TriAngels
TA 54'S
TA 54'S
Chequek…
“Ka-kak?” I was obviously shocked, what dream I had to meet him at Mama Papa's house.
“Zi, you-you're here?” Ask Brother Davin
Yes, it turns out that the datag is Brother Davin, he was also shocked when I squirm that opened the door.
“iya again nengokin Mama Papa. What is it gonna take?” ask me directly
“Ehm... Arga is there? I want to see him”
I scrunched my forehead “Kak Arga is not there, again to Semarang. Didn't nephon before we got here?”I asked rada judes.
My relationship with Brother Davin has long been over, but still still sprained, especially when I married brother Davin's wife said that judes. I wouldn't have acted this way if he hadn't started, honestly there was still a sense of disbelief.
“tadi tried telphon but not lifted , won it directly here” he said a bit stiff while scratching his neck.
I memorized that Sister Davin was misbehaving again, I smiled faintly, her attitude did not change at all. If the appearance is different, but he's a bit skinny.
“Mama Papa is there?” tannya
“lagi break”
She was silent for quite a while “you how are Zi?”
“I? good. Very nice and happy” I said with a smile.
“Alhamdulilah then, um...your husband does not come?”
“She is still working, just come back here” I said while wriggling the clock.
“Anyone wants to be signed to brother Arga? Or is there still need?”
“ah uh... not, I'll wait for Arga aja”
“OK”
“Yaudah I came back yes, greetings to Om same Aunte” saying goodbye while smiling “Assalamualaikum”
“Waalaikumsalam”
When Brother Davin just walked a few steps I immediately closed the door, it felt like I was still in shock and deg-degan. Not because I still have the same taste of him, but how to, meet an ex when married and no husband beside us it feels like different, especially if the attitude of posesivnya Bang Gama, it feels uncomfortable, maybe more to the fear of misunderstanding.
“Who Zi?” Ask Mama
“People ask for a donation Ma” replied me of origin
Mama frowned, and looked at me sharply.know if I lied, I became bored myself in the face like that .
“Who?” Ask Mama again.
“Sister Davin, nanyain Kak Arga”
“Davin? Said tomorrow to come here” said Mama relaxed
“Sister Davin is often here?”
“iya, he said he would do business here, join Arga”
“Hah? Didn't work in Jakarta?”
“Say the hell moved here what resign mama do not understand, but already this week he lives in Malang”
“same wife?” ask me to doubt
“Mama don't know Zi, Ask yourself sono”
Ck... the Mama, do not understand what if his daughter-in-law will rampage if I find out I met Kak Davin here, the worse he might not come here alone again, complicated ntar.
Brother Arga too, already know Kak Davin my ex even joined the business with him, if later I so often met he was a danger.
***
“Dek...”Call Bang Gama when we are again lying in the room
“apa?” askaku again relaxed while reading the novel in the application.
“knew him not?” ask her while pointing her phone at me.
I took Bang Gama's cell phone and looked at the photo. “Sack Davin”
“What?”
“itu Brother Davin”
“Your ex?” tannya
I ngokuk, rada was afraid that Bang Gama to think macem-macem.
“why?”
“so she chatted, but not yet I bales”
“Chat? Chat to brother?”
“to your number” he replied while pointing the phone to me “Nih bales aja”
Now I'm holding my own phone, but the number I carry is only Bang Gama who knows, while my phone and my old number he brought.
I don't know what the max is, maybe this kind of thing he avoids, there is a chat from the past.
Davin's sister: Ziva, I just want to apologize for all my mistakes to you, it feels like there is still something strange if you are not sorry.
I let out a long sigh, “can I reply?”
“please”
Ziva: I'm sorry, but I hope in the future there is no need to chat like this
Davin's sister: yes I'm sorry, tell your husband I'm just sorry, I mean nothing
Brother Davin: yes sorry, I am in the mood to know you are happy with your husband
Ziva: thank you
“ini” I said while returning the phone to Bang Gama,
At first glance I saw him read my chat and smiled obliquely, “it seems he has not moved on from you”
“Content”
“salah own girlfriend kayak you even left married to another girl”
“The name is not a soul mate Bang” I replied while lying down and bruising his body.
“tumben gutted, feeling guilty for being able to chat from ex?” insinuations.
“Ck... said if you don't want to be hugged” I said and immediately behind him.
He even laughed and immediately grabbed my body in his arms “I don't matter if someone chat you, as long as the intention is good”
“Maxly?”
“Ya say you know she wants to make sure you cheat”
“Abang!” upset me
“Handering Deck, anyways where can you cheat from me, don't expect!” he said while holding me tight.
“Abang anyway why so positive to me, so hard to believe to me”
“I've told you many times, I trust you but I can't trust anyone else. Today we can not believe that to orang” he explained.
“I understand very well, like a brother right?”
“Maxly?”
“Iya, I used to believe so much to bang, no mind macem-macem, uh it turns out I already have a wife, want to have another child” my quip
“Dek, why discuss that anyway?we'll initially discuss your ex” again it seems like he's getting upset
“Yes I'm surprised, brother does not believe me, but do not see yourself brother”
“Abang knows very well about the behavior of brother, because that's brother kayak gini to you, brother does not want you to leave abang”
“egois!” muttered
“whatever you want to say about brother. What is clear is that you are now your legal wife, and do not expect your brother to release you, especially until you can cheat. Never will my brother be a biarin it” he said firmly.
Hadeee.. how would I cheat people I kept at home gini, mobile phone also like tapped, wonder I was the same him, outrageous if I think. When I think I can just be quiet, free too if you want to continue, which there is more heartache.
In the third of the night I woke up again, pouring out all the feelings for the ILahi, taking out all the uneg-benek that I had been alone. I'm claustrophobic, depressed, it still hurts to this day.
I slowly looked at the face of Bang Gama who was sleeping. I don't know how I feel about him.
I'm still disappointed and sometimes even hate all his behavior, but sometimes I'm also kasian, I don't know if there may still be a taste in my heart for him.
Especially when I remember Kak Dea's request when the hospital yesterday.
I was obviously devastated to hear it, it was like a heavy burden and it was all thrown at me.
whether I can get through this or not, I just wish there was a miracle for me, wherever I want to be happy like everyone else.
***
“Zi, you are free tomorrow?” Ask Mama Sinta as we sit back on the back porch.
I helped Mama make flowers in the backyard, lately it's time people like flowers, I just follow.
“tomorrow it looks like gag has any plans Ma, why?”
“Temenin Mama to the Mall yuk, Mama want to buyin gifts for her son Gilang, next week anniversary”
“Mama want to go to Kak Gilang again?”
“Yes, um she nelphon ask Mama there”
I ngokng “iya Ma”
“You want to come to Gilang?”
“No, sometime same Bang Gama”
“iya-iya, you also have to vacation, later Mama said Gama, your honeymoon plan used to be until now has not been done. The basis of the Gama, his mind is just work aja” Mama Sinta's nagging
“Nothing kog Ma, I am mah relax”
“Can't do that, you have to sneak for the holidays, say you go home and say thank you Mama grandson” said Mama with a smile.
‘quiet me Ma, be a moment again also the grandson of Mama will be born, if the grandson of me, sorry Ma, I guess can not’ my inner.
“Sorry yes Ma, until now I have not been able to give Mama grandson”
Mama rubbed my head “You don't have to think macem-macem, Mama has been happy to see you are the same Gama, slowly, later also given momongan”
“Iya Ma” I said with a smile.
Faintly I heard a noise from the living room, my feeling was suddenly not good, because the longer the sound looked louder.
“denger no Zi? I think there's a fuss in front of”
“Iya Ma, kayak Bang Gama the same..” I stopped talking and started to hear carefully the sound from the front.
“We see Zi” said Mama worried and headed straight ahead.
I followed Mama from behind, the voices of people arguing more and more, and my heart was also pounding, my knees felt weak when I found there were some people there.
Degs…
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