The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

Nothing in my dictionary

"Oh wow even you can still play until now Bi, it seems like you are very suitable to get a role in the film." kafeel said while pointing to Nabila's face and then approached and whispered something in Nabila's ear. "Don't think because I'm silent, I didn't know your behavior all this time behind me Bi, you think I'm blind?" he said that of course made Nabila surprised to hear it.

"Can't Kafel know, right?" said Nabila in the heart with still dumbfounded to digest the words Kafeel just now.

"Go home with Rendy, and don't seek or harass me" Kafeel said as he stepped into his car.

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"Sorry we are talking ok! we can straighten things out" he said, knocking on Kafeel's windshield trying to keep him from leaving.

But unfortunately Kafeel was really tired of hearing various reasons for reasons that were thrown from the mouth of Nabila, until without pity he drove his car to quickly split the streets of the capital.

"Let's go home boss" said Rendy who came to Nabila after Kafeel's departure from there.

****

Kinara arrived at the house with a random appearance and walked into the house.

"What happened, Mom? is mom raining? or robbery?" ask Nining who just came out of Delisha's room.

"What's wrong Ning, you can leave" Kinara said in a soft tone.

Nining who heard that certainly understood and understood that Kinara was in need of time for himself, so he immediately resigned from there.

After Nining's departure, Kinara slowly entered Delisha's room and lay down right next to her while staring at Delisha's peaceful face while sleeping.

"Mother can still resist everything? your father must have been just a moment, right? he.. he's not really gonna leave us, is he?" asked Kinara in a slashed tone while stroking her daughter's hair slowly.

Kinara really could not bear it if he had to bear everything himself, if his parents were still alive, Kinara would have spilled all his complaints on both parents without having to hold it himself like this.

"Mama Ara kangen same mom, how can Ara get through the ordeal of Ara's household this time mah? can you help Ara from there? hyks hyks hyks." he said again crying stifled because he was afraid that the sound of his stuffing would wake Delisha up.

Until a few minutes later it may be due to exhaustion or what Kinara slowly begins to enter into dreamland and fall asleep.

****

While the confused Geffie looking for Kinara finally decided to go home, who knows maybe Kinara is already home he thought.

Geffie parked his car in the garage then rushed into the house looking for Kinara whereabouts, every corner of the room did not even escape his attention but unfortunately Kinara never met, too, until after a few minutes around then he realized one thing that Delisha's room had not been checked since.

With a hurried step opened the door slowly so that the sound of the door squeaking did not wake Delisha who was sleeping. There was a feeling of relief in his heart when he saw Kinara sleeping with Delisha.

"Thank God, I thought he kidnapped her" he said as he stepped closer to the two. "Has she been crying? why are his eyes so swollen? there's no way she's seen it, is she?" geffie asked in her heart.

He gently rubbed Kinara's shoulder to wake her up and asked what had happened exactly. Kinara slowly blinked her eyes then turned her head down to see who woke her up.

"Leave me alone mas." said Kinara softly.

"We should talk, we should talk outside" Geffie said.

"Where have you been? I've been looking for you since, and what's up with this look of yours?" geffie asked as she stared at Kinara from top to bottom.

"I'm not as pretty as her, am I? sorry" he said as he picked up a wet tissue and rubbed his face violently.

Hearing that, Geffie fell silent to see who Kinara was referring to just now.

"He who is Ra? you don't fuck around like that by the way."

Kinara's movements then stopped, again the corner of her eyes wet when imagining her husband's behavior earlier, but immediately she rubbed it violently using a wet tissue earlier so that Geffie did not see her tears.

"Isn't being with her better? you should have listened to my advice to wait for him, wouldn't this not be the case?" said Kinara again with a trembling tone this time.

Hearing Kinara's words again made Geffie speechless and thought hard who Kinara was referring to just now.

"If you do love her, you may have her as long as you let Delisha be with me, for I really have no one else in the world but my son's torment." he said with an increasingly vibrating tone not strong enough to hold his cry when saying that.

Of course, Geffie stared intently at Kinara, because he knew what Kinara meant this time.

"You want a divorce from me?" geffie asked with a high tone making Kinara quite jolted at hearing it.

"Isn't that your wish? then why are you angry?" said Kinara while holding back her stuffing.

"There's no divorce in my dictionary, remember that!" said Geffie rising.

"If the word divorce is not in your dictionary, why would you add the word infidelity to it? I'm also a mas woman, a mother, do I deserve all this?" said Kinara who this time made tears flow profusely wet her cheeks.

"I.I just..."

"What only? clhp? or channeling any long-buried desires?" tanya Kinara was directly pierced into Geffie's heart.

"Did you talk Ra?" geffie said with a sharp look.

"I've given up enough all this time mas, you say as soon as I try to understand, you say this I also try to understand, but when I look right with my eyes, my head, should I try to understand too? don't you ever think about how I feel just a little?" said Kinara evaporated all his complaints.

"It's better to calm down first and then we talk again later." said Geffie stood up to step away.

"Let go of me mas." said Kinara again making Geffie's footsteps stop.

"Don't hope! or you have to be prepared to lose Delisha for good" Geffie said, then left.

"Can't be so dong mas! mas... mas Geffie.." call Kinara repeatedly hoping Geffie does not really do it.

And again Delisha again became an excuse in the Kinara household. Kinara really did not stop thinking about the attitude of Geffie who continued to make children as a tool to curb it. Did he ever think a little about his feelings?

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