The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

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"I didn't do all those things to make you worse off. I did it because I wanted to support you, Ra, I know you're an independent, hard-working woman, which is why I gave you a little help, just a little bit" Kafeel said.

"For you a little bit but for me? that's a huge Kaf, a huge influence on my life!" said Kinara with a tone full of emphasis while Kafeel who heard it again fell silent can no longer defend himself again.

Somehow Kinara felt very hurt knowing Kafeel who had been smoothing everything around him. If you think Kinara's stupid, of course he's stupid, on a gini day where else meet a guy who models like Kafeel, must be very step, right? It's just that for Kinara, Kafeel was too involved and got into his trouble. Kinara knew that even Kafel did this because Kafeel loved her. However, if you want to build a relationship should be based on honesty and also a sense of trust in each other?

With Kafeel doing all these things behind Kinara, isn't it indirectly like Kafeel doesn't believe that Kinara can solve her own problems?

"I'm sorry Ra if it hurt you, I was just thinking how I could make you happy in any way. If indeed the way that I use is wrong I apologize, I really really really do not mean." Kafeel said again in a soft tone and implied a million regrets in his words.

Kinara, who was angry and upset with Kafeel, saw Kafeel like this, causing her heart to melt. Slowly the land of anger and disappointment was broken and changed with a peaceful feeling of being privileged by someone, who of course had never felt Kinara before even when together with Geffie.

"I know your intentions are good Kaf, only I think this is wrong. Shouldn't a relationship be based on trust? if you continue to do this, wouldn't it be the same as if you couldn't believe that I could solve my own problems Kaf? then how can we start a relationship if you don't believe in your partner?" said Kinara again but in a softer tone like never before.

Hearing Kinara's words just now certainly made Kafeel then surprised and looked towards Kinara deeply. Kafeel did not expect that what he did was very influential on Kinara.

"I really didn't mean it, Ra, please give me a chance to fix it." kafeel then said that he was afraid that Kinara would reject his proposal yesterday just because his good intentions were misguided and too rushed.

"Will that change even if we are together later Kaf? wouldn't we better introspect each other first and get better before going to a more serious level. We both failed once and I don't want to go back to the same failure" Kinara said in a soft tone.

Kafeel was silent the word Kinara just now there was right as well, maybe Kafeel was too hasty in taking steps and this was a consequence that he had to bear for all his actions.

Kinara, who saw Kafeel speechless, became confused, "What's wrong with your face?" tanya Kinara was curious about the change in the look on Kafeel's face.

"Aren't I being rejected right now? then what kind of face would you expect if someone was being rejected?" kafeel said in an uninspired tone.

"Refused? who's resisting you?" kinara asked puzzledly as he did not feel like rejecting Kafeel at all.

"Isn't this the answer to my proposal yesterday Ra?" kafeel said with a puzzled look towards Kinara.

"I'm just saying before starting a relationship should we introspect ourselves first and foster mutual trust in each other's partner, where is the location of rejecting it?" asked Kinara confusedly while recalling the words he said earlier.

A smile began to appear on Kafel's face when he heard Kinara's words just now.

"So I was accepted?" kafeel asked excitedly.

"That doesn't matter, what matters is that I'm not really rejected?" kafeel repeated his question because he was still unsure of his hearing.

Kinara who saw Kafeel so enthusiastically then immediately smiled while nodding as if hinting at a sign of agreement to Kafeel. Kafeel who understood the sign language, then happily hugged Kinara's body and then lifted it and turned it repeatedly so happy.

"I was accepted." cried Kafeel happily with laughter accompanying his words.

"Kaf stop! I'm dizzy." said Kinara as Kafeel continued to spin while lifting up his drinya.

Kafeel then stopped his rounds when he heard Kinara's words just now, it seems that this time Kafeel was too excited to forget about Kinara and continued to spin happily.

"I'm sorry I'm too happy" Kafeel said after letting go of his arms just now.

"All right, but one thing you need to remember. First do not do anything without my knowledge, second there is no word cheating in our relationship, third do not keep anything secret" Kinara said.

"Every boss mom do it" said Kafeel ceaselessly smiling to make Kinara shake his head at Kafeel's behavior like a child. "Then, can I start preparing for our wedding?" kafeel asked with a heart.

"Can" said Kinara briefly.

"Really?" kafeel asked in response to a nod by Kinara. "What kind of marriage do you want? do you want to be in the building? the beach? the park? or some place of your dreams? just tell Ra I'm ready to make it happen" Kafeel said enthusiastically.

Hearing the choice from Kafeel made him fall silent trying to think for a moment. "May I ask for something simple?" ask Kinara then.

"Of course you can, what do you want?" ask Kafeel gently.

"Like..em maybe we do in the park with a simple and only attended by the closest people, can we?" said Kinara makes Kafeel then think and try to think.

"Of course you can do whatever you want princess" Kafeel said with a sweet smile staring at Kinara.

Kinara let out a long sigh hearing Kafeel who continued to tell stories and say the concept of their marriage. Somehow seethed a fear in Kinara as she increasingly fell into the arms of Kafeel, Kinara was afraid that what she had experienced would repeat itself. Wasn't Geffie as sweet as Kafeel? then will this time the sweet attitude shown by Kafeel be different from that shown by Geffie, I don't know Kinara himself can't even distinguish which sincere ones are not. It's just that right now Kinara wants to try to step forward by casting a shadow of her past with Geffie first.

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