The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

There's no way he knows, right?

Kinara walked adrift, not knowing the direction of the goal, just following where the footsteps took him away. Tears continued to flow soaking her face, Kinara really did not care about her makeup that had faded here and there no longer shaped. His heart was completely broken and destroyed, Kinara was really inexhaustible how could his best friend be made into a love that turns like a trophy in the race, is not Geffie too heartless?

"Has my loyalty been priceless? is my devotion really priceless in the eyes of Hix? does the presence of Delisha not make it melt at all? hiks hyks, oh my God, why does it feel so crowded?" kinara said while moaning incoherently, he had even ignored the sight of the people around him who were staring at him full of question marks, for him his whole world was destroyed after Geffie did it in front of the eyes of the head of Kinara.

"Sorry words? hahahaha is that just a joke? you've been stupid all along Ra!" he said then with a loud enough laugh echoed carried by the night wind that pierced his body and soul.

His steps were completely shaken, even Kinara no longer remembered where she threw away her shoes after coming out of the hotel ballroom earlier. When her steps were already on the threshold of the foot that was originally strong to support her steps, slowly feeling sore and pain made Kinara stop her steps and stare towards her feet.

"My legs are just blisters but why does it hurt more? it hurts so much hyks hyks." His cry broke again while staring at his scuffed legs because he had not worn footwear at all since.

Kafeel has been following him ever since, in the end it was no longer able to hold back and immediately pulled Kinara's hand and landed Kinara on his airy chest as if giving Kinara permission to spill all her complaints.

"My feet hurt huhuhuhu, why hurt so much? it hurts so much, do you know what it feels like? hiks hyks." said Kinara with a cry as he pleased behind the chest of Kafeel's field.

Kafeel who heard Kinara's grievance could only say his words, while patting Kinara's shoulder gently gave the woman some calm, she said, Kafeel understood that the pain Kinara was experiencing said that the pain he showed for his feet was not the true meaning of his foot pain, is not a woman really smart to hide her feelings?

"You should wear your shoes so that your feet don't hurt" Kafeel said later.

"Does a lost shoe come back to me?" tanya Kinara suddenly arrived with a face that looked up at the man who owned the blue bead.

"Maybe it won't be the same, it's just that you can try a new one right? don't just cry over your old shoes just because of a memory, wouldn't it be better to look for a more comfortable shoe and carve out a good memory again?" kafeel said while giving his best smile.

Hearing the words of Kafeel, Kinara then gripped Kafeel's coat tightly as if indicating he was doubtful of the man before him.

"I want to go home!" he said then while slowly taking off Kafeel's embrace.

"I'll take you home" Kafeel said.

"No need, you just need to stop the cab for me" Kinara said with a lowered face.

"Are you sure?" asked Kafeel who was only nodding back by Kinara.

Seeing the persistence of Kinara in the end Kafeel could only obey his will and let Kinara go home by himself as he wished.

"Sir, please take this lady home safely" said Kafeel, who replied to the taxi driver with a smile.

After the light talk, the taxi drove away from Kafeel there alone still staring at the car's departure with an ambiguous feeling of inexplicability.

*****

Meanwhile, in the hotel ballroom where the event took place, Geffie was fretting waiting for Kinara who never came after last said he wanted to go to the toilet.

"How Bi does there exist?" geffie asked when she saw Nabila coming out of the woman's toilet to check for Kinara inside.

"Nothing!" said Nabila while shaking slowly.

"Have you tried calling him?"

"It's been many times but the phone is dead" Geffie said with an agitated look on his face. "You go, Kafeel must be looking for you" Geffie said.

"Good God you're right! I even almost forgot about Kafeel earlier." said Nabila a little jolted.

After saying that Nabila hurriedly returned to the hotel ballroom looking for the existence of Kafeel there. Combing every corner of the ballroom looking for her husband there, her gaze stopped at a mini bar where Kafeel was drinking a glass of wine there.

Nabila was a little relieved because Kafeel was still on the show not leaving him or disappearing like Kinara without a word.

"Sorry I've been looking for you since, you're here!" he said stale while embracing Kafeel's shoulders.

Kafeel who got the hug just smiled cynically then shifted Nabila's hand from there making Nabila a little question about Kafeel's rejection.

"What's Kaf?"

"Don't like turning the facts around, be thankful I didn't leave you alone here!" he said with a cold tone.

Nabila was silent to the words Kafeel just now, in his mind kept asking if Kafeel saw everything he did with Geffie earlier.

"It looks like you're drunk we go home now, let me drive." said Nabila with a movement to finish Kafeel but immediately pushed aside by Kafeel until the glass held by Kafeel floated and fell causing a loud sound between the ripple of invited guests and the music that accompanied the event.

Nabila gasped when again received rejection from Kafeel, all eyes were on the two with question mark gazes, an event organizer seemed to approach Kafeel.

"Are you okay, Mr. Kafeel?" kafeel nodded his head and signaled to him to leave.

"We're sorry sir, it looks like my husband is drunk right now, we'll excuse him first" Nabila said, then pulled Kafeel's hand to follow him out of the venue.

**

After arriving outside the hotel building Kafeel took off Nabila's handrails to make Nabila again ask what is with her husband this time.

"Stop your charade Bi, I'm really sick of it!" kafeel said in a cold tone.

"What drama is Kaf? do not joke deh." said Nabila pura did not know the direction of Kafeel's talk, because he thought Kafeel was only affected by alcoholic beverages at this time.

"Oh wow even you are still performing until now Bi, it seems like you are very suitable to get a role in the film." kafeel said while pointing to Nabila's face and then approached and whispered something in Nabila's ear. "Don't think because I'm silent, I don't know your behavior behind my back Bi, you think I'm blind?" he said that of course made Nabila surprised to hear it.

"Can't Kafel know, right?"

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