The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

The bitter truth that arrived appeared

A pajero sports car with a metallic black color appears out of the underground parking lot of an office building.

Kinara Nafasya Jeslyn or familiarly called Ara began trailing the car, using his car slowly so that it was not known by the car owner. Kinara began to fidget and worry when the car started to get into a housing and stopped right at a house with a black painted fence.

"Maybe it's just a coincidence, right?" kinara convinced herself.

After a few minutes a beautiful woman looked out and opened the gate, from the body gesture and mimic her face, the woman seemed to smile shyly greeting the driver in the car that Kinara was following earlier.

"Fara? there's no way Geffie's got anything to do with Fara, is there?" he said while continuing to hold the turmoil in his heart so as not to think in a negative direction.

The car that Geffie was riding again drove across the street in the afternoon, out of nowhere the car was going. Kinara continued to follow where the car was driven by Geffie, until then the car turned towards the left of the road where there was a large plaque with the inscription Hotel Melati in front of the entrance.

Kinara's eyes suddenly became hot with a broken heart when he saw with his own eyes that the husband entered a hotel with his own close friend. With trembling hands Kinara got out of the car and saw from a distance her husband and friend were talking to a hotel receptionist.

Although the evidence was in front of Kinara's eyes still trying to think positively that her husband would not betray her. Kinara stepped onto the reception desk to pretend to book a hotel room.

"Good afternoon can I help you?" the receptionist said with a friendly smile.

"I. I want to order a room" he said, biting his lower lip.

"Please fill out the guest list first?"

Kinara picked up the pen with trembling hands when she saw the name Geffie Danu Nugraha on the hotel guest list.

"Can I request a room next to this guest? we made an appointment to book a room next door because we were going to have a meeting" Kinara said a little forcefully.

The receptionist seemed silent as if she did not believe Kinara's words. Kinara, who knew the meaning of the receptionist's gaze, immediately took out five hundred thousand rupiah bills to give to the receptionist.

"You take it easy I'm just a moment, I promise I won't cause a fuss" Kinara said as he handed the receptionist some of the money.

"Alright ma'am, but I hope you can keep your promise" said Kinara with a nod.

The receptionist wrote a room number and gave it to Kinara. Kinara who understood and understood then immediately turned her feet towards the elevator to go up to the fifth floor.

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Inside the elevator Kinara slowly opened his hand that contained a paper bearing the hotel room number given by the receptionist.

A drop of tears arrived just escaped and came down just like that to wet Kinara's cheek, with a quick movement he wiped the tears then smiled.

Ting

The sound of the elevator doors opening was loud and Kinara rushed out and headed towards the room number written on the paper.

After arriving right in front of the door, Kinara was between confident and unsure about pressing the doorbell of the room. His hands really feel heavy he is afraid of the reality that could have been revealed if he pressed the button.

Kinara was silent for a long time until he made up his mind to press the bell, but unfortunately just the third time Kinara ran to the corner of the wall to hide, his heart was not ready to accept this fact.

Cclek

The sound of the door opening made Kinara spontaneously turn towards the source of the sound. Geffie was standing looking to the right and to the left looking for who had pressed the doorbell of his room with a look that was already wearing a hotel kimono towel, bad thoughts began to stir Kinara saw her husband wearing such clothes because Kinara was certainly not a stupid woman, until then the thought really happened and became a reality when Fara suddenly appeared and immediately wrestled spoiled on Geffie's shoulder.

"Who's dear?" fara asked as she buried her face on Geffie's shoulder.

"Oh, looks like it's just a prankster."

"We should go in and continue what has been delayed, aren't you impatient?" said Fara with a seductive tone then put both hands on Geffie's neck and kissed her cheeks with a friendly while encouraging Geffie to go inside and not forget to close the door.

Brucks

Kinara's world seemed to collapse watching her own husband having an affair with his close friend without the slightest guilt. Tears began to wet his cheeks with a rush he really did not know what to do again this time, he certainly did not expect that the husband who had been his role model had turned into someone who could hit him with hundreds of stones.

Kinara closed her mouth tightly, though it was being broken of course Kinara did not forget his promise to the receptionist not to make a fuss.

******

Kinara stopped her car right in her yard. Kinara did not dare to enter because she was sure that her little daughter would not be sleeping and would question her with a variety of questions that were demanding and of course it would make Kinara difficult to answer.

Kinara buried her face in both hands resting on the steering wheel of the car, her mind this time was really chaotic, how could a husband who was always gentle and loving in an instant turn into an affair. Kinara exhaled slowly over and over again to calm herself down but still failed and failed again.

"How can I survive if it's like this?" he said to himself.

Piece after piece of memories flashed and revolved around her mind, no other word kept spinning other than the word why and why, had not their relationship always been good? where does the fault lie? is he too naive or perhaps too easy to lie to? so that all this time her husband managed to manipulate everything.

"What's my fault? am I really a failed wife? can't make my husband look at just one woman? how should I be now?" said Kinara while hitting her chest tight because it held back her crying so as not to sob.

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