearly shouted. I also continued to rebel and cry.
“Brengseek! What the fuck? Zia!” someone shouted from the door.
We all looked at the door, and I was surprised who came, it turned out that Mr. Davin, he looked like he was running away. He immediately approached and took off Bang Gama's hand from mine.
“Owh... the former who has not been able to move on? Reversing it? Or have you been dating all this time?” bang Gama said with a cynical smile.
“Not your business! You are the same Zia already no business, so leave this house”
“OK, this time I will go, but I will continue to collect your promise honey..” he said while glancing at me and away from home.
Disgusting, why is Bang Gama so scary now. I really did not expect, brother Dea should have been nervous, and he should be a good father at home, no need to bother to find his ex-wife, let alone collect promises that are very unimportant.
“You okay Zi?” Ask Brother Davin, I just shook my head.
“Tante is okay too, right?”
“no, thank you Vin, you have come here”
“why is sister suddenly here?” ask me doubt, honestly I am very ashamed of Brother Davin, especially with my current status.
“i nelphon Davin Zi, if you wait a long time Arga. So I nelphon Davin” said Ms. Niken who turned out to be hiding in the middle room.
“Makasih” said, and brother Davin nodded.
Before long Brother Arga came, followed by Papa, they were both on a scene. Afterwards Ma'am Niken took me to the room to rest. And they were all talking up front, I don't know what they were talking about.
My thoughts are really messed up, I think after divorcing all my problems with Bang Gama really finished, in fact it still continues. I can only pray, may there be a way out of every problem.
***
After the incident at that time, Papa refused me to make it out of the house, and I was not a problem, because all this time I was also often just at home, just at home, moreover, there is no activity that requires me to go out of the house. Until now I was just unemployed.
“Zi..” call Mama open the room door, I can “There are guests”
“Who Ma?” I was a little worried that Bang Gama would come again.
Today, Arga and Papa are going, somewhere. But they asked my cousin to take care of me at home if they both left. I feel a little safe.
“Mama tell directly to your room is okay right?” mama said, I was so confused, why was even allowed to enter.
And my tears came down when I found out who was in the room.
“Zi..”
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