The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

Already too tired

Kafeel opened the door of his apartment violently, then went inside and immediately stepped into the closet to pick up a bottle of wine and glass and then sat at the mini bar haphazardly.

Smoke began to appear when Kafeel lit a cigarette and began to sip it many times like an evil person, while pouring wine into a glass that he had taken earlier and drinking it.

"Heh friends? can explain? the word stale!" he said while drinking the wine.

By taking a slow step Kafeel moved towards the balcony of his apartment saw a night sky that was so quiet without a star shining in the sky.

"Even tonight's weather is cloudy, absolutely sickening!" he said he then stepped back into his apartment.

The sound of a cellphone echoing repeatedly from the mini bar, Kafeel then smiled cynically when he found out the caller was his wife Nabila. Maybe this is the time Kafeel opened his eyes and stopped pretending to close his eyes, just these words that kept spinning in his mind and made Kafeel take out all his uncle to Nabila earlier in the hotel parking lot, I don't know why his heart changed and wanted to end it all, even though Nabila did it many times and hurt him thousands of times Kafeel still tried to be silent and forgive, but when Kafeel met Kinara and observed the woman, Kafel's path of thought changed as he saw his own stupid self and was easy to play when he saw Kinara.

Brucks

Kafeel threw his phone in the trash, he really wanted to rest this time, nothing else could bother him even though Nabila.

Meanwhile, Nabila who had arrived at the mansion kept trying to contact Kafeel again and again without deterrence. Nabila really can not lose Kafeel in the present time because for him Kafeel is very useful as a supporter of his career and gold fields for him. Nabila really realized what would happen if he betrayed and left Kafeel, it's just that love and deep feelings for Geffie broke down all the solid walls he had built to stay with Kafeel.

"I can't lose Kafeel, I do love Geffie but money and position mean more than just a quasi-love word." he said in an upset tone because Kafeel never picked up the phone.

******

Next morning.

Kinara woke up with a sick body all, it turns out crying all night really torture and make pain not only psychic but also his body. Kinara stared at the bed and she could not find Delisha there.

"Tumbens? isn't it weekend?" he said to himself.

**

Kinara went down the stairs after she had gone to take a bath and then headed towards the kitchen. The smell of cooking again smelled from the kitchen makes Kinara seem to return to the incident when Geffie apologized yesterday.

Kinara stepped her foot towards the kitchen to see if her guess this time was correct, and just as dejavu again Kinara saw Geffie cooking with Delisha while putting on a stupid smile as if nothing would happen between the two.

"Good morning mother." said Delisha who saw Kinara coming to the dinner table.

"Again" he answered briefly.

As Geffie had come from the kitchen carrying a tray of food with his favorite dragon fruit juice.

"Actually I wanted to." said Geffie later but was cut off by Kinara.

"Sorry?" said Kinara in a cold tone.

"Are you not tired of continuing to act like this? if you ask me. I am really tired mas.. very very very tired." he said no less clear.

Hearing that, Geffie just silently did not respond to Kinara's words.

"Ning nining!" shouted Geffie later.

"Yes, sir." said Nining with a hurried step closer towards them.

"Take Delisha to her room" said Geffie, who was nodding back by Nining.

"I've tried my best, Ra, is this your reply?" geffie said with an emphasis on every sentence.

"I didn't tell you to be a perfectionist and try everything, just that I said I was tired, tired of knowing? keep fighting on the same topic, then the end ends apologize and repeat the same mistake, are you not tired?" said Kinara with a quip.

"I know I'm wrong I'm sorry, aren't you ashamed to keep fighting in front of Delisha?" geffie said he didn't want to lose.

"Stop it, stop gunain Delisha as a shield, he's just a little boy mas who does not understand anything, do not involve him with the mistakes you make. Didn't I tell you that you still love Nabila you can have it as long as you let me go." Kinara said in an emotional tone.

Hearing that of course made Geffie ride the apitam and slam the tray filled with food earlier to cause a loud noise and break scattered.

"You really missed Ra, until whenever I won't divorce you unless you want to lose Delisha for good" Geffie warned and then walked away leaving Kinara there.

Kinara's legs suddenly limp until he immediately sat his buttocks on the dining table chair as if not strong to hear Geffie's words just now.

"Why is this so? I can't lose Delisha, but I also can't keep living in a household full of falsehoods" Kinara said with a slight sobbing on each sentence.

****

Meanwhile, the position of Delisha's room which was close to the dining room made all the quarrels of her parents heard in the little girl's ears clearly even though Delisha did not understand exactly what made the two people old fuss. Nining who also heard the quarrel then spontaneously closed both ears of Delisha so as not to hear everything and damage the little girl.

"Is this Delisha's fault?" ask her in a tone that sounds plain.

"No dear this is not Delisha's fault, you can't think like that" Nining assured the little girl.

"Then if it's not Delisha, why do you and your mom have a fight?" ask again.

"Sometimes things don't go the way we want them to, which is why there will be petty quarrels in their scope, so Delisha can't judge Delisha wrongly because it's not entirely Delisha's fault." nining said again. "What if mom and dad are really separated? I can't imagine what Delisha's fate would be like" she said in her heart.

Seriate