The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

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Kinara drove her car with an unrelenting cry towards her in-laws house. His mind was really confused at this time, it could be Geffie accused himself of having sex with Kafeel. Are all the memories that have been engraved so beautifully over the past six years completely meaningless to him?

"Am I being too naive to think that Geffie's mas is going to turn hyx?" he said to himself.

**

After a few minutes of driving, Kinara's car stopped right in her in-laws' yard. Kinara brushed away her tears that kept coming down even though she didn't want to. Kinara took her breaths repeatedly, trying to calm her chaotic self.

"Relax Kinara you can huft, you can!" he said, wiping his tears back down.

Kinara looked at her face in the mirror and allowed her already-faded makeup to be irregular, Delisha could not see this fragile side of her. As a mother Kinara should be able to stay strong and set a good example to her children.

Kinara then took her foot out of her car towards the door, then knocked slowly.

Tok tok tok tok

Not how long the door began to open showing the figure of his father-in-law there.

"Cinara? tumben you yourself?" tanya Ardi when she saw Kinara coming.

"Iya Ara wants to pick up Delisha pa." said Kinara.

"Come in. Papa will call Delisha." said Ardi, opening the door wide.

Ardi stepped up the stairs to call Delisha, while Kinara waited in the living room. There was a little restless feeling that suddenly appeared when Kinara entered this house, the shadow of Sila's speech the other day still imprinted his mind. Kinara was afraid that this time she would meet Sila again, not knowing what else she would hear from her mother-in-law's mouth.

Shortly afterwards Nining is seen descending by holding Delisha who has fallen asleep followed by Ardi behind him.

"Mom" said Nining.

"You go to the car first yes Ning, later I will follow." said Kinara who responded Nining with a nod of the head.

After Nining's departure from there the atmosphere suddenly became quiet, did not want to waste another long time Kinara then then say goodbye to Ardi.

"Do you have a problem, son?" tanya Ardi arrived which made Kinara undo his intention to say goodbye.

It would be a lie if Kinara said no, it's just that Kinara did not want to tell the family problems, especially considering that Ardi is Geffie's father, where maybe Kinara vilified his own son to his father.

"No way" said Kinara quickly.

Ardi seemed to pat Kinara on the shoulder slowly and stroked her as if giving encouragement to her daughter-in-law.

"If there is a story problem just as papa, do not hesitate. As long as you can, papa will help you." said Ardi in a soft tone.

"Where's mom?" tanya Kinara then wanted to switch the conversation.

"Mama hasn't come home yet, yes you know that your mama likes to go to the park" said Ardi later.

There was a slight sense of relief in Kinara when she heard that Sila was leaving, which meant that she would not meet Sila today.

"Then Ara said yes pa." said Kinara later.

"Yes heart in the way." said Ardi who was nodding back by Kinara.

After her father-in-law Kinara drove her car towards the boutique. Today Kinara wanted to rest his mind for a moment, it felt like his head was about to explode accommodating all the strange problems of his household.

Kinara's car arrived in front of her boutique a few minutes later. Nining, who did not know Kinara's plan, was then confused because Kinara had brought them here.

"Is mom overtime today?" ask Nining.

"Yes, today we stay here first" said Kinara briefly.

Nining did not comment on anything else and chose to follow where Kinara wanted to go. The two then get off the car with Nining holding a sleeping Delisha. Nining knew something had happened to her boss's household, without Kinara explaining it, Nining knew Geffie and Kinara must have fought back when Nining and Delisha were at Geffie's parents' house.

"You take Delisha to the break room, let me prepare some food, you must not have eaten yet, right?" Kinara.

"Thank you so much ma'am" said Nining then waltzing away to put Delisha to bed.

Kinara went to the mini kitchen located in the back, to make instant noodles because it was all that was available in her boutique.

Kinara stared blankly at the kitchen wall while waiting for the water to boil. His mind really floated somewhere, it felt like it was full and very crowded, but Kinara did not know how to lighten it.

Nining, who had put Delisha to bed, rushed straight towards Kinara when she heard the boiling water. Nining quickly unplugged the cable from the socket and turned off the electric kettle Kinara used to cook water.

"Mu the water is boiling." said Nining but Kinara did not react at all even though Nining had been pacing back and forth in front of him earlier.

Nining who saw Kinara was silent, then began to hold Kinara's arm to resuscitate Kinara from his daydream.

"Eh yes Ning." said Kinara in shock.

"The water is boiling" he said later.

Kinara, who heard this, looked directly at the electric kettle, poured it into an instant noodle hood and gave it to Nining.

"Here, I'm sorry your Ning tonight so eat instant noodles. I want a message but the application is error and.." said Kinara but cut by Nining who suddenly clasped his hands tightly.

"Mom can tell me, if you'd like" Nining said later.

Hearing that Kinara let out a long sigh, even everyone seemed to understand about Kinara's problems, but why Geffie who even had the status of her husband seemed to not understand at all with the turmoil that Kinara now felt.

**

Kinara's Room.

"What do you think of Ning's divorce?" said Kinara arrived.

"I can't comment on what it is about ma'am, just if mom knows I'm a victim of my husband, before working with mom, too, my position at that time as a wife only we have not been given the confidence to have a baby. Our household was also going well in the beginning as a household in general, but right at our third wedding of the year, that night my husband came home with a woman who was pregnant." said Nining with glassy eyes when telling Kinara. "I thought that the woman was just my husband's friend, but in fact she was my honey, my husband and the woman had married the series one year ago without telling me. My heart was really broken at that time, it felt like it was pierced by dozens of thorns that directly hit me with arrived arrived." he said again now with tears that had been filled.

"Then what happened next Ning?" asked Kinara again as she gently rubbed Nining's shoulders trying to calm her down.

"I..."

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