The Stupidity of Me Who Believes in Love

The hallucinations?

Kinara returned to the apartment deliberately waiting for the night, she was still not ready to meet with Delisha. I don't know what he'll explain to his little girl. With slow steps Kinara began to enter her apartment. The atmosphere back then was very dark maybe Delisha and Nining were already sleeping at this moment.

"Thank God Delisha is asleep" said Kinara, breathing a little relieved when she saw the whole room lights off.

Kinara continued to step up and enter her room. With a gontai step Kinara headed towards the bathroom then sat curled up on the floor while turning on the shower.

A drop after a drop of water flowed and began to wet her still fully clothed self sitting on the floor.

"Am I really doing it?" the question just escaped from his mouth and continued to repeat itself in his mind.

Kinara flicked her wet hair back, the cold air shower fluttering her body was completely imperceptible to Kinara. Kinara simply stared blankly at the dimding of her bathroom without moving at all.

"Are I too stupid or Geffie too smart? why does it feel like I keep getting deceived and entangled by it?" said Kinara again softly while leaning his head on both knees which are currently in the bend.

*****

Apartment units Kafel

Cigarette smoke appears to soar high seen flying carried by the wind that night. Kafel's mind was completely blank at the moment, in his little heart he continued to refuse and did not believe Kinara did that to him. It's just that his logic says that Kinara has betrayed him, isn't it very different?

He swiped back the cigarette butt in his hand repeatedly, until then he took his cellphone and dialed Rendy's number there.

"Hello boss" said a voice across the street.

"Destroy Geffie to the point of destruction" Kafeel said in a cold tone.

"Okay sir, then what about your ex-wife?" said Rendy arrived which then made Kafeel confused about the direction of Rendy's speech just now.

"What's wrong with her?" ask Kafeel later.

"Oh boss, I'm just filing all this with your ex-wife" Rendy said.

"If you're sure of that, you should be looking for evidence instead of using your uncertain filing!" kafeel said in an annoyed tone as he thought Rendy knew something.

"Sorry sir, I will immediately find out and do the task you command." said Rendy later.

"Good" Kafeel said briefly and then ended his phone call.

****

Next morning

After Delisha and Nining left for school, Kinara rushed out and went to the Kafel apartment unit to try to explain to Kafel that he was not guilty at all.

Kinara stepped her foot out of her apartment unit, whether this was a coincidence or what? just as she was exiting Kinara saw Kafeel also coming out of her apartment unit. Kinara who knew that was certainly happy and immediately approached Kafeel, but Kafeel even seemed indifferent and just walked across it.

Kinara who saw that was initially surprised but immediately chased back Kafeel and pulled his hand to stop Kafeel's footsteps.

"Sorry, please listen to my explanation." said Kinara in a clear tone.

Kafeel slowly began to turn around and look at the face of the woman who now managed to ravage his heart. There was a slight feeling of pity when he turned around, Kinara's face looked pale making Kafeel a little worried about Kinara's state but reluctant to ask.

"Is he sick? or is this just a trick for me to lose? didn't Nabila also often use this trick to attract my sympathy?" kafeel said inwardly as he continued to pay attention to Kinara.

"There's nothing else you need to explain, all the evidence has gone to you, and then what else do you want to do?" kafeel said with a ketus.

Hearing that Kinara's head was throbbing but Kinara tried to ignore it.

"Trust me Kaf. We're looking for the same proof, I'm sure I'm innocent" Kinara said.

"Sih you keep saying innocence, if a criminal confesses his guilt maybe the prison is full of Ra!" kafeel said with a cynical smile and then waltzed away from there.

"I'm sorry..."

Seeing Kafeel who was about to leave Kinara then tried to chase after him, but suddenly his head felt pulsating violently and slowly his field of view blurred and began to darken.

Brucks

Kafeel who heard the sound then looked back, Kafeel was quite surprised when he found out Kinara was lying below. With a worried feeling Kafeel then ran towards him to check on Kinara.

"It's very hot, you careless base" Kafeel said when he touched Kinara's forehead, which was very hot, it looks like Kinara has a fever right now.

Kafeel then carried Kinara ala bridal style and immediately took her to the hospital.

***

Hospital

Kafeel looked at Kinara who was lying weakly on the hospital bed, his pale face making Kafel's heart throb and worried about Kinara's condition.

At Kinara's slow touch, the heat in his body seemed to have dropped slightly and began to improve, making Kafeel then breathe with relief that Kinara was fine.

Kafeel stroked Kinara's hair slowly and allowed it. "Don't get sick like this again Ra, you scare me" she said slowly then kissed Kinara on the forehead and sauntered away from there.

**

Slowly Kinara's eyes began to open, Kinara stared up at her trying to gather her consciousness then looked around.

"Ah I am in the hospital" he said in his heart when he felt familiar with the distinctive smell of drugs that pierced his nose.

"Mom's up? how do you feel mom?" tanya Nining who then got up from her seat and approached towards Kinara.

"I'm not papa Ning probably just tired" said Kinara as she slowly got up and massaged her temple which was still slightly throbbing.

"Thank God mom, Delisha was so worried about your condition that she fell asleep on the couch" Nining said, pointing at the sleeping Delisha.

"Nothing to wake up, pity Delisha" Kinara said with a smile. "So, by the way, do you know who brought me here, Ning?" asked Kinara curiously.

"So said the nurse who called me, Ms. Kinara collapsed and was rushed to the hospital by one of the apartment staff who found her unconscious in front of the apartment unit Mr. Kafeel." nining explained but immediately made Kinara speechless.

"No way, I obviously felt like Kafeel was taking care of me since. I even heard his words, there's no way I'm just a hallucination, right?" he said in his heart while fumbling his forehead.

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