
TA 22
“What?” Brother Al looked at me sharply
“Do you know who my first love was?”
“I'm the first girlfriend, obviously I'm the”
“Sotoy, First love is not necessarily the first girlfriend right?” godaku
“Do not say Tama, Actually will not invite sparing him” he said annoyed
“Hehehe... No, this is a guy who when I want his name already made me smile, especially when accidentally met, or even chat, he actually makes me crazy.”
Al's expression was immediately cynical, he was like lazy to listen to my story, I had expected it to be like gini.
“Who?” tanyanya cynic
“I knew him about 3 years ago, initially my friends who liked him a lot, I am a cuek. But when I knew him I immediately melted and fell in love”
“Lebay!still a boy of his mind aj” aja<TAG1> his regret and start opening the phone
“Biarin, dengerin ih, I want a story also” I said while taking his phone, he clucked.
“So he's the big brother of Junior High, after our semester exams, he often helps me to know about, even he's not arrogant and make sure I chat or joke.”
Brother Al began to look on his mind and bow while smiling.
“When I accidentally met him it was the most thrilling, I could immediately smile. And we meet again when High School, we accidentally papasan and it turns out he still inget me. since then my love for him getting bigger”
“Who?” Asked Brother Al, this time his voice sounded soft and he became misbehaved.
I smile and wriggle him “His name is Rivaldi” my god with a spoiled voice
She's getting hungrier and smiling “seriously?”
“Serius”
Kak Al immediately misbehaved and nyubit my cheek “Gemesin really you Ra.”
“Kak Al was my first love, and it feels like a real dream to be dating Al”
“Duh so sweet his mouth” he smiles not clear
“So, brother Al tuh no longer need the name of worry and jealousy is not clear that, because my sense of sayanku to big brother Al tuh and hopefully can not be replaced”
“Ehmm...”kak Al berdehem expel awkwardness and misbehavior. “Still Ra”
“Kak... had we not been a match, brother Al should want me to support Al continued, and the name of Al's foot would never have changed in my heart, brother Al will be a special person. Because brother Al has taught many things to me”
“Kog said that?”
“In the future we will not know brother, but I always hope the best for us”
“I will always be there for you Ra”
“Still sayank”
We look at each other, smile wrongly and laugh. Brother Al is indeed a special person for me, and hopefully our story continues until old age.
***
“To drink Zi” Winta said while sitting next to me.
“mad, very excited lo training” said I who squirm Winta full of sweat.
This afternoon we practice marching Band, Winta and I are both on the music team, while Resti in Colourguard. So our rest time is different too.
“Iya dong, mumpung me again sprain, dilampiasin deh” said winta while selonjoran
“Why?”
“Si Bryan, restless child. Overall lu”
“Why else anyway? You guys fuckin' hearty feeling”
“Don't know, if I think I keep wanting to break up lah”
“Lah why? Don't rush first, you guys are dating starting Junior High. He also seemed very patient to elo”
“Yes, but I don't think I can be an LDR. Meeting only once a month is not necessarily, he is not beside me when I really need him. Capek me Ra”
“Sabar dong Ta, all this time you can lo ngejalanin”
“Iya, but until when to be suspicious, worried he seligkuh and bla bla bla bla..
I just keep quiet, do not know how to nanggepin, because I know Winta often prone also cry because Bryan.
“Gue does not know what to suggest Ta, but what is clear is whatever decision I support” I said while patting his shoulder
“Ah elo Zi, make me moved want to cry will be”
“Heleh... don't cry, buy me meatballs just ntar yes when go home”
“Somplaak.. I again upset and even ask for an upset” tract while pushing my body. I'm just grinning.
“Elo is the same brother Al is fine, right?”
“Good, but he's now getting busy bimbel”
“Should be extra patient lo, don't make him even mind”
“Iya, I even kasian to brother Al, and I admit his mind is very mature, his life plan in the future has been designed tau not, I was until the ring-geleng time was given tau”
“He's a Zi guy, let alone an only child and no father, forced to be able to think mature”
“Iya mangkannya, I want to always be there for him, make Mommy also” I said with a smile.
“Eh si Resti story not to elo?” Ask winta suddenly
“Paan?”
“It looks like he again deket same guy”
“Who?”
“Well that I also do not know, kampreet emang tuh child, use the event diem-dieman” umpat Winta.
“calm aja Ta, unloading only ntar his phone”
“Udah I tried Zi, in password tau not now.”
“Suspicious” said
***
“Ra... can't papa do I ajakin to the tomb?” said brother Al,
Right now we're going to go to the grave of his father, brother Al, and this is the first time Al ngajakin me.
“No papa, why?”
“Fear you sawan if taught to mausoleum” he said while laughing
“Basic! Thought I was a kid what”
“Kan is a little boy Ra, but his mind is already big, love dating” godanya.
“Kak Al tuh the ngajarin”
“Enak aja, it was you who shot me” said Kak AL.
“Dih was just kidding”
“Means we are now dating her joking dong” goda kak Al
“Emang can?”
“Bby! But don't be like me anymore! No chat, let alone meet”
“Hahaha.. where can I Ra”.
“But brother, by the way when the hell is it? Brother Al never shot me lo”
“Kan already said, you who shot me in retirement first”
“Ih, no yes! Come on, shoot me”
“Hahaha.. Udah late Ra, our people have gone so far, have kisses also” godanya
“Ih... That one should not be discussed” said while nyubit his waist
“Awww.. sick Ra, your habits nih”
Before long we reached the tomb of his father kak Al, there we read yasin and other prayers as we can, brother Al also recognize me to ‘beliau’. Here I just know the fragile side of Al.
Coming home from the tomb of Al diem, I myself also feel bad to talk. After that brother Al ngajak I stopped by the artificial lake where we used to date.
“Kak” I hold his hand.
He sighed roughly “Sorry, I so diemin you”
I shook my head “are you Ok?”
This time replace him who shook his head “I miss Father Ra”
Quizap tangnya “Sabar, Prayer a lot kak”
“Could not Yes Ra I became a doctor kayak Dad?”
“It could dong, brother Al kan pinter, sure sure ntar ketrima and could be a great doctor”
“I'm not sure Ra” muttered
“Kak, why?”
Brother Al noleh to me, and he smiles “I'm confused Ra. Can't I be selfish this time? All this time I've always tried hard, so that later I can get into medicine. But the heavier here Ra, the more things I thinkin”
I still keep silent to hear the story of Brother Al, I hold his hand.
“Mother is my priority Ra, I know how he struggles to get me. I know Mommy wants me to be a doctor to make your dream come true. But..”
“But what?” rubbed back.
“Mother is too pushy, the cost in medicine is not a little Ra, Okay I might be able to use a scholarship, but not all can be covered right? Many other costs. I do not want to continue to be a burden Bunda”
brother Al started to glaze over, I squirm he was so frustrated, and this may be the answer to why Brother Al has been daydreaming lately, and I'm sure there must be more hidden brother Al.
“Kak Al has ambitions, can I know the ideals of brother Al really?”ask me, brother Al immediately noleh and I smile.
“Ra..”
“So I feel heavy going to medicine, for sure the reason is not just that, so far Al looks enthusiastic about entering medicine, but from the way Al says there is something different, not really serious”
“Yes, I have other ideals, but I do not want to maximize it and make Mother disappointed. Only Mother that I have Ra, I do not want to make Mother sad” he said while bowing, she cried.
“Maybe the story is different if Dad is still there, even if it is not my ambition I will continue to move forward to become a doctor. But this is just Mother alone Ra, and all this time Mother always cover all tiredness, confusion and problems, especially economic problems. Mommy doesn't want me to be thinking like gini”
Honestly I was shocked, brother Al to cry the story of this problem, brarti all this time he had been sniffing and only this time he could point.
“Kakak never chatted with Mommy?”
She shook her head “You're the only one who knows”
“Mother is a wise person, Sis, if brother discussions with him there will surely be a middle point”
“You trust me same Ra?”
“I believe in the same brother Al”
“Whatever my decision later you will support me?” I'm nagging “When I'm not a doctor you can be proud of?”
I laugh “I'm proud of Kak Al, whatever the profession”
“Ra, promise yes you will continue to be beside me, nemenin I make fight”
“Insya Allah sis, I always support and doain kak Al” I said with a sweet smile “Saranku, kak AL discussion deh same Mother. Maybe later one of you will be disappointed, but by speaking honestly from heart to heart, Insyallah everything will be more launched.”
“Still yes Ra”
“Sama-sama Sayank” says spoiled
Brother Al smile and nyubit my cheek “Such machine you.”
“Don't long nyubitnya, tau kak” pain protest me
“Over time we don't walk together, kangen”
“Ck... lebay!” I said while laughing.
We walk hand in hand around the lake, I saw Al not everything before, he could laugh, even though I know there is still something in his heart. I can only entertain and continue to be there for him.
“aku same Winta again kelas same Resti” said when we again walk together
“Why?”
“She looks like someone else, but she's secretive, don't want to say”
“Resti?”
“Iya Resti”
“If Resti mah is no longer deket aja Ra, have been dating even”
“Hah?The blessing we discussed is the same, right?”
“Iya Resti your classmate,”
“Dating? Same who?”
“Sama Fian”
“Hah?”
“You don't know?”
“No, why did Brother Al just say anyway?” I said splashy
“you never discussed, kirain also already know, you guys deket”
“no, bener brarti. But since when do they deket?”
“Since we started together they already deket like, plus they are a skateboard” club
“Kak Fian ngajakin Resti follow the club so that this modusin can be sure. The show's pake didn't say anything. Watch aja”
Brother Al shrugged his shoulders “Biarin is Ra, he has his own reasons for sure. We can double date”
“Iya anyway, but now even Winta who just broke”
“Sama her boyfriend who started that Junior High? Why?”
“Because of LDR, Winta same Bryan so often prone, many do not fit, break up deh” I said casually.
Brother Al squirms me, I get confused why he squirms like that, but then he smiles and says, “I say with you”
“Anaan anyway, the person again discussed what, said what” said I was wrong, and walked around him.
***