TriAngels
TA 51'S
TA 51'S
Even though the day keeps changing, my relationship with Bang Gama is getting worse and worse in my opinion, somehow he is also getting more emotional now.
Marrying him is very different from my life, now there is no more affection, there is only misery.
Almost every day Bang Gama was angry, his speech was very spicy. He never played rough or hit me, but he hurt me with all his harsh words, condescending, mockery.
But sometimes he can also be sweet, of course if there is a want. I don't know, he's like not the Bang Gama I used to know.
The condition of the house was no less dizzying, almost every day Bang Gama stomach the same Papa or Mama, more about the business. For that matter I did not interfere at all, and more to the stupid times.
But my head feels dizzy.
This family is very different from my family, at least we used to think it was just a trivial problem, it could be said kayak joking, but in this house, heeemhh… they like to say rude and talk in a high tone, the beginning of living here obviously I was very surprised, but now I'm getting used to it.
Today Bang Gama ngajakin I go to the Mall, we want monthly shopping, all want to buy gifts for his son Kak Arga who wants a 2nd birthday. Bang Gama though rude he likes little children, Satriya son Kak Arga is quite close to him. While in the middle of my family Bang Gama will be a warm figure like before.
As the two of us again relax eating at the restaurant inside the Mall, Bang Gama's phone rang several times, but it was not lifted. At first I was funny, but because the phone kept sounding I was protesting.
“Why not lift Bang? Sapa tau important” I said while eating and glancing at him.
“Biarin!”
“emang greeting? From office?”
“Not, Dea”
“Kog not lifted!”
“Ck... At most Just want to fad. whereas I have often said that again the same you I do not want to be disturbed. Basically he is a jealous, like not trima if my time is more for you” he said cuek
I let out a long sigh, where there is a wife who is not jealous of her husband with another girl. I was like that too, but all this time I tried to hide. Not long after my phone sounded.
“Who?” tanyu is suspicious
I saw my phone “Kak Dea”
“Tuh child emang can not be spelled out ya” kesal” often he nelphon you?” tanyanya while calling my phone.
“Kan Abang always hold my phone, cook not tau”
“seingetku new this time she telphon”
“cuekin aja”
“It's not like Bang, when I get to nelphon I mean important. Herein my phone raised”
“Assalamualaikum sis...what's up?”
“Zi Mas Gama where? Help me Zi, my stomach hurts. Toloooong... aarrgghh...” says Kak Dea in telphon.
“We're there now!” I said and closed the phone
“Bang, brother Dea for help, his stomach hurts” I said excitedly
“Most is just acting, often he kayak it to me” he said cuek.
“Bang, but I'm worried, he was in real pain.Look!” I said as I pulled his hand.
A few minutes later we arrived at the house of Kak Dea, I was the first time to this area, the house is quite luxurious in a residential environment that I think is nice and comfortable. The house is not as luxurious as the Bang Gama house that I have now, but at least this is his own house, Maybe this is also a gift from Bang Gama, I honestly envy.
I immediately pulled Bang Gama's hand to enter the house, according to the story of Bang Gama during the trip, Kak Dea was often kayak gini, he said only drama aja. It used to be right at the beginning of Bang Gama was also in the fog, but in fact Kak Dea lied and he said again kangen, and it kept repeating.
“why did you take him anyway Mas?” Ask Dea, who is sitting back and watching Tivi.
Obviously I was shocked, he was like a real pain, I was gawking, when all this time Bang Gama was more like him, what should he get like this. so willing it is always the same Bang Gama, is it possible true said Bang Gama earlier, this is just Dea's wits so I don't have time alone with Bang Gama.
“You saw Dek, he lied again!” sindir Bang Gama, Kak Dea just a thin smile.
“kak Dea anything at all, that was I was really worried tau” annoyed me, I ogled her stomach that was already big, pregnant again still lying.
“Worry? Aren't you happy that I'm in pain? Or maybe you come here so you can see me who is in pain” he said cynically.
“Dea!” snapped Bang Gama “Ziva was really worried about you”
“Munafic! He was just acting in front of you mas, let look good. And you love her more and more and leave me”
It hurts to be accused like that, I did not think at all until there, even all this time I always ngingetin Bang Gama to pay attention to Kak Dea, and it was sincere because I thought about the content, the content, the content, there is absolutely no intention behind it.
“Enough Dea!” bang Gama again
“What? Keep fighting women do not know this self! you are the one who called MAs Gama! And now you're acting like I took him from you! You even earned the right to make me his legal wife!” Brother Dea emotion,
I just keep quiet, I don't like this situation the most, I don't like being pressured and cornered like this, I don't feel like I'm strong enough. Several times I wanted to kill myself if I remembered the problems that happened to me.
“Dea!”
“I hate you! You are an actor! You ruined my life! Destroy my son's happiness! you are nothing more than a prostitute!”
Plaaaa…
I wept….
“You're going to Dea! Since when have you been so rough and wild like this?!” furious Bang Gama, even he who slapped Kak Dea.
“Tega u Mas! You slap me in front of him!”
“Dea!”
“do you want to show me I'm this sad? keep... keep doing as you please, kill me all!” he said, slapping his cheek and grabbing his hair.
Brother Dea hysterical, I followed the cry, it felt so heavy, I wanted to run away and disappear from this world.if I could want to return to my normal life like before.
“You are crazy!” shouted Bang Gama while holding the hand of Brother Dea
“Iya I'm crazy! And that's because of you! You guys killed me! ngerti” shouted Kak Dea did not lose.
I can only be in my heart, I want to feel like I'm following the screams, not only him, but I also feel pain, I feel killed too. Oh come on, I'm a victim too…
“aaarggh...” cried Kak Dea while holding his stomach
“Do not act you! I'm sick of seeing it” said Bang Gama
“Mas...” said Kak Dea shriveled while continuing to cry and hold his stomach
“We go Deck, let's keep acting. Bored me!” annoyed Bang Gama while pulling my hand.
I just resigned while bowing, at first glance I looked towards Kak Dea, but my heart felt like it would be dislodged when I saw there was seepage of blood flowing at the feet of Kak Dea.
“Bang, Brother Dea” shouted at me while shaking hands Bang Gama, and immediately ran to Kak Dea raj.
“Kak, why?”
“Sick.. please..” I think his body is like limp, he holds onto my hand. Bang Gama was still indifferent, and continued to walk indifferently.
“Bang! Please, there's blood!” I was confused, I kept crying.
He immediately looked at us, and instantly his face was pale “Dea”
“Bang cepet please, I'm not strong!” I said while crying.
Quickly Bang Gama approached and hugged Kak Dea's body. He looks confused
“why until gini”
“Please... hurts...aarrrgghh..”.
“To the hospital!” I said firmly
Bang Gama immediately carried Kak Dea out of the house, after which we immediately went by car.
“This where?” Ask Bang Gama
“Hospital Bang!” I'm upset, I'm upset,
“Ke Midwife, Dea usually to midwives” he looks confused
“ Crazy brother! In the Midwife the tools are inadequate. Directly to RSIA hospital, deket here kan”
“but I don't want to risk taking him there, later someone will know me..I.”.
“Bang, the life of Brother Dea and his baby is more important! Fuck your good name brother!”
“But..”.
“Pocket! Speeding!” my yelling. “Kak, strong yes, keep istighfar, read any prayer that kak Dea can,”
“Sick..” shouted
“iya sis, calm down first, Allah.. Allah... Allah...”whisper me in his ear.
Before long he began to calm down and continued to hold my hand, I saw his lips also began to follow the mention of God's asthma, I continued to pray in my heart.
A few minutes later we arrived at the hospital, Mr. Dea was immediately taken to the ER and treated by nurses and doctors. Bang Gama and I waited outside, I continued to pray, occasionally Bang Gama seemed to curse and scramble his coarse hair. He must be frustrated.
I approached him and I sat him down, I held his hand.
“Abang must be stronger than Kak Dea, support him, all he needs is a brother, doain him Bang, free brother emotions, which we can do now Just pray” I said while glazed.
Bang Gama hump and nod, he returned my hand, “Still deck,”
I smile and nod. Before long the nurse came and told that the patient had been treated, the mother and the future baby could be helped, now Mr. Dea must be hospitalized, so that the condition of him and his future baby is stronger.
I kept seeing little Bang Gama running towards the room, I smiled wryly, again I was like a stupid woman. Am I getting a prank now? Or else filming?
of the many women, why should I experience something like this? is my fault so big that I have to be this passive, sometimes I blame everything, what should I do???
I wish I was having a nightmare right now. And when I wake up, I'll go back to my old life, which was normal and full of laughter.
I miss my life…
If there were a Triangel next to me, I wouldn't be as sad as I am now, I miss you…
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