TriAngels
TA 34
TA 34
2 Years later…
Me, Resti and Winta again quality time three, we again hang out at the cafe where I usually play first, now I have not sang anymore, my band is also on the slide, and I also have a gig, everyone has graduated from college and is busy working, I myself am now busy working on thesis.
“loh, you guys?” Ask a girl one of the cafe's visitors too
“Ria?” said Winta, he was my High School first, Marching temen to be exact.
“YA Allah, how are you? Still compact threesome yes” he said amazed and joined at our table.
The three of us exchanged lyrics and a smile, “Zi, you still often meet with brother Valdi right? When was I met him, a year ago if not wrong.crazy more saucy Zi” he said.
I smile wryly, let alone meet, know how it is.
“Where to see?” Ask Rest
“When I went to Jogja again, there was a campus event. He knows the campus he's following, so yeah like a reunion like ours. He keeps your word, ask for your number too, but I don't have” Ria's story
I let out a long sigh, Winta and Resti wriggled at me. “Gue has long lost contact with dia”
“Owh yes? Pantesan, during the event he was familiar with girls, gossipnya they were fiancee”
“Alhamdulilah dong” said I relaxed while drinking cappuccino floatku.
After a chat, Ria returned to her friends. Resti and Winta looked at me.
“On why the hell?” ask me for wonder
“Lo ordinary aja denger kak Valdi already engaged?” search Resti
“How should I go? Blubbering? Really males! After all, Al's old story, how many years have I not communicated with him? 5 Years more like, and again I already have brother Davin”, I replied casually
They were both nodding, honestly there was something odd in my heart, not because I still had a taste for brother Al, more to wonder how he was doing now. That's all, because now my heart is focused on Davin's brother.
“Lo don't want to know she's Zi?”
“Ngapain? Her guy just said”
“Iya sih” said Resti “But I wonder, why brother Valdi said so, I can just assume he wants to avoid lo, so that your feelings can move on. But the same temen se gang he used to be that too, say no news. Even sosmednya he has not been active for a long time.” Brightest Resti
I know that, because in the early days I often stalked his sosmed, even I once prank open his account he, it was changed password.
“If the word brother Fian he deliberately, his contemporaries who studied in Jakarta on nyariin he also no one met” said Resti “Lo tau, Kak Fian, Kak, Kak Ardi and Kak Tama ever when it was deliberately a vacation to Jakarta, to the address he loved it was also zonk. Sampe kesel said they”
“She obviously has a reason lah” Winta said
“The reason, he has forgotten the same all of us, as a candidate doctor, in the UI again, explained his circle of association now also 'alah” said I relaxed.
“Lo don't miss Zi with him?” winta fishing line
“Lack of work” I replied with a laugh.
I'm used to it, brother Al, but I still often dream about him, if our people say someone's dream because one of us is missing, I don't think or miss him, he said, cook up Al who misses me or thinks of me. But if he was already fiancee like it is not possible, obviously he has long moved on.
“Bener Zi, from the thought of Valdi's brother who is not clear where, mending think of brother Davin,” entertain Winta
I smiled, actually mending thought of Brother Davin. For almost 4 years we dated he never made me disappointed, even I who often mengambek like a child and make him disappointed.
“Cintaa, what's the description?” Ask Brother Davin when we're both walking
“There are still many revisions, again my puyeng, where my dosbingku on busy out of town continues, so it is difficult if you want guidance. Usually send the email is not really effective, because the direct face-to-face fit is still a lot of revision.” Myl
Brother Davin smiled as he rubbed my head gently “Enjoy Zi, it is good thesis, if you have passed the kangen tuh whose name is snacking in front of the lecturer room, waiting for the guidance queue, chasing the lecturer, ngejar lecturer, confused here and there” he said with a smile
“Iya hek Kak”kataku while ngebayangin that earlier brother Davin said.
“Gak perasa ya Zi, we have almost 4 years jalan” he said
“Yes, thank you my brother for being patient ngadepin me”ucapku while looking at him
“You also love me, same as me”
I laughed “Iya dong, ntar I was pitted to brother Arga if not by” my candlestick
“Zi, what are your plans after graduation?”
“After graduation? Yes like the others, nyari kerja”, I replied casually
“You have no shadow for marriage?”
Ohuuu…
“His drinking-slows” said Brother Davin as he rubbed my back.
“Ehmmm... marry ya? There is a heck but maybe 2 more years” replied me origin.
And I really don't know if my original answer just now, which I never thought about the impact at all, made my relationship with Brother Davin a little shaky.
“Zi, from the beginning I was serious with you, and the more here I am more comfortable and suitable with you. If I can be honest I already want to marry you” he said softly
I swallowed my coarse salivary “But right now I am still in college kak” There is absolutely no shadow for marriage this fast, many still want me to pursue.
He smiles “ Gak now Zi, wait for you to pass first, how?”
I follow the smile, maksa “ Later yes brother we talk again, I need preparation to realize it. Because honestly now I have not thought to situ” I said a little hesitating while holding his hand.
She ngokuk and immediately took my hand off “I went to the toilet bentar” pamitnya.
After that we never discussed the issue of marriage again, I never mentioned it. I also did not tell Triangel also to Mama because I think Brother Davin has not discussed it anymore.
A few months later I graduated, and at my graduation Mr. Davin came with a large bouquet of flowers, he looked handsome, wearing a batik suit to my kebayaku. He really made me melt. More love with him.
“Love you Zivara” whispers gently “Happy so unemployment” he said again.
Huh huh?
I glared, just plain if you say, but really if my status was a student, now I am just an obscure unemployment. When I was at home, I opened my photos earlier, almost everything was good, and I chose candid photos when I smiled again, said brother Davin this photo he liked the most. I uploaded the photo, and I captioned it,
‘ This is not the end, but the beginning of a struggle!’
After I uploaded, an hour later I saw a lot of coment, but one that caught my attention.
‘Congratulations, success continues Ra’
It was a coment from brother Al after he disappeared for centuries, I myself was confused about how to respond, finally I just reply with an emot smile. It was the first and last time Al's brother appeared, because after that his account was back inactive.
***
A year ago Arga's sister moved to work in M City, she said that the region was not good, mending in her own city, he said, even if his salary in the new office was less than it used to be but at least it could be with the family, I, Mama and Papa were obviously moved, but now I really know why he moved here.
That's because he's trying seriously with a girl, college students first, and next month brother Arga is already willing to marry a graceful woman named Mbak Niken.
They are dating only short and immediately choose marriage, I also have been very close to Madam Niken, she is delicious when invited to chat.
“Zi, you don't want to kayak them?” Ask Brother Davin
At this time the four of us fittings clothes for the wedding event brother Arga, I see brother Davin, he looks sad. After a long time, he discussed marriage again.
I smile “Iya sis, later yes we discuss” I said, actually that's just my reason.
It's not that I'm not serious about Davin, I'm very serious and hope that someday I can marry him, but not so soon. I just graduated from college, not yet working, I also want to fidget whose name is struggling to find money. After that, I think about getting married again.
“Cinta” call brother Davin while holding my hand.
Right now we're sitting in the living room of my house, it just so happens that the house people go all out, so we can relax.
“Iya” I said while curling brother Davin from the side, when I think I want to spoil him.
“You say I'm not the same? Seriously not the same as our relationship?”
“So I said what the hell, I love it so much, and seriously, from the beginning I was also serious kak” explained me
“Keep why don't you want me to marry you?”
I'm silent, trying to choose the right sentence “Not that I don't want to brother, I really want, but not now”
“What are your reasons? Want work? After marriage you can also work, I will not prohibit you Zi” he said convincingly, he took off his embrace, and pulled me to face him.
“Zi, we've been together a long time, what else do you think?”
I'm still quiet, my hands are interlocked, I really do, I don't know what to say.
“Love horrified me, now that I'm 28 years old, you don't feel sorry for me? all this time I've been patient waiting for you.”
“Kak..”
“Zi, now we are not comfortable dating, our age is already fit for marriage. I want us to do it legitimately. It doesn't matter anything, but by getting married, it means that we actually have each other, so one. You don't want that?”
I let out a long sigh, when I think I feel even depressed, from the first I can at least think when pressed like a gini. My chest feels tight, my mind is empty.
“Mending we try to introspect ourselves first Zi, tomorrow I leave for Jakarta, as long as there I will not disturb you. But I really hope you call me and answer my invitation to get married earlier.” Brother Davin said, his tone sounded desperate.
“i sayank very much with you Zi” he said
I still keep nudging and crying, confused as to how. When I tried to shake Davin's hand and wanted to hug, he was like evading. I looked at him, his eyes were disappointed, he didn't even care when I cried.
“We need to be alone first Zi, I came home” he said as he nodded at my head, he immediately left.
“Kak...”gumamku
After that my tears really broke, I spilled everything, I felt sick when Brother Davin behaved like that, I know he was disappointed with me, but I also need time, I know, marriage is not an easy matter, many things in the future that we will live. And I'm not ready for all that.
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