The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

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Kinara and Kafeel arrived at a clothing store not far from the rented house complex. Not a boutique or a famous brand outlet but just a regular clothing store. Kafeel and Kinara began to step inside and immediately searched and sorted out the right clothes for Kafeel.

Actually from the beginning of entering here Kinara was a little uncomfortable with the views of the store employees who were busy looking at the sixpack body belonging to Kafeel behind a pink shirt that was attached tightly to his body, make Kafeel's posture clearly visible there.

Kinara who realized Kafeel began to be a spectacle material, then immediately took off the jacket he was currently wearing and then gave it to Kafeel who was currently busy choosing clothes.

"Wear this now!" kinara's orders that then made Kafeel confused about Kinara's behavior suddenly gave him a jacket.

"No need, I will immediately change when I find clothes with the right size." rejected Kafeel who then immediately got a sharp gaze from Kinara.

"I said wear it! it was very difficult." said Kinara with annoyance while giving the jacket carelessly to Kafeel, making him immediately accept it with shock because the jacket almost fell just now.

Kafeel saw the departure of Kinara who was heading towards the long waiting chair not far from him, there was a feeling of confusion in Kafeel when he saw Kinara's behavior just now.

"It seems he is upset at this time, I should just immediately choose and go home immediately before the mood changes again." kafeel said inwardly while still staring at Kinara who was currently sitting in the waiting chair.

Kafeel, who did not want to see Kinara nagging again, began to accelerate his movement in choosing clothes, then walked to the dressing room and immediately wore them with lightning. It did not take long Kafeel had changed into a casual white shirt that was very fitting and suitable when he used.

Kafeel took his foot towards Kinara and was about to take her home.

"Let's pay Ra.." said Kafeel then who stopped Kinara's activities in playing his cellphone.

Kinara who heard Kafeel's words just looked up, there was a little feeling of awe that suddenly greeted his heart when he saw Kafeel in casual clothes that were very suitable for his use, he said, makes the aura of Kafeel radiated and of course looks very dashing and handsome.

"Isn't this just plain clothes? why does Kafeel look so classy and expensive?" kinara said inwardly while still staring at Kafeel with a look of astonishment, making Kafeel frown in confusion when he saw the expression given by Kinara.

"Ra... hello... Did you hear me?" kafeel said later when he saw Kinara just silently staring at him.

"Oh yeah. Let's pay now!" said Kinara then who immediately realized from his daydream when he heard the sound of Kafeel just now.

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A sudden atmosphere of silence occurred between the two, so that began to make Kafeel bored but he was confused to start a conversation from where.

Kinara stared to the left side looking at the beautiful streets of Malang city behind the car glass that covered his visibility.

"Ra.." called Kafeel suddenly made Kinara then immediately turned to Kafeel at a glance and then looked straight ahead.

"What's wrong?" ask Kinara in a flat tone.

Kafeel who saw this was the right time to apologize, then began to pull over his car making Kinara then confused with what Kafeel will do this time.

"I'm sorry Ra, I know my mistake was huge for not believing you back then. I. I was so covered in anger that it made me completely unable to think clearly about all the possibilities that would happen to my stupidity, I really regret." kafeel said in a soft tone.

Hearing Kafeel's apology made him sigh deeply. "Didn't I always warn you back then? before we begin a more serious phase I ask us to introspect each other and foster mutual trust in each of us, relationship without a belief is very difficult Kaf! I've failed once and I don't want to repeat that failure again and again." Kinara said then while looking straight ahead as if reluctant to look at Kinara's bead.

"I know Ra, I know my mistake was huge for ignoring my promise at the rooftop. Honestly, my failure with Nabila due to her affair made me sensitive about it. I couldn't even tell which one was the truth and which one was a hoax." Kafeel said in a wistful tone as he stared at Kinara.

"It's Kaf, it's also gone, I don't want to keep talking about the past that will never end." said Kinara then as if reluctant to bring back the past because honestly it still feels painful for Kinara until now.

"Can't we start over like Ra used to? I promise I will not repeat the same mistake." pinta Kafeel then who then made Kinara immediately turned to him with a peeking look.

Kinara was silent for a moment as if carefully thinking about Kafeel's request just now. "Starting back is very easy Kaf, it's just that after the loss of your trust at that time made me no longer able to believe completely. The relationship that we will live will not return the same as it used to be, Kaf, I'm sure both you and I will continue to be haunted by endless suspicion and I don't want that" Kinara said in a soft tone.

"We haven't even tried it yet Ra, I'm sure if we can reflect on the mistakes of the past, our relationship this time might be going better than our relationship in the past." kafeel again tried to convince Kinara to trust him again.

Kinara who heard Kafel's words just now immediately smiled and looked at Kafeel. "Speaking is easy Kaf, do you not remember that you also promised the same thing at that time? I've never been mad at you Kaf, it's just that to start over I'm sorry I can't. I didn't want to fall back into the hole for the third time" Kinara said in a soft tone as she knew Kafeel was also deeply hurt by his selfishness.

Kafeel then fell silent because what Kinara said was the truth and Kafeel could no longer deny it or plead with Kinara.

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