The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

Just need an explanation

In the evening Kinara and Delisha waited for Geffie's return for dinner together, the wall clock had shown at 8 but Geffie never came, Kinara had tried repeatedly contacting Geffie's phone but still seemed to be unconnected. Kinara finally gave up and stopped his call after he tried to contact Geffie for the umpteenth time.

"Honey mother bribe, huh? maybe I'll be home tonight, so I won't have time to have dinner with us."

"Okay mother."

Approved by Delisha, Kinara began feeding Delisha a spoon, two spoons to the last spoon but still no sign of Geffie coming home, a sigh rang out of Kinara, this is really a delay.

"Is calling me that hard?" he said in his heart.

After finishing her affairs with Delisha, Kinara had Nining escort Delisha to her room to go to bed.

Again Kinara stared at the wall clock while waiting for her husband's arrival.

He stared at his cellphone who knew Geffie sent him a chat or whatever it was but the results were still empty. A shadow swirled about that night where Fara and Geffie had booked a hotel room, so deep in his head that it kept spinning like a broken cassette.

Kinara sat his ass on the living room couch while waiting for Geffie's arrival, an hour passed Geffie never came, two hours, until three hours later Geffie also did not come, until Kinara who waited from then became tired and fell asleep on the sofa.

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In a five-star hotel room, Geffie blinked her eyes when a cellphone alarm rang to disturb her sleep.

"Oh my goodness! it's midnight, Bi woke up spouty. It's 12 Kinara and Kafeel must have suspected that we haven't come home yet." geffie said as he got up and picked up his scattered clothes and put them on in a quick motion.

"Why don't you wake me up!" nabila said with annoyance.

"There's nothing to make a fuss about, because you and I both fell asleep, better now hurry up and go home" Geffie said as he put on his jeans in a hurry.

After finishing it with lightning fast Geffie then put his foot away but stopped and came back again.

"See you next time" Geffie said as she kissed Nabila's forehead gently and then stepped away leaving Nabila alone in the hotel room.

"Am I being too selfish to want more?" nabila asked herself after Geffie disappeared from her sight. "Why did I become like this? I'd better go home Kafeel will be waiting for me." he said, then got up and rushed.

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Geffie's car stopped right in the parking lot, breathing was heard several times from Geffie, before entering he took the time to look into the rearview mirror and justify his appearance did not forget one small paper bag he tenteng go inside.

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Seen by Kinara who was asleep on the sofa with a sad look, a flash of guilt came to haunt him for deceiving Kinara all this time.

"I should have been braver and admitted to it a long time ago, maybe you wouldn't be like this now" Geffie said inwardly as he walked closer to Kinara.

Dibelai slowly face Kinara, Geffie really confused must how now, when things become increasingly complicated while the taste on Nabila increasingly swell.

"I'm sorry" he said, then carried Kinara and brought her into the room.

"Down me mas!" said Kinara arrived who then stopped Geffie's footsteps.

"What's ra? did I wake you?" geffie asked with a puzzled look.

"All right"

In accordance with Kinara's request Geffie slowly lowered it.

"Now answer me, Where are you from?" ask Kinara to the point.

"I? not that I told you this morning that I met a client" Geffie said casually.

"What were you talking about with that client so late at night? are you gossiping with him?" sindir Kinara's.

"It wasn't until the night either, I stopped by the office to pick up the perfume I was talking about yesterday but instead fell asleep there" Geffie said in a relaxed tone without guilt.

"Oh to the office..which office provides lipstick stains on his boss's clothes? which office did I ask?" said Kinara while pointing towards the Geffie shirt which had a red lipstick stain there.

Geffie was speechless unable to answer, so he hunted earlier he forgot to check the condition of his clothes.

"Oh this was accidentally fitting me.." said Geffie but the hunt was cut by Kinara.

"You must know you don't!"

"But I actually met the client earlier."

"Whatever! I'm tired of mas diem continues all this time, at least I can pricein a little anyway? if you can't see Delisha, she's been waiting for you to come home so badly wanting to eat malem together, but what? not even his father showed up at all!" said Kinara in the end issued his uncle.

"You should be able to tell me that I'm overtime?"

"Oh so simple? it's easy you talk about it. Now gini deh mas if you are tired and bosen the same I said! don't play cat shit like this, do you think I don't know your behavior all this time?" said Kinara with a high tone.

"...."

"Why are you silent? confused how to explain? or confused about how to introduce him? hypocrite knows you are" he said, pointing to Geffie's chest. "If you really like him, you talk from the beginning, now how to try? he and I are close friends, you have to cheat with him? answer me."

"OK I'm sorry, I'm sorry as much if it hurt you" Geffie later said.

"That's all?"

"How do you want me then?"

"If that's all save your apologies, I don't need them!" Kinara.

After saying that Kinara then went into the room and locked it from the inside so that Geffie could not catch up with him.

"Arggggg is fucking right! I already knew this was going to happen but why does it still hurt! calm Gef will all be fine, after all Kinara assumed it was Fara right? so I was able to calm down because Kinara did not know the truth. Then should I just shut up now to see Kinara like that?" he said to himself. "Have let it be this way, it's also free to persuade Kinara who is emotional like this" he said later.

In the end Geffie chose to be quiet and not explain it, whereas what Kinara had waited for a long time was just an explanation, Kinara would have been devastated if Geffie would have explained it and fixed everything, but unfortunately Geffie chose to be quiet and let Kinara's wounds accumulate and spread to fill his heart.

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