The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

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In the morning Rendy stepped into Kafeel's room with a hurried pace, he was very sure this time he would have ended up in the hands of his boss because he had neglected to do his job.

"My papa is dead which is important I no longer see the boss as upset as yesterday again" he said in a confident tone and ready to accept all the punishment Kafeel would give him.

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"Boss...." cried Rendy repeatedly as he continued banging on the door of Kafeel's room, only that Rendy did not hear any answer from the room at all.

"What are you doing this morning blind? you think this is a forest?" kafeel said half screaming but not from the direction of his room but from the direction of the kitchen.

Rendy, who saw Kafeel coming out of the room, smiled crisply because she thought Kafeel was asleep in her room.

"Is the boss awake?" he said with a clean sliver.

"Say what's wrong?" kafeel asked then by sitting his butt on the living room sofa.

"There are important things you should know about your ex-wife, Geffie, and also Kinara" Rendy said this time in a serious tone.

"What is this about?" kafeel asked curiously.

Rendy, who heard the question, approached Kafeel and showed him the surveillance footage that day.

"You can see sir, before Geffie's arrival to Kinara's room there was a hotel maid coming to the room pushing a food trolley, I'm sure you must have thought it was a normal thing right? there was just something strange about the hotel staff. The distance of the officer in and out is about 45 minutes, is not it too long, sir? not only that, but there was something strange to see when the officer came out of Kinara's room" Rendy explained the details while zooming in on the iPad in Kafeel's hands. "Look at you like there's a little cloth dangling from the bottom of the trolley, if you think about it again, isn't this fabric similar to the dress that Kinara was wearing at the time?" said Rendy then while staring at Kafeel's facial expression.

A cold sweat began to trickle down Rendy's forehead, he was sure that after the peak of his explanation soon Kafeel would definitely go berserk.

"Then?" he said it coldly.

"I tried to follow the officer's departure and the shocking thing happened where the officer turned out to be in hotel room 101, not this room is..." rendy said but stopped when the sound of a glass table that sounded broke when Kafeel kicked him just now made Rendy's guts as if shrieking to continue the story.

"You've been. since when you've been so stupid, Ren!" kafeel said half-screaming by pointing at Rendy.

"I'm really sorry sir, I admit I'm the guilty one here sir" said Rendy, looking down because he knew his negligence this time was the biggest mistake of his job.

Hearing this with Kafeel's sharp red eyes, Kafel stepped closer to Rendy, he pointed roughly at Rendy's shoulder using his finger repeatedly like he was about to beat Rendy but Kafeel was still trying to control his emotions considering that Rendy was his confidant and had worked with him for quite a while.

"Clean this mess right away Ren! or you're the one I'm gonna target!" kafeel said with an emphasis on making Rendy can only look down and not dare to look into the eyes of Kafeel who was staring intently at him. "Go there now!" kafeel then turned his back on Rendy as if reluctant to look back at Rendy.

Rendy who heard the orders from Kafeel just then immediately waltzed away from there before Kafeel really changed and turned around to prey on him.

Shouted Kafeel in frustration as if he now felt he was the stupidest man in the world because he had forgotten the promise he made himself to Kinara when he was in the rooftop at the time. The shadow of Kinara's cry as she wailed to him began to spin around in his head like a broken cassette that could never stop, making Kafeel even more frustrated by it.

"I'm sorry Ra.. sorry." That's the only word that's repeated from Kafeel's mouth that no longer knows how to fix it.

Kafeel who had just realized one thing then immediately got up and wiped away his tears. With a rush step Kafeel then started out of his apartment unit and went straight to the Kinara apartment unit.

Repeatedly door the Kinara apartment unit while continuing to call Kinara's name and say sorry repeatedly. It's just that there is absolutely no answer there makes Kafeel then confused and thought Kinara was still angry and did not want to see him.

Kafeel's body then collapsed and fell on the floor by leaning against the door of the Kinara apartment unit. Her hair was pulled in frustration while sobbing but without a sound as if regretting all her actions.

"Stupid you... stupid....you stupid Kaf." he said repeatedly while hitting his head with his hand repeatedly. "I'm really sorry I didn't trust you, Ra, I'm really sorry and really sorry. I beg Ra not to punish me like this." said Kafeel while slowly knocking on the door of Kinara's apartment unit.

Kafeel curled his head against the door of Kinara's apartment unit in frustration at not hearing anything from the inside. Kafeel knew Kinara must be angry, only that there was still a word of apology left for this stupid self? Kafeel didn't ask for it because Kafeel knew it was a big mistake, but somehow Kafeel still wanted it when obviously Kafeel knew better what kind of reaction Kinara would give him.

Frustrated, Kafeel decided to wait for Kinara at the door of her apartment unit.

One hour...

Two hours...

Three hours...

Kafeel began to be frustrated because until now the door of the Kinara apartment unit was not open at all since then.

"Excuse me sir, I want to enter" said a voice that then made Kafeel look up directly at the source of the sound.

Kafeel slowly began to rise and look at the room service officer with a question mark.

"What are you doing?" ask Kafeel later.

"I will only be sorted out inside because last night the occupants of this apartment unit checked out" he explained.

"Oh want to clean up?" kafeel said briefly, It seems that Kafeel has not been fully aware of the officer's words. "Wait a minute..What did you say just check out? don't joke with you!" kafeel said then surprised when he just realized the remarks of the officer.

"True sir, this apartment unit is empty" he said again because it looks like Kafeel does not believe him.

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