The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

The broken glass will not be able to come back

"His husband? heh if you know it looks like my husband is dead right before the event the other day" said Kinara casually without burden.

While Geffie who heard that, of course, was angry and went up and unconsciously raised his hand and was about to hit Kinara but stopped right in the air.

"What's wrong? come slap, isn't that what you're gonna do?" said Kinara with glass-glazed eye beads because of the shock of the response given by Geffie.

Geffie had really changed, a husband who was once gentle and full of warmth now seemed to show his true face right in front of Kinara.

Geffie was just speechless not responding to Kinara's remarks, his hands slowly came down and he hid behind his body. Geffie's mind has been really upset lately, plus the change in attitude Kinara increasingly foreign days for him make Geffie become often angry and emotional not only on him but also on the people around him.

Geffie's hand seemed to shake he was really unconscious about to slap Kinara just now, fortunately his emotions could be pressed so that the slap only ended up in the air without touching a single cheek of Kinara.

"You really changed mas, there is no more Geffie mas that I know in you now, I resigned whatever mas you want if I can still bear it I will bear it. But if I feel tired and can't stand it anymore don't blame me if I send a letter from the religious court first with or without your permission." said Kinara with emphasis on each word he then sauntered away to the guest room.

"Ah shit!" said Geffie half-screaming while kicking an urn in the corner of the room until it broke scattered to fill the room.

While Kinara who heard the noise just continued his steps and entered the guest room without wanting to know at all what sound just now.

***

In Delisha's room.

Nining looked at Delisha's sleeping face with pity, the quarrels of Delisha's parents were getting more and more frequent. Nining was afraid that it would inflict trauma for Delisha. Nining silently did not dare to move from the room when a fight between Kinara and Geffie also occurred until a rowdy sound like a broken item then made Nining become agitated.

Delisha awoke from hearing a noise from outside.

"What's wrong, mbak?" delisha asked with a typical sound of waking up.

"There is nothing you should sleep again, mbak Nining want to go out first there seems to be a bad cat" said Nining quibble.

While Delisha then obeyed the words of Nining to go back to sleep.

"Wouldn't you go out? if it comes out, the atmosphere will be very awkward, just a minute away." said Nining then decided to wait there a little longer.

****

The next morning Delisha was already preparing to go to school with Nining, Kinara stuffed Delisha's lunch box into her bag after it came closer to the dining table.

"Learn the poor dear." said Kinara while kissing Delisha's forehead. "Ning later returned to school to stop by the boutique, don't forget" he said again.

"Ready ma'am."

"Be careful on the road" Kinara said then as she waved at Delisha and Nining.

After the departure of the two Kinara rested herself for a moment on the dining table chair, her gaze blankly staring straight at the blue painted wall.

Memories after fond memories he went through with Geffie re-emerged in his mind.

"There is no need to regret it anymore, because the cracked glass will not be able to return" said Kinara in a soft tone.

...****************...

It was noon at Delisha's school.

All the students were busy playing enjoying their break, while Delisha did not seem to want to leave her classroom while enjoying the lunch menu brought by Kinara earlier.

"Did you guys see my pencil?" ask one of the little girls with a cabi with a liora nametag.

"The new pencil my papa bought last week as my birthday present" Liora explained.

"Didn't Delisha hold it yesterday?" friend said.

Hearing that Liora then came towards Delisha, while Delisha was just quietly absorbed in enjoying her provisions without caring about the arrival of Liora.

"Give me back my pencil Sha." Liora said plainly.

"I don't know" he said casually.

"Don't lie, the Princess even saw it back then" Liora said in annoyance.

"You must be wrong."

"Return Sha back." said Liora while whining to Delisha.

Whether Delisha was upset or what she did not expect then pushed Liora's body to fall and then threw her food, making Liora who was surprised by Delisha's attitude then cried loudly.

"Basar cengeng." said Delisha in a soft tone.

***

After the act was finally Nining was called to the room BK, while Delisha was told to wait in the waiting room for a while as Nining was called inside.

Delisha looked at the door of BK's room with a guilty feeling, she then stepped her feet towards the back of the school, seeing the circumstances around making sure no one was there.

After he was sure the atmosphere was really quiet, Delisha took out a pencil with the engraving of Princess Ana on the trunk while the tip was written Liora's name.

"I hate everyone, I hate, I hate" he said, crouched down and stuck the pencil on the ground until it broke.

A shadow of the quarrel papa and his mother again flashed in the little boy's mind, so recorded clearly and imprinted, he said, geffie's shadow scolded Kinara as well as when Geffie threw things around her adding a bad impression to her.

"I hate, I hate!" he said while covering both ears.

*****

Nining slowly walked out of BK's room after nearly half an hour or so she was there. He looked to the right and left but Nining never found Delisha there. Nining who panicked Delisha left and immediately rushed to find Delisha's whereabouts.

Just a few steps Nining then stopped when he saw Delisha who was squatting near the school park. Nining breathed a little because Delisha was there, she then stepped her feet and approached in the direction where Delisha was.

"Did it make you wait a long time?" asked Nining with a smile.

Hearing a familiar voice in her ear, Delisha looked up at Nining.

"No, no" he said briefly.

"Then we go home yuk, we stop by the mother's boutique" said Nining.

"Hore boutique mother, let's go." said Delisha with enthusiasm.

Nining stared at Delisha's cheerful countenance with great feelings and question marks, how could a girl as cheerful as Delisha do that? the question kept repeating itself in Nining's mind.

"Can't be what I think, right?" ask Nining inwardly.

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