TriAngels

TA 37'S

TA 37'S

I began to open my eyes, I faintly heard the worried voices of Mama, Resti and Winta, slowly I began to be able to catch the shadows of their faces.

The three women looked worried, especially Mama. I saw his eyes puffy, I started to smile faintly, because honestly I was still a bit dizzy and started to feel why I could faint. I tried to sit in Winta's aid.

My eyes began to heat up again when accidentally my eyes saw the gift box from brother Davin earlier, I cried again. It feels really sick, and this pain is worse than Kak Al left first. Mom wanted to make a warm drink. Winta and Resti immediately hugged me.

“Kak Davin... Brother Davin..” my words while continuing to cry.

“iya Zi, have not been discussed” said Winta, it seems they have read a letter from brother Davin earlier.

“Sabar ya Zi, the strong one. Maybe this is the best” said Resti calming.

For a few minutes the three of us just hugged each other, with no one talking. I know Resti and Winta are also sad, they also cry. They know very well how my love journey is like Davin's sister.

About 4 years of our relationship, and they both never once missed my story, maybe lately because we are already busy working.

“Sister Davin I've been getting married for a long time, but I don't feel ready, a lot of things I thought at that time. And when my mind starts to open up and I intend to make a call to brother Davin marry all late” explained me to both of them.

My condition is now normal, it is not too dizzy, and my emotional condition is stable. I began to tell them both. Resti and Winta were sitting on my left right, their hands never taking off my grasp at all. We strengthen each other.

“Sabar Zi, all must have hikmahah” said Resti

“Gue feels stupid Res, I'm disappointed, sprains, desperate, angry, mixed all. It feels really tight”, I complained.

“We know Zi”

I shook my head “You don't understand, how I love him, I depend on him, trust him” I said and start crying again.

“He's evil! A coward! If he wants to marry another girl why not send me first? Why not talk to me in person? He suddenly didn't call me, said, and now married?” upset me

“Maybe he doesn't want to be too sick with elo Zi” Winta said

“Sister Davin must still sayank very much to elo Zi, then he kayak gini, this must also be heavy for him Zi” said Resti

“If he loves me, he will not leave me, he will be patient waiting. But this?”

“We also do not know the reason for brother Davin suddenly getting married, but surely he has other thoughts Zi”

“dia said betrothed because Mama wanted to see soon brother Davin married. But it's a huge bullshit! I hate him”

“Zi..”

“If you only want to dig up he mending home!” I said pissed

“No, we're not breaking Davin's sister. We are also disappointed as elo Zi!”

“Before you know?” just suspect

Winta and Resti interlock lyrics “No, this morning brother Bumi nelphon me, he said elo again not okay and ask me to make nemenin elo”

I smiled cynically, yes brother Bumi must have known from the beginning, deserved earlier his face was like bad and chose to go straight home. The three of us went back to silence, I began to remember the good times with Brother Davin, how good he was, the gentle he was, the warm he was, everything.

“Gue sayank with him, how should I?” crying, I covered my face with both hands.

“Lo must move on Zi” Winta said

“It's not that easy Ta, many of my memories are the same he” I said as I stared at him “ 4 years Ta! And during that time he rarely hurt or make me disappointed”

Resti and Winta were both silent, because they knew what I was saying was true. Davin's sister is a straight type of guy, rarely doing problems, let alone hurting the people he loves.

“There we Zi, we will help you to spare him”

I just keep quiet, in my heart to doubt the words of Resti, wherever the three of us are now busy working, jarangkan meet chatpun very rarely now. And I feel really alone now.

I'm sorry, why did not understand the invitation of brother Davin for marriage. Why I used to think too much about something that is not yet clear, the work is, this is, that is. I feel like I want to go back to that time, the time when Brother Davin sincerely believed I was getting married.

***

“Dek...” Kak Arga directly into my room

From yesterday brother Arga nginep at the house of Mbak Niken, and like just came home, even though the plan is 3 days he was there, must have been Mama nelphon and told me about my condition.

“You're not papa?” tanyanya hesitated

I just kept quiet, it felt lazy to open my voice, a lot of things that I was thinking now. And I'm actually still lazy to interact with other people. Want it yourself, while splurging the stock of tears.

“Sorry sister ya”

I went straight to him, I saw the face of brother Arga who looked worried and desperate. Why I suddenly feel bad.

“Kak?”

She ngokng “Iya, sister already know lama”

And the words of brother Arga really hurt me, he's my brother but he's doing all this? I really want to miss Arga's sister living now. I closed my eyes and began to shed more tears.

“Why brother?”

“Maybe this is the best Zi, Davin has told me everything, how do you refuse to invite him to marry. Brother did not blame you two, because you must have your own reasons.”

“Kak!” my protest

“So I don't know, my sister was angry at that time, I understand she already hurts you, even my sister taught her. But back again, it's about the relationship you two, brother can not do much”

“At least brother tell me” I said melas

“Davin forbids sister, he doesn't want to hurt you”

I smile cynically “ Don't want to hurt me? he thinks he doesn't hurt me now?sick sister!”

Kak Arga ngokng “Iya brother tau”

“Why is he a coward who doesn't dare to talk directly in front of me, why?” teriaku.

“Because he can't squirm you're sick, believe the same brother he's also sick Zi, maybe even sicker than you. Shadow he must marry a woman he does not love, what life they will live”

I return a cynical smile “Over time also love!” I'm upset, I memorize stories about matchmaking or its people, initially hate long time so bucin.

“Our people's hearts don't know Zi”

“No idea when he married?” ask me when I start to calm down

“Sunday ago” the answer is short

“Sunday ago?” I started to remember what happened last week.

At that time brother Bumi suddenly came home, I was again on holiday work clearly shocked because he immediately came not nelphon used to be kayak.he was wearing batik clothes and looked neat, looking neat, when I asked him he said,

“Be willing to condangan, when inget pengtennya who suddenly went straight, mending here see you” he said with a smile maksa

“Why?”

“because from any angle you are more attractive than the bride!”

“Anaan anyway, not clear” I said at that time while laughing, and now I realize the purpose of the brother Earth.

Surely at that time he also felt guilty about me, because he also understood how my journey with Brother Davin, or maybe he deliberately came to the house because he was told by Brother Davin to entertain me?or he's afraid I know about his marriage and failed everything, he went to my house and I didn't do anything. I don't know…

“Kak Arga dateng?”

Brother Arga nodded, and with a faint smile, I came back crying.

“Beauty where brother Davin's wife is with me?”

“Notice you Zi, no one can beat you, except Niken” he said with a laugh, I hit him on the face with a pillow.

“Ck... Brother Davin looks happy not? His mother brother Davin must also be happy kan” I said while looking away.

I and Davin used to talk, we both fantasize about our marriage later, how the concept, how the catering, how prewednya, even where we will honeymoon. And now it's all memories, it can't exist.

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