
TA 10
"Zi, how the hell are you with Valdi?" ask Winta when we're sleeping in three in Winta's room.
"yes" Resti followed
"What the hell, I've been saying a lot, right? there is nothing, Al has a boyfriend" I said as I continued to eat snacks.
"but yesterday you went home your peasant was picked up with him right? why try him early in the morning pick elo up!" resti protests.
"he finished nginep at the cost of Tama's sister, the return of my nebengin." I said reasoned.
I never told anyone about me going out a day with Al, also he who sent snacks plus a jacket during the wedding, especially when he held my hand in the grave. Let that be my secret. I don't know why, I feel ashamed for everything.
"do you know who her boyfriend is??"
"yes yes? which boy?"
"Do not know! he never told me."
"Elo doesn't belong to Zi?" tanya Resti was curious.
"it seems not our schoolboy deh, there is no way he boncengin elo if his girlfriend is one school. yesterday there were many who saw you guys lo. and not once he bonceng elo, right? " Winta.
"yes, he was very relaxed despite talking to me at school"
"fix her boyfriend isn't here!" Resti morale.
"not necessarily, he could have calculated his girlfriend could not know, or he had told his girlfriend first"
"ask for permission to pick up another girl? just crazy!" Resti protest.
"Well that I don't understand, then I angled him, asked not afraid of his girlfriend angry if my screwdriver? he said his girlfriend wouldn't be angry"
"strange!"
"Is it because I'm ugly so his girlfriend Sis Al won't be angry or jealous with me!"
"you have to say that, yes I admit you are not beautiful" said Winta, I mlengos "but lo is sweet, lo is sweet, if people already know and care about you well, there must be many who like it"
"Agree me!" resti said "lo tuh if diiat not ngebosenin, ngapain also beautiful but polish all. kayak elo dong natural. inner beauty main."
"gue is sure that the polished elo is also no less beautiful than Dea" said Winta while laughing
"but that lo laugh is like a markonah!" annoyed, Resti and Winta laughed.
"back to the topic"
"so you're not in touch with Valdi?" Resti is still curious.
"No! but honestly yes sometimes I feel brother Al tuh like I doang benefit, he playin me that"
"why do you think that?"
"Yes right now, he himself said that he already had a girl, but sometimes still good me, my nebengin, berwanya it's abis mode.it's like a playboy vow!"
"What is Valdi's brother? he's like a very, very calm, straight type of Rohis boy right" Resti did not accept
"yes, the image is that."
"Am I GE-ER? because never dating so I'm easy baper and fooled same guy"
"if that seems more fitting" taunted Winta
"Oh, your shit! but he's not straight either?! he once said he did not want to date afraid of sin, proof that he now has a girlfriend. A hypocrite, no?"
Winta and Resti mangosteen, "Saranku ya Zi, you kind of keep your distance from him, especially at school."
"why?"
"Fear you got run over and said pelakor. mau lo?" Resti ngasih tau
"amit-amit!"
"Win him Zi, single nyari ajalah" Winta suggested
"Who?"
Winta Sama Resti seems to think "Radit!" say them and then laugh.
"Damn it, can the high blood keep me taking him"
"fit you guys again"
"fit from where? every day I think of tom and Jerry."
"initially Zi, I liked it too!" Resti stove.
"gue shadowin ya Zi, lo short, high Radit that, how you guys are going" Winta and Resti laughed.
"Wicked, why don't you doain the same brother Tama anyway?"
"kejauhen Zi, want to nedoain also rada bothered, mending that must be like Radit"
"lagian Kak Tama do not want to date right, brother Dea aja not be dated let alone crumban tengginang kayak elo!" Canda Winta while riding five with Resti.
"Aseem. has a second theme why there is no morality all the way"
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I follow the advice of Resti and Winta, try to keep a distance with brother Al. if he chat I just reply, if he does not chat I also do not chat. I also always refuse if he wants to go home. At first he was a bit of a protest but long-time usual.
Especially now the month of Ramadan, we are busy alone. And take care of each other, keep the mind, and keep the attitude.But sometimes even the most experienced falter our faith.
My thin faith is still feeling baper and seneng when he chat, just to say congratulations sahur or iftar. I'm the odd one maybe yes.
"Zi, I'm sorry I can't pick up elo for iftar" Resti said while on telphon
"well, why?"
"My motorbike is pinjem sodara, I want to nebeng Andi"
"What about dong?"
"She doesn't know if she's coming home" I said limply "easy to ntar"
"I'm sorry Zi" Resti and telphon said.
This afternoon the children of the class ngajakin break the fast together, gini if ngandelin others continue, difficult if going anywhere. I should've learned to ride a motorcycle from before. Cook yes ask Papa for anther. And at times like this, Al chat.
brother Al : Brother Arga at home is not Ra?
Zia :no, why?
Brother Al: Want a discussion
Zia :We pray together to let him return home
brother Al: tumben?
Zia: again need him to make ojek, hahaha
brother Al: Where to go
Zia: buber same grade
brother Al: I want anther?
Zia: no thanks, just ask to pick up the kids later
brother Al: who? Radite?
Day: hehehe
brother Al: wait at home, 4 o'clock I pick up
Zia: so ngrepotin, don't take sis
until 10 minutes gag there was a reply from brother Al, finally I took a shower and get ready, not funny if he picked up here I am still kuel. now it's half 4 hours. and make the same agreement with the children at half 5
"pantesan clock as early as the shower, want to date it turns out" said mas Ujo, a handyman who again helps renov the house.
"What a mas!" I said while writhing Brother Al who was smiling.
"It's usually rare to shower him" he said again
"Mas Ujo uh, carelessly if you say" I upset "ayo berggkat brother Al, do not be horrified. Mas Ujo shirked with me"
brother Al laughs "First mas, assalamualaikum "
"waalaikumsalam. ati-ati" he said.
As usual, brother Al always helps makein me helmet, "where are you buber?"
"at the Harmony resto" I said. "kak al why pick up at this hour anyway? I promised him at half 5 o'clock the same kids at most nti also on molor"
"we have already done something"
"no need, I'm not good as Al, not papa deh brother directly there, ngrepotin keep me"
"if you don't want to pay for it"
"Pay?"
"why? ten thousand, no more money"
"Pay not use money, break the fast both"
"uh uh? I paid for the money, twenty thousand" I bargained, Brother Al laughed.
"you're avoiding me?" soft tananya
"E-don't"
"why?"I didn't answer the question.
Now we both sit in the park that we used to go to, the atmosphere is a bit awkward because we just keep quiet.
"so?"
"what? " much confused
"why are you avoiding me?"
"the feeling of Al-Aja's brother"
"but you always refuse if I intersect, at the road also never want"
"no brother, I refuse because I am often picked up by brother Arga"
"i'm buying iced tea now for Ra"
"wrong?"
"you fast but lie still, just cancel" he said. "why?"
I sighed "i'm not good, especially brother Al already have a girlfriend, not funny if we are thought to be cheating. Yes maybe if the physical aspect I'm not as level as Al, brother Al, but I also don't want anyone to misunderstand"
Brother Al looked at me "so you dodged for fear of my boyfriend getting angry? "
I'm nagging "yes" eh he's laughing, really ngeselin nih nih people.
"I told you he wouldn't be angry"
"i was anticipating"
"can you be angry with yourself?"
"fucking?"
"already ah do not need to think, the road again yok. beware yes you avoid again" he threatened.
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