The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love
Of course I miss him



Next day


Rian who promised to take Delisha to go see the flower garden and then keep his promise, this morning Rian invited Delisha, Nining and of course Kinara to go to the tourist spot.


Throughout the journey Delisha seemed very happy, Kinara was grateful that there were still many who loved Delisha even though there was no longer a father figure who accompanied her day.


Their journey takes about 20 to 30 minutes from Rian's house. After arriving there Rian began to park his car and invite Kinara and others into the tourist attractions.


With a slow step Rian guided Delisha's hand to the left while Kinara guided Delisha's hand to the right, it really looked like a happy cypress family.


Nining stared at the happiness that Delisha was feeling right now. Nining was so grateful that even though Kinara and Delisha went everywhere, they were always surrounded by people who loved both of them.


"Thank God, hopefully Mr. Rian is really sincere and not just use bu Kinara alone" said Nining while continuing to walk behind the three with a smile staring at the three.


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Ratih Residence


It looks like Ratih is busy arranging one by one his plants ranging from cutting to cleaning some wild plants that grow around him.


"Why do I feel so happy today? after all I really like Kinara, who knows Rian can take his heart slowly" said Ratih to himself while continuing to tidy up flowers in a small garden located in his yard.


When Ratih was busy arranging and tidying the flowers, a voice then stopped the movement of his hand.


"I found you" said a voice that stopped her hand.


Ratih's heartbeat suddenly beat fast when he heard a familiar voice in his hearing, really the sound he had longed for so far. Ratih silently stared neither turned back nor spoke in response to the sound because he thought that this was just a hallucination.


"I came Bubu." he said again because Ratih just kept quiet from now on.


Ratih who again heard the voice then immediately turned around because he believed this was not a hallucination anymore.


"Pig?" her inner heart when she saw the figure of her ex-husband whom she had not met for a long time. "What are you here for?" asked Ratih in a taut tone while stepping away and taking off the gloves that he used for gardening earlier.


"I've been looking for you all this time, ma'am, I'm sure there's something that's got you going, isn't it? I know it. We can fix it you just tell me why.." said Adhitama softly.


"Don't make it that we've separated well and with good reason. So there is nothing more that we need to discuss here, you better go home and do not come back again" said Ratih firmly as if to reject raw options from Adhitama just now.


"I know you're lying! I know better what your heart is, ma'am, don't think I'm stupid and keep feeling guilty. I'm sure Kafeel misses you too, come back" Adhitama said.


"Don't bring Kafeel here because Kafeel has absolutely nothing to do with us parting ways just yet. Go away, my husband will be home soon he will be very angry if he sees you here." said Ratih reasoned, but let alone married husband he was never other than with Adhitama, yes, he's the only one.


Adhitama who heard Ratih's words just now was shocked when the call "husband" came out of Ratih's mouth just now.


"His husband? you must be just reasoning, right? don't try acting with me!" said Adhitama who did not believe the word Ratih just now.


"Do I look like I'm acting right now? do not go too far" said Ratih again with a flat tone.


"I know you ma'am, I'm the only one and vice versa" said Adhitama again.


Ratih who began to feel bad about the turmoil that filled his chest then immediately pushed Adhitama a little away then went inside the house and closed the door tightly, closing the door, making Adhitama confused with the attitude shown by Ratih just now.


"Open the door, ma'am! open now.." said Adhitama while continuing to break the door of Ratih's house repeatedly.


"Get out of here now I don't want to see you!" ratih said from behind the door withholding her sobs.


Ratih really confused how to behave? on the one hand he really misses Adhitama, misses him a lot. It's just that past events are so imprinted in his memory makes Ratih reluctant to meet with Adhitama again even though the longing fills his entire soul and body.


"I beg you to open the door, ma'am, let's talk about this well. It took me years to find your whereabouts and it wasn't a short time. Come on mom... Do you really not miss Kafeel? he is now a successful handsome man. I beg you.." said Adhitama again in a compassionate tone hoping that Ratih would open the door for him.


Tears of Ratih slowly dripping down his cheeks without asking, there is no mother who does not miss her own child as well as the one that is currently being felt by Ratih. Bitten by his lower lip hard enough to hold his sobs so as not to be heard by Adhitama who was outside.


"Go now!" said Ratih again while trying to hold his stuffing so as not to sound Adhitama.


"I'm not going anywhere" said Adhitama with a chuckle.


Hearing Adhitama who did not want to go from his doorstep immediately dialed the number of Ridwan RT chairman on his phone.


"Hello" said Ridwan


"Help me sir, there was a suspicious person at my door from earlier" said Ratih trying to reason.


"Alright Mrs Ratih take it easy, make sure to lock the door and stay inside. I will be there soon with some residents to ascertain who it is" said Ridwan tried to calm the panic-sounding Ratih.


"Thank you very much sir" said Ratih later while hanging up his phone.


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