TriAngels
TA 35'S
TA 35'S
Brother Davin really doesn't connect with me, he doesn't even reply to all my chats and phone calls. My chat is only answered, but my phone is always rejected.
I was like a madman, I was dependent on him, but my ego was too high. I tried to keep everything to myself, even to Triangelpun.
“Zi, send me to hotel X dong” said Winta at telphon.
“Ngapain?” ask me for wonder
“Gue calls an interview there”
“Elo want to work in hotel?” I'm shocked
“Neggak Zi, this is an ordinary company, only the interview place there, in the halla”
“Kirain lo want to interview in hotel” room
“Sialaan lo” umpatnya
After closing the phone I let out a long sigh, Winta Uda there was an interview call, Resti is now an intern at a public accounting company, I am still in the henchmen at home. And this is the third day Davin has no news.
Zia: Brother, I'm going to hotel X yes, Winta interview nganter
Pamitku to brother Davin, no response, just read, but I was clearly shocked when nyampek in front of the hotel, brother Bumi already nangkring there.
“Old amat” reply
“Kak Bum why here?” Ask Winta wonder
“Told to start with boss!” he said relax
I smile, it must be Brother Davin who told me. Behind his indifferent attitude to me, it turns out he still cares a lot, but I was worried, especially this at the hotel is not funny if later Winta interviews continue to be asked strangely, even though I was worried, where we're just girls.
With a fluffy smile I join hands with Brother Earth and Winta “Lets go!” ajaku's.
Finished interview kak Bumi ngajak we hang out first in the cafe, he happens to work under the supervision of brother Davin, so if brother Davin will be obedient, and Kak Bumi obviously happy to do this.
“Lo skull same brother Davin?” Ask Brother Bumi, Winta glanced at me.
“Bias”
“Last-lately he's been really cute Zi, like he's not taken care of. Sin lo telantarin husband” said
“They have not married kak” bela Winta
“Yaelah, live legitimately doang kan” he said again. “Don't long-time skull, stabbed another new girl kasa lo”
“Sooooooooooooooo’ said I was upset
“That's not prayer, but ngingetin Zubaidah!” said brother Earth.
“What problem Zi? You haven't told me about brother Davin?” winta fishing line
“Differences from us”
“you have been together for a long time, still a difference of opinion! Speaking of which is fine, if you believe it is you yourself who are bothered. I was found to be delicious, do not need to be able to even be told to hang out with you” said Kak Bumi while laughing.
“But brother Davin is healthy right? Eating instinct yes brother Bum, if more work he likes to forget to eat” I said
“you don't communicate with each other? How bad is Zi?” Winta was shocked
“but not to break up, right?"
Question Winta really-nothing me, broke up? I had absolutely no thoughts of breaking up with Davin, but now I'm really scared.
“Once you think, how is the position of Mr. Davin, this is also heavy for him” said Kak Bumi, it seems he knows my problem.
4 Years with brother Davin, certainly not a short time, many things that we have been through, laughter mixed into one. And I miss him.
Zia : Brother, kangen…
I sent him a chat, but there was no reply just read, and it's 7 days. And just today I can be notified that ketrima work in one of the Private companies. 7 days more brother Arga married, at home has started to ripen with brother. And my determination is already round, today I want to go to Davin's house.
At first I wanted to be accompanied by Resti Sama Winta but they were busy. Winta has already received work in the city of S. while Resti is still working in his former place.
“Assalamualaikum Tante” sapaku while kissing the hand of his mother brother Davin
“Loh Zi”
“Kak Davinnya no Tan?” ask after sitting down
“Davin didn't tell you? He yesterday left for Jakarta, the day after recently returned”
I was surprised to be disappointed too, Brother Davin did not say goodbye to me, it seems like he really did punish me again.
“Owh is so Tan” said I was desperate
“Arga wants to marry? When was he here as a candidate”
“Iya Tan, insyaAllah this weekend”
“You when is Davin? All the brothers already nanyain, Aunt also already want nimang grandson. Davin said he was always daunted again, but until the first brother you”, said his mother, brother Davin
I honestly don't feel comfortable talking about this, because I kind of know how to explain.
“Kak Davin has not made Tan, but Ziva is still not ready. Moreover, Ziva is now ready to work, maybe one or two more years Tan” replied I tried to be polite.
I saw Mama Davin's face change, there was disappointment there, but soon I'll be right, we'll start talking about something else. I was not long to go home.
At about 9 pm my phone rang, I saw the name of Brother Davin's disna, with a smile I raised the phone.
“Assalamualaikum Sayank”
“Waalaikumsalam” answers
“Kak, Kangen... evil really to Jakarta do not say-lou-” my protest
“Zi, you were home?” tanyanya cynic
“Yes, would like to give a surprise to Davin, uh even sister does not exist. I've done my job, brother, Monday started to enter” my story
I heard that Davin took a deep breath “Zi, I did not contact you, so you can think. Are you the same Mama?”
“A-I didn't say anything Just chat regular”
“You are selfish Zi, stubborn, I think with diemin you can make you change, but even you add trouble!”
his tone began to rise, and as I recall, brother Davin rarely spoke unless he was really angry.
“What does kak?” much
“Lusa I came home, we chat, want to continue or berenti”
“Kak..”
I was crying, it was so tight
“Waalaikumsalam”
Brother Davin has never been this cold, and seeing the attitude of brother Davin I really feel sick again. The next day all day I was daydreaming more, not medulliin questions people.
Brother Arga who squirms something is wrong from me, but I'm really funny, it feels lazy to serve everyone.
Kak Davin: I wait at Cafe C in half an hour, go up or later I anterin
Today, Mr. Davin came home, Cafe C was forced it was located close to his office, now it is still office hours, maybe he did design his work first. I was sitting there not looking at Davin, I finally ordered a drink while looking at the sosmed.
“Udah long wait?” Ask Brother Davin while sitting in front of me.
I look at him, it feels very upset, it has been almost a month we have not met or communication. Bener said brother Bumi, brother Davin looks like a kucel, no keurus, his hair has begun to be long, and there are fine hairs around his chin.
“We moved yuk, I want to chat seriously with you” Invite him
Finally we go to a hotel, I wonder why Brother Davin invited me here, and when I asked him he said, want to have a serious conversation and no one disturbed, I really did not follow. Brother Davin mesan room, and we're finally in.
Until we are both silent inside, I look at brother Davin, he also looks at me, slowly I directly hug him, and cry, I miss him very much.
“I miss Davin”, I said while crying
He returned my embrace, rubbed my head “I also miss you Zi, miss so much”
We're still hugging without anyone talking, I'm still busy feeling the comfort I've been looking for. After being satisfied hugging Brother Davin took off his embrace.
“Zi, marry yuk! I have really stuck Zi, can not think, please help me” he said while holding my shoulder.
“I want to marry Davin, but not anytime soon, I ask for kak” time
“Until when is Zi? When?”
“Sister, I'm ready for work, and during the contract period I have not been able to marry, at least 1.5 years. Give me time ya” my door while rubbing his cheek.
Brother Davin closed his eyes, he let out a long sigh, then he shook his head “I can't wait for Zi” anymore
“Just 1.5 years brother, we can take each other self”
“I am ready to be born inward Zi, I have even started home for us”
“But I'm not ready kak” I said slowly,
Brother Davin took off his grip on my shoulder, he smiled grimly “You know Zi, Mama has a heart and high blood, lately he often drops. This year he asked me to get married, because he was afraid he could not see me married, you know I now only have Mama.”
“So far I always give my understanding to continue to be patient, wait until you graduate college, he can receive it. But you can easily talk to Mama if she is getting married in 2 years. How should I Zi?” Ask Brother Davin, his eyes glazed over
“Kak..”
“You know, the people I love the most right now are Mama and you. It was like I was standing between the two of you. I can't Zi if I have to choose between you or Mama”
My tears began to fall again, I cried with horror said Brother Davin, all this time I did not think so far. And this is a fact that surprises me.
“Zi, please this time understand me, I promise you will not make you sad or disappointed, I will continue to try to be happy you Love. Trust me” please brother Davin.
Now he also followed the cry, it hurts to squirm the person we love crying kayak gini, especially brother Davin type of man who is anti-crying.
“I'm confused Sis.. I'm just asking for aja” break time
“How long have I been giving you Zi time? Even when you used to know the thesis I was sure you were married. It was Zi that long I waited for you”
“Kak…"
“You don't pity me? same Mama? Please, understand the position I Zi” said brother Davin with a cry, his voice grimly.
“I also ask brother to understand my position, I have signed a contract sis, can not be canceled, brother knows it”
“Zi!” unfolding “ The problem we can arrange, even if we have to pay a penalty I am ready to play Zi. No need to reason”
“Not the problem brother,”
“Terus what? What's your problem? Or have you not had the same marriage intention as me?”
“Kak!” I snapped “So far I've always been the same brother Davin, and only brother Davin the man I harepin made husband”
“Keep especially now?”
tanyanya soften “We love each other, love each other, our family is also on support, keep what?”
“I'm not sure I'll be a good wife, brother, I need to learn”
“Don't be silly Zi. What kind of reason is that? How have I been asking you all this time? I love you, I respect you, I just need you always beside me Zi. I'll be calmer if we're married”
“And Mama, I'm sure Mama will also have more spirit of life. Don't you want to sacrifice for me?”
“Not so brother...”kataku while continuing to duck
“I make sure you marry Lo Zi, you make heaven. Not sure you confess sin” he said in a high voice.
I was sobbing with his words, I myself was also confused why it felt so heavy to say 'yes I want to marry’.
“Owh... or do you want it I'm sure you're making a sin first?”
I looked up at him, confused, not understanding the same max said brother Davin.
“What?” ask me slowly
“You want me to make you? You want me to rape you first? Are you pregnant and I just want to get married? That?”
I was silent, I couldn't speak, I swear in shock and fear as Davin said. It's like it's not someone I know.
“Jawab Zi!” he said, I'm still quiet.
“Don't mistake me Zi, you make me do this”
“Ma-maxut brother Davin what?” ask me to hesitate while retreating, wherever I am afraid brother Davin will be reckless.
“I will confess it” he said with a cynical smile, between disappointed or whatever I do not understand.
Slowly Brother Davin approached me, his eyes looking at me sharply.
“I love you so much Zi” he said as he continued to approach me, holding my shoulder.
“Kak!” snapped
Brother Davin is like a desperate man, he keeps making it close to my face, all this time he is always polite, never like this, even for 4 years he has never kissed my lips at all, as good as he is. With all my might I pushed his face.
Plaakkkp…
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