The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

I'll try to accept it

Kinara Residence

This morning was the first day Delisha entered her new school.Both Delisha and Nining were already preparing to leave for school. Kinara put one by one Delisha and Nining supplies in a tote bag to make it easy to carry.

"Delisha is the spirit of the school." said Kinara encouraged her daughter.

"Of course mother" said Delisha with a sweet smile made Kinara immediately rubbed her daughter's hair with anxiety..

"We left first, ma'am." said Nining then saying goodbye.

"Yes, be careful." said Kinara as she waved her hand to let go of the two.

After saying goodbye to Kafeel both Delisha and Nining then began to walk out of the house, when he opened the door to how surprised Nining and Delisha were when he saw Kafeel was asleep on the front porch.

"Om Kafeel mbak" pointed Delisha towards the sleeping Kafeel.

"Stttt don't be noisy when Kafeel wakes up" said Nining gave a signal to Delisha to shut up and continue his steps.

Delisha who got the signal from Nining then nodded while giving a thumbs up then stepped slowly and sauntered away from there leaving Kafeel who was still asleep there.

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Meanwhile, Kinara, who was curious because she no longer heard her daughter's chatty voice, then began to step out to check whether Nining and Delisha had really left or not.

"Tumben is quiet." said Kinara as she stepped out.

Kinara, who had originally only wanted to check on Delisha and Nining, stopped her steps when she saw Kafeel sleeping on the front porch, with a bad position and certainly will hurt all when he wakes up later.

"Why am I so sorry to see him like that?" said Kinara then while continuing to look towards Kafeel who was asleep at this time. "Should I wake her up?" said Kinara with a face like he was weighing what decision he would make.

A few minutes of thinking made Kinara then decided to step closer to Kafeel and wake him up. Kafeel who was busy falling asleep even in such an uncomfortable place, then was surprised when suddenly felt a shock that immediately woke him from his sleep.

"Get in to wash your face and have breakfast!" kinara ordered in a flat tone then sauntered away from there.

Kafeel who heard the call was a little surprised at first because he thought it was just a dream. But after he rubbed his eyes repeatedly, it was then in vain to realize that what had just not been a dream. A smile immediately emerged from his handsome face when he realized the situation that was happening at this time.

"Wait for me Ra!" call Kafeel then in a cheerful tone following Kinara's footsteps into the house.

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Ratih Residence

Both Ratih, Rian and Adhitama are now gathering at the dinner table enjoying their breakfast in silence. No one started the conversation there, the three seemed to drift and dive into each other's thoughts while continuing to enjoy their breakfast.

"After this bath mas, inside there is a shirt belonging to Rian and you can wear it" said Ratih who then made Adhitama look directly at the son who just knew his existence carefully, which is very important, Adhitama noticed Rian's movements because he was curious what expression Rian would be showing at this time.

"Have he changed his mind? why is it so quiet?" adhitama said inwardly as she occasionally glanced at Rian.

"You can use my clothes in the closet, thank you for the food I went first." said Rian finished his breakfast and then stood up to make Ratih and Adhitama stare confusedly at him.

"Where are you going?" ask Ratih curiously.

"I want to go to the supermarket for a while there are things I have to buy, you two just continue to eat breakfast" said Rian again and then stepped away from there.

After Rian's departure from the dining table a quiet atmosphere was created there again, it looks like Adhitama is stringing words at this time.

"I'm sorry ma'am.I really don't know about what happened to you including with Rian" he said in a clear tone but still can be heard by Ratih.

"It's also just the past, you're innocent in our past household rifts, so don't keep saying sorry as if you're going to bear all the blame." speak gently.

"But I was also guilty ma'am for not trying to find out about the truth and just drifting away at the destruction of that time" Adhitama said again.

"Don't say sorry because I don't want to hear it, now we're no longer young, so there is no need to discuss the past continuously like this because it will hurt Rian later" said Ratih again.

"Yes you're right, I can't imagine how your life has been. I understand why Rian hates me so much, but I would never blame him for that feeling because I'm the one at fault here, I can't be assertive as the leader in the household." adhitama said in a sad tone.

"I told you not to keep blaming yourself because I don't like it" said Ratih.

"So have you forgiven me now?" tanya Adhitama then with a curious look of face awaits the answer from Ratih.

"I never said I didn't forgive you, didn't I just say it wasn't your fault?" said Ratih in a flat tone. "Just don't make a fuss like last night, you know because of you and Kafeel I even got in touch with the Rt chairman who thought you two were bullies." said Ratih in an annoyed tone.

Hearing that a smile appeared to rise from Adhitama's face, it turned out that all this time Ratih did not hate him as he had in his mind.

"Thank you very much ma'am.thank you.I promise it won't be like that anymore" said Adhitama with a happy look on her face.

***

Meanwhile, without both of them realizing that actually Rian has not really gone from there. Rian, who stopped his steps and leaned behind the front wall of his house, smiled when he heard the conversation of his parents.

"I will try to accept it, after all this is not the fault of Adhitama entirely. So I have no right to judge him like that." Rian said then waltzed away from there.

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