The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

Am I being too cruel?

The car belonging to Kafeel stopped right in front of Kinara's house, there was no further conversation between the two after the discussion. Kafeel was really disappointed by the rejection given by Kinara, but he also could not blame Kinara for the decision he took at this time.

Kinara prepared to go down but paused for a moment and then looked at Kafeel who was staring blankly in the front.

"Go home Kaf continue your life, don't continue like this because it will torture you." said Kinara which then makes Kafeel turned his head towards him staring at the bead of Kinara's eyes that are so shady when looked deeper.

As there was no response or rebuttal from Kafeel, Kinara then stepped down from the car and closed the car door slowly. He stared at the car belonging to Kafeel who began to drive away from his residence. There was a slight feeling of guilt when Kinara saw the disappointed face Kafeel showed.

"Am I being too cruel to her? why is his face so grim?" he said while still staring at the departure of Kafeel until it disappeared from his view. "Ah come" he said again and then turned and returned to his feet to his house.

"Ra.." call a voice that stops her footsteps.

"What's yan?" asked Kinara later when she heard Rian's call just now.

"This is for you" said Rian while giving a paper bag to Kinara, Kinara who was given the paper bag and then looked at him carefully because he was like no stranger to the paper bag.

"Isn't this the same paper bag you brought?" ask Kinara then while remembering her.

"Of course not, it was my mother's and now I'm giving it to you" Rian said with a sweet smile staring at Kinara.

Kinara received the paper bag and then looked at the contents. "Tiramisu!" then I looked inside the paper bag.

"Heem I accidentally saw it and immediately remembered you." said Rian softly but still heard by Kinara.

"Then let's eat together." take Kinara then while stepping towards her house in a happy step.

Rian who saw Kinara's behavior then smiled, for him Kinara was really a woman who was different from most other women, Kinara could put herself in accordance with the situation in nature. Sometimes Kinara can be a firm figure, sometimes it can also be a soft and adorable figure depending on the situation he is experiencing.

As it is today for Rian, Kinara looks so adorable just because of her favorite box of tiramisu cakes.

"He's very funny" Rian said in his heart as he continued to step his foot in Kinara's footsteps.

Kinara then reached into the key in her pocket and began to open the door slowly.

"Please wait here I will prepare the cake for a while" Kinara told Rian who was responded with a nod of his head by Rian.

While Kinara went inside to prepare the cake, Rian sat himself on a chair on the terrace of Kinara's rented house.

"This is how I'm happy" Rian said with a smile on his face.

Not long from the direction in the house, Kinara appeared to come out with a tray containing tiramisu cake that Rian brought earlier and also two cups of cappucino coffee for him and also Rian.

Kinara then gave a small plate containing a piece of tiramisu cake to Rian and another plate to him. With a radiant face Kinara then began to eat the cake as well as Rian.

"How does it feel? is delicious?" rian asked while staring at Kinara who seemed to be enjoying the cake.

"Enak" he said with a smile.

"Basically, whatever it is if it feels like tiramisu is always the answer is good." said Rian, shaking his head slowly.

"Rian.. don't try to lure me because I am currently enjoying this tiramisu cake." said Kinara commemorating Rian to be quiet and not continue his speech.

"Alright alright I will be quiet this time" said Rian while giving sign language as if he would lock his mouth, making Kinara then immediately laugh out loud when he saw it.

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Meanwhile from a distance without both of them realizing Kafeel was staring full of jealous flames towards the two. Kafel's heart's intention was to return and convince Kinara that he would continue to fight to melt Kinara's heart. But unfortunately, not the smile he got from Kinara was even a painful sight for him.

"Why should he approach you Ra?" kafeel said with annoyance while occasionally hitting the steering wheel of his car so upset.

Kafeel who was engulfed in the flames of anger then turned his car around and left Kinara's house with a burning feeling. Kafeel really could not if he continued to be there and watched the two were laughing happily on the suffering he felt.

"Arg.... Why should he? at a time when millions of men are scattered all over Indonesia, why should he?" kafeel said again as he continued to drive his car to the hotel that had been in Rendy's boking for him while in this Malang city.

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Ratih Residence

Ratih looked up at the glass window of his house to see the interaction between Rian and Kinara there. Seeing the two of them jokingly made Ratih feel anxious and worried. Ratih is really in a difficult position to choose, Ratih knows Kafeel loves Kinara very much but Ratih also knows how Rian's struggle makes Kinara to be happy and forget all his past. If so, which one should be trained to support? if both of his sons were equally in need of the figure of Kinara beside him.

"Bu.." call Adhitama from behind to make Ratih then stop his activities and turn to look towards Adhitama.

"Would you like to go back to Jakarta?" ask Ratih then when he saw Adhitama was well dressed.

"Yes there is a job that I have to take care of and mama will also land tomorrow in Jakarta" said Adhitama.

Hearing that Arsa will come to Jakarta makes Ratih's heart suddenly beat fast. The shadow of how Arsa treated her in the past re-spinned in her mind making her become restless. Adhitama who knew that Ratih was not well after hearing the news from him, then immediately approached Ratih and tried to calm him down.

"Let's just be calm I won't tell your mama here so you don't have to worry, I'll figure out a way that we can get back together, I hope you'll wait for me mom..." adhitama said with a soft tone.

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