The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

The impact is huge

After the customer service room earlier, Kinara stepped her feet out of nowhere while staring blankly at the front. Kinara was really confused as to what kind of reaction this time was. It may be happy, sad, or even scared. To him Kafeel was a kind and loving man, but in fact Kafeel was more terrible than what Kinara had imagined.

Kinara entered the elevator and pressed the top button there, after the door closed Kinara leaned her body briefly gazing into the sky of the elevator. One thing he had just realized when all the veils about Kafeel started to open up. When Kinara began to think he could be fine after escaping from Geffie, in fact all the normal circumstances he felt were rear camouflage, all turned out to be arranged in such a way by Kafeel without Kinara's knowledge, or maybe more precisely Kinara alone was stupid and unaware of everything.

"Why is this so? I just want to live a quiet life but why....why does it feel so hard to reach that calm word?" said Kinara with a soft tone.

Ting

The elevator door opened but Kinara was still silent and not moving from her place until a voice spread all her thoughts.

"What are you doing Ra?" kafeel asked as he stepped into the elevator.

Hearing Kafel's heavy voice, Kinara looked up at Kafeel. Apparently the universe did have a strange destiny about him, even when Kinara thought only of Kafeel the person actually came without being asked.

"Hello Ra... Why are you daydreaming?" kafeel asked again because Kinara was just silently staring back at him.

Kinara realized when the voice of Kafeel disperse his daydream. "There's something I want to talk to you about" Kinara said then with a serious look that made Kafeel ask curiously.

******

Geffie House

Nining stepped foot inside the house, it had been almost two months that she had not set foot into this house again. Somehow it feels like this house which was once the happiest place for the family, has now turned into a lonely silence without the joking laughter decorating it again.

"Mbakkkkkk" cried Delisha from inside her room running around hugging Nining.

"Oh hi Delisha, how is it? was yesterday the road fun?" nining asked when she got a sudden hug from Delisha.

"It's fun, it's just that Delisha wants to go home now!" delisha's whine makes Nining frown in confusion because Delisha says it's fun but why ask to go home, isn't that weird?

"Later on Delisha, Mbak Nining must be tired should rest and play first in the room. Later in the afternoon let me drive you two home" Geffie said from the side garden of the house.

Hearing Geffie's words, Nining then stroked his foster child's hair. "We just play yuk, because mother if this hour is still busy, later in the afternoon we give a surprise to the mother must be mother likes" said Nining trying to persuade Delisha.

"What's really mbak?" delisha asked in disbelief.

"Yes, we'll stop by the flower shop later? we buy special flowers for the mother." said Nining again reassured the little girl.

"Yes, Delisha wants to." said Delisha with enthusiasm.

The two then began to walk towards the backyard garden with enthusiasm, Delisha wanted to go home and meet with Kinara that is why she was very enthusiastic when Nining said it earlier. Geffie stared at the departure of the two until they disappeared from his sight.

*****

Rooftops

Kinara and Kafeel looked at each other with serious glances at the rooftop of the apartment building. Kinara was at a loss to begin with the question of where so many questions for the sake of the question he wanted to say to Kafeel, while Kafeel instead looked at Kinara with confusion because from now on Kinara was just silent without saying a word. Only a sad and disappointed look was clearly visible in the bead of his eyes which made Kafeel ask questions since earlier about what really happened.

"Is there anything you want to say Ra?" kafeel asked breaking the silence between the two.

There was a sigh there, "There are many things and I was confused where to start" Kinara said in a soft tone but still heard by Kafeel.

"What's up, Ra? is something bothering you?" ask Kafeel later.

"My answer is honestly Kaf, are you the owner of this apartment building?" ask Kinara at the end.

Hearing Kinara's words, Kafeel was slightly surprised. But after seeing the bead of Kinara's eyes that clearly visible grate disappointment there now Kafeel began to understand the direction of this conversation.

"Yes" answered Kafeel.

"Are you also the one who made a 50 percent discount on the penthouse unit I occupy?" asked Kinara again with a feeling of wastage and fear of hearing the truth.

Kafeel let out a long sigh and nodded slowly as if confirming Kinara's question just now. Kinara was silent her mouth began to tremble as if she was not ready to accept the reality.

"What...did you recommend me to Damar?" ask Kinara again who somehow wanted to feel like this time Kinara heard the word no from Kafeel's mouth even though he might be able to guess what Kafeel would say in a moment.

"Yes" he answered so briefly but was able to make Kinara's tears slip away when he heard it. Kinara rubbed her tears violently and exhaled her breath violently there.

"Well, one more thing I want to know from you.. Are you the mastermind behind the bankruptcy of my ex-in-law Kaf's company?" asked Kinara again in a half sobbing tone.

"It was me, but all I did was." Kafeel said, explaining but was cut off by Kinara.

"What only? don't tell me you'll say just for me, stale Kaf!" the words Kinara then made Kafeel immediately speechless a thousand languages. "Why Kaf? do you think you're the God who can manage everything as you please? I even thought that after getting divorced from Geffie I could stand on my own feet and start everything. But in fact, everything is only artificial, there is nothing I really do for myself." said Kinara in a sobbing tone, it seems Kinara was very disappointed with what Kafeel had done for her.

"I didn't do all those things to make you worse off. I did it because I wanted to support you, Ra, I know you're an independent, hard-working woman, which is why I gave you a little help, just a little bit" Kafeel said.

"For you a little bit but for me? that's a huge Kaf, a huge influence on my life!" said Kinara with a tone full of emphasis while Kafeel who heard it again fell silent can no longer defend himself again.

Seriate