The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

For the last time

"It's time..I go Ra.. ber.bagi..." said Rian then stopped, rian's hand which was originally holding Kinara's cheek slowly dropped down and fell with his eyes closed.

"Riannnnnnnn.." cried Kinara spontaneously with a cry that he could not stand anymore.

Right after Kinara's shout was heard there the sudden atmosphere of silence and quiet, all the invited guests had scattered out after hearing the gunshots earlier and now only the nuclear family was left.

The cry of Kinara who called out Rian's name was so loud that Arsa, Adhitama and also Ratih who were hiding then came out and immediately ran towards Rian and Kinara.

While Kafeel who heard the scream, then immediately ended his call then approached Kinara and hugged Kinara's body tightly while staring at Rian who was lying on Kinara's lap.

"Calm down Ki." said Kafeel as he looked at Rian with a glassy look until his tears began to drip down his cheeks.

Kafeel regretted not making the best use of his time with Rian, during these few months there were only disputes and also debates that filled their day. Like tom and jerry Kafeel and also Rian never get along every day, there is something they fuss about that sometimes makes Arsa and also Ratih overwhelmed in handling them.

Kafeel kissed the top of Kinara's head and then turned his face to the top that was now flooded with tears, Kafeel really could not see the face of Rian who was stiffened with blood on the ground.

While Arsa, Ratih and Adhitama who saw all that can only stare with a gaze that gawks in disbelief. They were really surprised Rian had actually left them for so long. Their cries could no longer be restrained following Rian's departure for good.

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Main mansion

Everyone was gathered in the living room dressed in white. The marriage that was supposed to be the happiest day in the world turned into a dark day for the Adhitama family. Rian's departure really left the deepest wound for the Adhitama family, when happiness began to gather slowly into one Rian instead of leaving them for good.

Ratih hid his face in the chest of the Adhitama field powerless to hold back his tears, Ratih did not suspect that the son he hid from Arsa ended up with a tragic death when Arsa and Adhitama only found out.

"I'm sorry mama Yan.. Mama should have met you with Oma and also your papa since long ago.mama really apologizes...hiks hiks.." he said in his heart with sobbing tears.

While all the family was grieving and about to let go of Rian for good, Kinara was now seen sitting on the bed with her arms wrapped in bandages due to the gunfire. Luckily the bullet did not penetrate his arm and only hit the surface.

Kafeel was the eldest son of the Adhitama family, he had to be strong and firm to sustain all the grief of his family. It was very difficult when Kafeel was almost crazy for holding himself sane while taking Rian's departure sincerely and strengthening his family.

The drying of Kafeel's mobile phone began to be heard making Kafeel then immediately realized from his daydream.

"Hello" Kafeel said in a hoarse tone withstanding the turmoil in his heart right after sliding the green icon on his phone screen

"I've managed to ambush the boss, now he's at the base and waiting to be executed" Rendy said in a serious tone.

"Wait for me there and don't do anything until I come." Kafel ordered when he heard the news from Rendy.

"Good boss" said Rendy, after that heard a phone call on the break up just like that by Kafeel.

"Until any time I won't let you go!" kafeel said softly but still trying to hold it in order not to be heard by Kinara who looks still very hit there.

After making sure Kinara was okay, Kafeel then came out of the room and began to step forward to follow Rian's funeral procession and deliver Rian's body for the last time.

The constant crying accompanied Rian's departure forever, until Rian's body was mummified and united with the ground. Both Arsa, Ratih and Adhitama they can only be silent and lament their sadness with regret for the sake of regret that is in each of them.

Arsa stared at the navel that was filled with flowers on the surface with a sad look. Arsa was the most regretful person in this, for him the selfishness that was ingrained in his heart at that time, making himself unaware of Rian's existence faster.

If you have to turn back time to the past maybe Arsa will never tell Ratih to divorce Adhitama, if so will all the misfortunes that befell his family will never happen? or maybe it happens but on a different path?

Many times Arsa wiped the tears that escaped her cheeks violently, her body was so old as to bear this burden. His greatest wish in old age was to see his granddaughter happy and immediately fondle his great-granddaughter. But what he got instead was the tragic death of his grandson whom he had just learned of his presence.

"Excuse Oma. forgive Oma's selfishness... Oma was really sorry." he said softly while still staring at Rian's navel for the last time.

Seriate