TriAngels
TA 52
TA 52
For a few days Bang Gama accompanied Kak Dea in the hospital, I had to lie to Mama Papa. As usual, I am now even more comfortable and happy that there is no Bang Gama next to me. I know, as a wife, I sinned a lot to Bang Gama, but I was also disappointed in her.
Sometimes I want to run away and go to a new place and nobody knows me, or I want to divorce, but how my family feels, they must be very disappointed. And honestly I was afraid to face it all, Bang Gama would not take me for granted, and at that point I would sometimes want to die, as sad as that was me.
But looking at Dea's feet I know a little that she also experienced the same thing as me, I feel she is also as depressed as me. let alone her status is only a serial wife, and is now pregnant, she said, the burden must be heavy too. Even the doctor said that Kak Dea was experiencing depression that was quite dangerous for his fetus.
Bang Gama: Deck, can you please accompany Dea? I need a meeting. Right now I can't help anyone but you.
Is Zia not papa the same as Dea?
Bang Gama: he has no problem kog, calm down, he will not macem with you
Zia: yes
Bang Gama: Thank you
I let out a long sigh, is this really the life of the wife who is combined, when sick even the other wife will help take care. Ah, I don't know, I'm tired of all this, but how else.
“just a few months already I believe it feels like, how about a lifetime? Can die ngenes I” muttered me while tidying up clothes.
Being married to Bang Gama makes me lazy to dress up or wear fashionable clothes, even though Bang Gama has given me access to buy everything, but I feel lazy. After marriage, appearance is not too important, and I now prefer to wear comfortable clothes in my opinion, sometimes Mama Sinta to my country because she thinks my appearance is not trendy, bodo is very.
“Ziva, you are the wife of a Gama, your fashionable clothes dong, gonta change that, Mama already dressed one closet for you, but like you do not wear?” my mom said when I wanted to leave.
“Sorry Ma, Ziva is more comfortable wearing old Ziva clothes, but that of Mama sometimes also Ziva wear”
“if you do not like the model that Mama chosein, you buy your own that matches you”
“Model that Mama chose is good all kog Ma, I just don't PD”
“like Mama should give a special lecture for you” he said annoyed
“Iya, sometime yes Ma, I am waiting for Bang Gama” I said while kissing his hand, and went out, blurred.
That's how Mama, according to her appearance is number one, first every want to meet Mama before marriage, Bang Gama always makssa I make to the salon or buy new clothes, and now I understand the reason. Mama Sinta and Mona are the same, the appearance should be sky-high. And after I was with Bang Gama married, Mama often looked at my appearance as it was.
Arriving at the hospital, I saw that Dea was sleeping. I sat on the couch reading the novel I was carrying. Before long Brother Dea woke up, he looked shocked as he squirmed at me, but I returned his gaze with a smile.
“Udah long?” the question is a bit stiff, while actually sitting position.
I approached, intending to help him “enggak, nyampek”
He just ngokent. “kak Dea condition how?” I asked for pleasantries, confused as to what to talk about.
“udah meningan”
“I'm sorry, my arrival yesterday made kak Dea so kayak gini”
He smiled, no matter what smile, I didn't understand, but then he let out a long sigh.
“I am sorry, and thank you yesterday I have nolongin I” he said while ngusap stomach that was already too big.
“alah I should have nolongin kak Dea” I said while nodding. We are both silent.
“Sorry to make SMA time incident last” said
I smiled “Udah then it was Brother, basi” I said with a faint smile.
Honestly, I am surprised by the attitude of Kak Dea now, clearly different from a few days ago.
“I think you are still the same brother Valdi” he said suddenly
“Udah long time we separated, I was second grade also broke up with him. Even after that, I do not know how he was”
“Until now?” tanyanya surprised
“Iya” says “Kak Fian. Kak Tama same Kak Ardi also did not know the news Kak Al, suddenly he said”
I turned to him “owh huh?”
“Iya, so I was with Mas Gama back then to the beach L, accidentally met him”
“In Malang here?” many do not believe
“Iya, even I was surprised when you said that brother Valdi said, at that time we only chatted for a while, you know how the possivnya Mas Gama”
I was a little surprised, it turns out that during this time Kak Al still often to Malang, or even he has now returned to live in Malang, but why did he not find me at all or the others? I don't know what the guy wants.
I faint smile “Sorry yes brother, I don't know that Bang Gama same Brother has been dating for a long time. If only my brother Dea came in early I might not be convinced this happened” I said while looking down
“I'm even grateful that person is you, even though I initially sped very closely with you.”
“hah?”
“I realize, even if the person is not you, Mas Gama will be looking for another girl, unless Mama Papanya ngrestuin I” he said while glazed. “You already know about the company that was given to Mas Gama after you married?”
I nod “Udah, brother Dea can not think too heavy first” I said.
I tried to calm him down, it could be bad if until he was all right, let alone just the two of me, could be my main suspect.but instead of getting quieter, Brother Dea even more sobbing, even more sobbing, I was confused as to be.
“I don't think I'm strong Zi, but I can't say anything either, because there's already her. I can not imagine how the future of my son will” he said while stomach-stabbing.
“kak Dea can't think macem-macem”
“I can now only depend on Mas Gama, my parents have died, my two brothers also no longer care about me. I really don't know how to do it, make a story I don't have.”
I was just listening, because I knew how she felt, and we were both depressed and lonely. But we can't do anything other than live it, we're like we've been caught in a vortex and it's hard to escape.
After that we told a lot of stories, especially about married life, I just knew that the first and second wives could confide in each other like this, it felt silly, but really. Maybe it's because we know the same thing, and no one else is sharing it.
“Mas Gama is basically good, only the ambition is also big. She was so down when her Mom said she didn't understand our relationship and wouldn't give anything to her. Because all this time he always supported with money from his family.”
“Until he recklessly confessed this, and we both became his victims” I said cynically.
He smiles “iya, he is also very selfish, posesiv same both of us, but in fact he even had two wives” he said with a faint smile.
“species husband rare”
“but behind it all, I honestly sayank very much to him Zi”
“iya, I used to sayank very much to him” I said while peeling apples.
“fore?” he looked shocked.
I myself was also surprised why I could talk like this to Brother Dea, even though the logic is that he is my enemy in having Bang Gama.
“iya, I myself do not know now how I feel, it still feels very disappointed, and I can not forgive Bang Gama until now”
“iya, I understand” he said while ngosling.
“By the way what from the time Bang Gama was rough like now?”
“It used to be no, but I don't know, since marriage he became easy emotions maybe more stress because of a lot of work. Though he already got rations from two wives, should be happier than other husbands” said Kak Dea with a maksa smile
I looked at him, we looked at each other and the smile was bland, it was strange to talk about one man and that was our husband. And I'm also a little confused about the attitude of Dea who suddenly good to me. I know she used to be a good girl, but strange.
“Kak Dea don't need anything?” I tried to divert the conversation.
It seems like the husband's gibahin session should be closed, wherever this is also the husband's disgrace, even though brother Dea is also his wife, but I think it is inappropriate, he said, before it gets further and our speech widens everywhere mending in pieces.
“Zi, I can request one request to you gak?”
“What?”
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