The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

There is only one answer between two choices

At a famous club in the capital, it looks Geffie and Nabila are sitting enjoying Nabila's favorite whiskey, more precisely Geffie just accompany Nabila drinking from earlier. Mood Nabila was really not good today and Geffie could only calm him down from now on, but was reluctant to interfere too deeply with Nabila's problems.

"Why don't you drink?" tanya Nabila later.

"I'm driving, you better be." gently push Geffie away.

Got the rejection Nabila looks pout while drinking his whiskey. Seeing that, Geffie looked at Nabila while sighing.

"What exactly is bi?" ask Geffie later.

"Kafeel and I are getting a divorce" Nabila said with a sad look on his face.

Geffie who heard that of course was surprised, especially both Geffie and Nabila chose not to leave their respective partners, but now Nabila just said he wanted a divorce, isn't that shocking news?

"How come? haven't we talked about this?" said Geffie later.

"Kafeel forced me to sign the divorce papers, and I couldn't turn the corner anymore, Kafeel already hated me too much" Nabila said, drinking whiskey in his glass.

Again Geffie was surprised by Nabila's remarks, how did not Geffie even know himself how much Kafeel loved Nabila, but everything seemed to disappear just because of the affair that Nabila and Geffie did, but everything seemed to disappear just because of the affair that was done by Nabila and Geffie, if Kafeel who loved Nabila so much can leave him, then what about Kinara? doesn't it rule out that Kinara would do the same?

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The Geffie and Kinara residences.

Geffie returned home just after midnight, as he began to step inside, the atmosphere of the house so dark makes Geffie assume that Kinara and also Delisha have sailed to the island of their dreams.

Geffie pulled his tie to the right and to the left and then removed it from his collar, there was a sigh heard from Geffie when he recalled his chatter with Nabila earlier.

"Have you just come home?" said Kinara arrived between the darkness of the guest room, making Geffie surprised when he heard a voice that arrived without seeing Kinara clearly.

Kinara appears to rise from the living room couch and then steps her feet closer to where Geffie is.

"You surprised me Ra?" geffie said spontaneously.

"I'm even more surprised by your behavior lately" Kinara said as she continued to move closer to Geffie.

"What else is Ra? our problems that were not finished yesterday, do not add new problems" said Geffie then who began to get tired because Kinara always provoked a fight.

Kinara smiled cynically at Geffie's words just now, just this time Kinara met a man who had always done wrong and evil, just this time, but he always acted as if he was the victim of all the problems he caused, wasn't Geffie really something?

"What's this?" ask Geffie who still doesn't understand.

"Read so you understand, what the consequences of mistakes that you consider small and also trivial" said Kinara while sitting his butt back on the living room sofa.

Geffie who heard that was of course curious and immediately opened it, and the paper turned out to contain a graffiti hand of Delisha that made Geffie instantly freeze when he saw it.

*Dad

My father used to be very kind and loving, I was always taken around Jakarta while looking at the beautiful tall building. But. everything suddenly changed when my father refused an outing invitation that we usually do on my holiday. After that I always heard my father and mother fighting every day. All were buzzing and continuing to disturb my sleep. I was afraid of my father, his voice was terrible and noisy, but I did not dare to go out and help my mother.

Dad.. I don't like it! I hate that, you're really scary like a monster*.

(because the author does not know how the outpouring of a child's heart, be more or less like that okay.)

Just reading it made Geffie's heart hurt, how could such a small child say this? Geffie really did not expect all his actions and words heard directly by Delisha all this time.

"Delisha" said Geffie.

Seeing the change in Geffie's face, Kinara let out a long sigh. Kinara knew that Geffie would definitely be hurt by Delisha's outpouring of heart, only that Geffie needed to know so that he would not continue acting at will without thinking about the feelings of others, Kinara didn't even ask Geffie to take care of her feelings, it was just that Delisha was still small enough to understand all these problems?

"Are you conscious now? if you can't keep my feelings at least you keep Delisha's feelings" Kinara said, which immediately made Geffie look up at her. "I don't even forbid you to see him as long as you divorce me, but what? you even ignored my request. Not only that, maybe I'll be happy if you don't divorce me and leave Nabila, but you! aren't you too greedy to want both? you think I'm an item that can be juxtaposed with different types and colors, I'm a human being. In life there must be only one choice, and I have made that choice from the beginning." said Kinara while rubbing the corner of his eyes because his tears seemed to break through the defense that he built solidly so as not to look weak in front of Geffie.

"I beg Ra not to be like this, until whenever I will not divorce you" Geffie said, but this time in a slightly softer tone.

"If so leave Nabila!" kinara said later because again Geffie's answer remained the same.

"I.. i.." said Geffie bluntly, clearly look the confusion of Geffie's face when Kinara said that, making Kinara then smile cynically.

"I told you there's only one answer from two choices! if you keep both of them, then I congratulate you. Congratulations because you will succeed in damaging our child's mentality." said Kinara then waltzed away from there because it can not stand again with Geffie who can never firmly make a choice.

"Ra.. don't need to be like this, we can still choose the other path Ra!" geffie said as she continued to chase after Kinara.

Kinara ignored his hearing and continued to step foot into the guest room, then immediately locked it from the inside so that Geffie could not enter and catch up with him.

"Open the door, Ra! I'm sure there are other ways besides those two options, open Ra.." Geffie said as he continued to bang on the door of the room hoping Kinara would open it.

Seriate