TriAngels
TA 55
TA 55
Degs…
My eyes immediately turned to Brother Arga and Sister Niken, why are they both here, what are they debating. Why Bang Gama seems so frustrated, what is it.
I still can't get to the heart of their debate. But my knees went limp when I saw the person crying by the door.
Oh Allah…. Moreover, this.my mind immediately flew everywhere…
“Zia!” snapped Brother Arga
“Kak Arga... a-what's up?”
“begin the behavior of the husband that you have been proud of?” he looked at Bang Gama.
“Arga, relax first. What is this really?” Asked Mama Sinta who was also shocked and confused.
Brother Arga looks very angry, and I can guess the plot “Sorry aunt if I make a fuss. But I really don't accept”
“what does that mean?What's wrong with this?” Ask Mama Sinta confused,
“Dea?” he muttered when he saw there was Kak Dea there, I just nduk, how should I.
“Tante knows the woman? Is aunty also a conspiring with this brengseek man?” said Kak Arga Emotion.
“Mas... calm” Mbak Niken trying to calm down.
“Tante does not know, but aunt knows that he's ex Gama”
“Mantan? This woman is his wife Gama's aunt, and he also again hummed his son Gama”
Mama looked so shocked, until she took a step back, she shook her head “No way. The gama? What a max it is!”
Bang Gama can only duck I know he is also emotional, but at this time he does not have the right to be angry because he is the suspect, let alone there is Mama Sinta here, the more can not dwell on him.
“Jelasin Brengseek!” snapped Arga's sister to want to hit Bang Gama
“Kak…. Udah”.
“Zi?!” said Kak Arga can't believe “He cheated on you behind Zi, he hianatin you!”
I can only cry and nod “ Yes Brother, but I don't like the gini” commotion I said,
My head feels like it's going to break, my heart is racing fast, I can't imagine what will happen later.
“Don't tell me you already know?”Ask Brother Arga, “Zia!”
I'm crying and sitting on the couch, “iya I already know”
“Jeez Zia, you know?” shouted Brother Arga “why have you been silent Zi?”
“I have to how, brother? Maybe this is my fate” I said slowly.
“Ziva... Mama still does not understand” said Mama Sinta who also already cry.
I turned to Bang Gama and Kak Dea, Bang Gama looked at me with a gaze that I did not understand, while Kak Dea he looked at me with a glare and pleaded. I sighed, recalling our conversation while in the hospital a while ago.
FLASHBACKS
“Zi, I can request one request to you gak?” Ask Brother Dea
“What?”
“One time, when there is a chance I beg you, stay in Mas Gama, let him go, I beg Zi, I only have him now, and my son also desperately needs a Papa.”
“Not now Bang Gama will also be Papanya”
“Beda Zi, I'm just a betel wife, whenever she can leave me. What is the fate of my son if Mas Gama to divorce me Zi? I beg you to relain Mas Gama for me and my future son”
FLASHBACK OFF
I cried again when I remembered the conversation, what should I do now, should I give up now? Or I have to keep fighting for my happiness with my husband. Honestly, I was very confused, not knowing how to behave.
“4 days after the wedding, I just found out that Bang Gama has married betel with Kak Dea. And after that I also really know how their relationship” said I explained.
“And you were silent Zi? Do you accept all this?” snapped Brother Arga
“I have to how, brother? How should I go?” I shouted while continuing to cry.
To hell with Bang Gama's sharp gaze and Kak Dea's, I kept crying, channeling all my feelings of tightness and distress.
“So max you, you know they were married all this time and you received it Zi?” Ask Mama Sinta
I looked at Mama and ngod. “I also hurt Ma, very sick, but I don't know how to”
“Dek...” Bang Gama try deketin me.
“Stop, diem you there!” snapped Brother Arga, he is currently very emotional. Bang Gama was instantly silent on the spot.
“why didn't you tell Mama Sayank? All this time we live in the same place” said Mama while continuing to cry and hug me.
“Sorry I Ma, many things I thoughtin”
Mama took off her arms and stared intently at Bang Gama “Gini the way you avenge Mama Gam? You not only hurt Mama but also Ziva. Your satisfaction?”
“Ma... I have my own reasons”
“What reason? Because of that woman?” Ask Mama while pointing at Dea. “Mama Papa never agreed to your relationship because there is a reason!”
“but I can't leave Dea” either
“If you can't leave that woman why did you bring Ziva into our family?” snapped Mama
“I also sayank the same Ziva Ma..” said Bang Gama melas
“Brengseek! What kind of man are you? Do you not realize many people you hurt because of your stupid attitude!” snapped Brother Arga
“i was wrong, I admit. But all this time I, Dea and Ziva we were both happy” said Bang Gama
I went straight to him, Happy he said? Can't he see how sad I am? how is it that I suffer?
“People you!” snapped brother Arga
“OK, I will divorce Dea after our child is born, and I have planned to take care of the child with Ziva, right Dek?” Ask Bang Gama
I immediately shook my head, what kind of charade is this? why now my life is so full of drama, I feel like I'm filming a soap opera. Even he never talked to me at all, why now directly shoot with questions like this? Crazyaa…
“Gak. I don't want you to divorce Mas, let alone have to separate from your son. Don't...” Shouted Brother Dea while crying hysterically.
Oh Allah. I forgot him, surely now he is very depressed, this cannot be, it can be dangerous for his fetus. I stood up and invited Brother Dea to sit next to me. I know everyone is staring at us.
“Summer, no one took my sister” son I said while holding her hand.
“Zi?” brother Arga was very surprised and shook his head to see my behavior.
“Dek... “ Bang Gama wants to come back towards us, and somehow I feel afraid of Bang Gama's attitude now.
“Stop Bang! Stop don't make anything up again”
“Dek..”.
“Ziva, why do you even belain the woman, she who earned Gama” said Mama
“No Ma, Brother Dea is not wrong, he is also a victim like me. We both know nothing. And please don't make Mr. Dea depressed, pity the baby, he's a future grandson of Mama” I said to Mama Sinta
“Zi, go home with sister!” said Brother Arga
“Can't! Ziva my wife she can't go anywhere” said Bang Gama
“Still dare to talk to you? After all this you still have a face to nag Zia?” snapped Brother Arga
“why? I have full rights over Ziva! I'm her husband”
“Then it's divorce Ziva” said someone from the door
Everyone stared at the door, but it was Papa Adam, his father Bang Gama.
“Pa!” bang Gama
Papa Adam did not meduliin Bang Gama and walked towards me “Papa apologized Ziva, because all this time Papa just can be silent without being able to defend you, and maybe now it's time to”
“Max Papa what?” Ask Bang Gama
“Don't you think all this time Papa doesn't know your behavior out there Gam! Papa also knows very well you married Ziva because of the lure of Papa”
“But I also love him Pa, not just because the company!” shout Bang Gama.
Despite the frequent debate, but I know Bang Gama will not be able to fight Papa Adam.
I'm getting down and crying, I swear my life story is like in soap operas, and I'm so embarrassed now. I'm like a stupid woman.
“If indeed you sayank, then Ziva” snapped Papa Adam.
“You can't be a coward Gam!”
“I do not want to split with Ziva Pa” said Bang Gama “Dek.... You also do not want to separate from me, right? You promised you wouldn't leave me!”
I was so confused as to what I should be right now, everyone was staring at me. Papa and Bang Gama continue to argue.
Brother Arga also occasionally follow the conversation, the atmosphere is getting hotter. My head is getting dizzy, I don't think I'm strong.
Slowly I felt a hand holding my hand
“maafin Mama Zi, Mama did not know that Gama has been hurting you all this time. You must be happy Zi, if you feel that you are not strong enough to release Zi, ask for a divorce from Gama. But if you still want to keep Gama. Mama support all your decisions”
I bow, O God. I closed my eyes, I tried to read all the prayers to calm my heart and mind.
Samar I heard that Bang Gama was still insistent on restraining me, but Brother Arga continued to debate him. I know that Arga only thinks about me, other problems can be taken care of later. And when I think I really don't know what to do. There must be risks.
“Kak Arga.. udah Kak, do not like gini keep” I said while natap kak Arga.
“Zi, brother does not accept you diginiin. We have always treated you well. But he even hurts you like gini!” said firmly.
“ I know brother, but justin I nentuin my own life.thank you Arga has always cared about me” I said
“Dek... trust me, I also love you. Abang promise after this will always make you happy, babang sure can be happyin you” said Bang Gama while holding my hand.
Kulirik kak Dea from earlier continued to cry and bow, I smiled towards Bang Gama “Iya Bang, I believe my brother is the same I”
“from now on I will participate in all your wishes Dek” he said
“appointment?” my challenge while looking at Bang Gama.
“iya deck I promise” he said firmly
“Zi! What the fuck?” snapped brother Arga
“Sorry brother, I have my own decision” said as I continued to call Bang Gama.
“Max you what Zi?!” Ask Arga who seems frustrated.
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