TriAngels
TA 44
TA 44
There is guilt in my heart because until now Winta equally Resti never reply to my chat, even though all this time I always shared with them. But slowly I began to forget my problems with them, I was preoccupied with my work and also Bang Gama. He's the one who's always been there for me, and I feel like when he's around he'll all be fine.
Every time he has free time always take the time to meet, but I feel the more here I am further away from the closest people I used to be. Temen, my friends, even my own family. Bang Gama has always dominated my time.
“Capek?” tannya
Right now I'm getting picked up with him from the office, we happen to be both not overtime. So you can spend time together.
“Banget” I said spoiled
He's a slanted smile “Resign aja why the hell dek”
“If I resign what work?”
“Ya find another job, which is relaxed but the money is a lot”
“Apaan?”
“So brother”'s wife replied with a smile
I smile “hmmm... Aja never say anything with my parents, play ask to be aja” wife
“hahaha.. yes,” he said while scratching his nape “but seriously deck, mending you resign deh, ntar I help nyari new job. kasian I see, overtime continues but the salary dikit”
“emang little bang, but good enough to make jajan”
He just nodded as he continued to drive down the street. Now he wants to take me home.
“Dek, go straight back yes, I have an appointment with client”
“Night-night?”
“iya, because he is busy, I follow his schedule aja”
“OK”
At home it turns out that Bang Gama did not go home immediately, he asked to see Mama Papa. And they talked three, I chose to go to the kitchen first to make a drink. When I wanted to return to the cryptic guest room I was horrified by their conversation, and I chose to hide while continuing to eavesdrop.
“So I have serious intentions with Ziva Om, Auntie. I want her to marry him soon with dia”
Deg.. it feels really nano-nano, jumbled, want to cry dreadnya. Didn't know that Bang Gama can be this simple, not say anything to me but directly to Mama Papa, try first brother Davin like gini, uh why even think of men anyway…
“If we are up to Ziva” replied Papa
“Tapia pa is not too fast Gam, you guys are only two months this know him” said Mama
“Iya anyway Tan, but honestly I have matched Ziva, and I am also sure Ziva was the same. I do not want to date too long, better immediately in order aante”
Because I did not want the atmosphere to be uncomfortable I immediately found them in the living room, finished putting the cup, Papa asked me.
“Zi, earlier Gama said to Mama Papa, if she wants to be serious with you, and want you guys to get married” said Papa, I bow, but also smile.
“What do you think Zi?” Ask Papa
I look to Bang Gama who also met me again “ Yes Pa, I want to marry Bang Gama”
I lyrics Bang Gama who smiled satisfied, after a long conversation he finally decided to go home, before he came home he whispered me.
“Thank you, good night my future wife”
Waoow.it feels really-bursting, really cool, surely now my cheeks are as red as tomatoes. After Bang Gama came home I went straight into the room and pranced. Finally there is a confident marriage, honestly as a girl I am a little afraid that until no one ngajak marriage, especially since I have always targeted marriage at 25 years old, and less than a few months I'm 25 years old, hopefully in line with my goals.
After that night, Bang Gama really meant I resigned, for the reason I could not bear to see I was exhausted by work, he promised to Menuhin all my needs, after all we want to marry again, he promised, although I don't know when. Finally I gave a letter of resignation to the boss, of course I was rejected because all this time my work was good, and this was too sudden.
Thanks to the encouragement of Bang Gama I chose to stop immediately without waiting for the acc superiors, soon also my contract runs out, and coincidentally a few months ago my original diploma has been returned to be safe.
“do you really resign Zi?” Ask Arga when I come home
“Iya”
“Why not wait to get a new job first anyway? Working now hard Zi”
“Biarin sak, besides I am also not at home, my new boss was very arbitrary, so not comfortable”
“The name is also Zi work, there must be a problem”
“Yes anyway I've mutusin want to stop. Point!” I said firmly.
“kak Arga deh lebay. His name is also dating yes like that, like brother never aja” upset me “ And for work problems, Bang Gama already promised to help me nyari work”
“but not so Zi, you also have to be sure your girlfriend is how the person, do not play believe-believe aj”
“kak Arga is what the hell? Bad thinking goes to Bang Gama, why? brother Arga doesn't like him? He was kind to me, so long patient with me, do not like the pride of brother Arga first, the ends hurt right!” I was really emotional and went straight to the room.
Come to think of it this is the first time I'm prone kayak gini same brother Arga, usually we check the cok but never like this. at least the middleman because of the cake scramble.
The next day Bang Gama picked me up, during the trip I told all my unek-unyek, about me who had the same skull brother Arga and so forth.
“I promise will continue with you, will help you find work”
“iya Bang”
“sorry yes I told you to resign, but thanks you always obey me”
“Iya Bang, I also thought this is the best”
“does you have a view not to work where?” ask him while rubbing my head.
“ehm... I want to try in the school environment anyway kak, which is related to that education, especially if the house decket must be good not far like kemaren”
He seems to think “I have no connection to school but later I try Tanya-temen”
“Iya Bang thanks”
And almost every day Bang Gama helps me get to work, sometimes if he's still busy working I'm looking for info-info. And it's been almost a month that I've been in a job, a few times Arga nawarin in her place, but when I went to Bang Gama she told me to refuse.
He said he would be ashamed of his brother Arga, because he told me to resign so he would be responsible, I did.
“Dek, sorry yes you have not received work” he said when we again chat in Cafe
“Iya bang no papa, her name nyari work must be difficult, I used to also wait months”
He ngnggut “dek, can I ask you please not?”
“What?”
“honestly in the future I will be busy, but I also do not have the heart of your own work and I think I will not be able if every day you have to pick up you”
“No papa Bang, I can ride the kog” motor
“Not me max, what if you cost aja”
“Kos?”
“iya, the cost around here, so if I miss you also do not need to go all the way to your house. In any case if you cost deket here it's easier to do it”
“But I have not been able to work bang, if I continue to cost later how I pay the cost, or make daily cost”
“You are calm deck, I will gig everything, the important thing is that you obey your brother, so brother is not worried. During this time you often worry if you ride motor”
I understand the meaning of Bang Gama, but I also feel bad if he continues to take care of her, but she does not give up and continues to persuade me.
“later I tried it to Mama Papa first yes bang, diijin what gak”
“Iya, but I really hope you want to cost, because only at night we can find it. And if you cost us we will be free”
I justify the words bang Gama, but honestly it feels hard if I have to leave the house, all this time I always depend on my family, even though I used to spend time in college.
And really as I thought, Mama Papa did not ngijinin, especially brother Arga he until snapped me, and ngancem will hit Bang Gama, obviously I was afraid, I did not like such a situation.
And I can only cry.
But I also became the middleman of Bang Gama, I was really confused, it felt like everyone nyudokin me, in fact I. I feel depressed, if I myself honestly not interested in the cost, I really do not, especially now that I have no income, so far Bang Gama is often transfer me money, but I have never used it, I choose my own savings.
And I have to be selfish again now, I prefer to nurutin Bang Gama, actually Bang Gama a little ngancem will kill me if I do not want to cost. obviously Papa Mama is angry because I say goodbye with a suitcase directly, while Kak Arga is no longer home, I accidentally choose the right time brother Arga nginep at the home of Mbak Niken, I know that he is not at home, lazy if later there must be drama quarrel.
Bang Gama apologized to Mama Papa, he promised to take care of me during boarding, he gave a lot of promises to Mama Papa, I just ducked while glazed, he said, I feel like I hurt the hearts of both brands.
This time I denied their words.
Mama hugged me and gave me a lot of advice, I was crying, but when I was in college Mama was relaxed. Papa also seemed to be glazed, I felt like I would not see them again for a long time, it was very sad.
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