The Sanctity of Tarnished Love

Disillusioned

Dusk knitted his fingers, trying to shake off the nervousness that was beginning to overwhelm him. Ken, the man who used to be the backstop of his life, who used to hurt him. Now stand before him without feeling guilty. Wanted to get angry, and cursed at the man. But when his eyes met Ken's eyes, he was nervous, and his emotions went out instantly. No matter how much of a wound Ken inflicted on him, it did not close the fact that the man had once been a light in his life.

"I'm fine." said Dusk as he tried to smile. He won't let Ken know his nervousness.

"Where's your husband?" ken asked, looking to the right, and to the left.

"There he was talking to his companion" replied Dusk, pointing his hand at Dawn, which stood far enough from his current place.

"Oh, why don't you come?" Ken asked back.

"They talk about business, I don't like it." replied Dusk.

"Yes I know, what you like is not business, but romance. Isn't that Aya?"

"A-.what do you mean?" ask Dusk nervously.

Dawn, and Ken are two very different personalities. Dawn is a grown man, who is a little cold, and indifferent. His appearance was always elegant, and he was good at keeping an attitude.

As for Ken, he was about the same age as Dusk. Humorous nature, and romantic, the first twilight always withered with his deadly seduction. Its appearance is a little messy, but does not reduce its good looks. And his attitude, he more often looks childish.

"I'm sure you know what I mean, you haven't forgotten Aya's past" Ken replied with a big smile.

"If there's nothing important, go! I want to enjoy my drink alone, don't bother me!" said Dusk while squinting his eyes.

"You're getting more fierce, Aya, why? Your husband is unsatisfactory?" ask Ken.

Dusk clenched his hands. Hearing Ken's words that were quite frontal, his emotions immediately erupted. He again remembered the attitude of Dawn, which seemed to have no intention to touch him. As dusk rose from his seat, he looked at Ken very sharply.

"Go Ken!" said Dusk with a slightly high tone.

"All right, I'm going. But there's one thing I want to tell you. The day after tomorrow I'm going to Japan, to help Papa's business that's there. I'm gone for quite a while. Isn't there something you want to tell me Aya?" said Ken while staring fixedly at Dusk.

"No!"

"You sure? About two years I went Aya." said Ken.

"Among us there is no relationship anymore Ken. You are only my past, and my future is Kak Fajar. So I don't care, you'll be gone long, or just temporarily. Ken needs you to know, I never expected a meeting with you!" said Dusk as he stepped away.

Ken was stuck in his place. The words of Dusk hurt his heart enough. Slowly he glanced to the side, he saw Dusk who was stepping closer to Dawn.

"Five years is not a short time Aya, but it turns out there is no effect at all in your memory. That's as easy as you forget me, and erase all your feelings for me. Why Aya, why are you so cruel to me?" ken said in his heart.

***

The full moon still hangs beautifully in space. Dusk stared at his beauty from behind the glass of the car he was riding. It was almost midnight, Dawn and Dusk were already on their way to his apartment.

"Bag Dawn!" call Dusk while looking.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Are you tired, brother?" ask Dusk.

"No, why? You want to stop by for a minute, get some food, or..."

"No brother, we go home immediately." said Dusk with a smile.

Dawn also smiled, although in fact he did not understand the purpose of the question Dusk.

"Bag Dawn!"

"Hmmm." murmured Dawn while turning her head.

"Tomorrow, you have a show?" ask Dusk.

"No, tomorrow's Sunday baby, I'm not going anywhere." replied Dawn.

"Oh."

"Why? You want to take a walk?" ask Dawn.

"Of course." replied Fajar with a smile, as his hand rubbed the top of the head of Dusk.

"I hope you don't disappoint me tonight" said Dusk in his heart.

About half an hour later, they had already arrived at the courtyard of the apartment. Dawn stopped the car in the parking lot, then they got out of the car, and stepped towards her apartment together.

Dawn opened the apartment door, then he waltzed in while still holding the hand of Dusk. They continued to step, and headed to the room. Dusk placed his little bag on the table, his eyes glancing at Dawn who was releasing the bracelet in his hand.

Dusk smiled, as his feet stepped closer to Dawn.

"Bag Dawn!" call Dusk while standing right in front of Dawn.

"What's the matter, baby?" ask Dawn.

"Tomorrow you don't work, and you say tonight you're not tired. So.." said Dusk while releasing the buttons of his shirt Dawn.

"I'm your wife, sister, so it's not wrong if I seduce you. I won't let any woman mess with your heart Brother, including Adara." Inner Dusk in her heart.

The heart of Dawn is beating rapidly. His body felt increasingly hot as the Dusk fingers touched his breast skin. The dawn slightly lowered, the buttons of his shirt had been a lot of loose, only two were still buttoned perfectly.

"No, I can't do it!" the Dawn with the hunting breath.

"Not now, baby!" said Fajar while holding back the hand of Dusk who was about to touch his chest.

"Why?" ask Dusk while frowning in wonder.

What happened to Dawn? A question that disturbs the mind of Dusk. If usually the one who seduces is the husband, and his wife who procrastinates. But this, she had seduced, but her husband refused. Dusk bit his lips, as he stared at Fajar speechless while looking down. What the hell is going on?

"Am I less attractive, brother? Or is there another woman you love? Was I just your escape all along, brother?" ask Dusk in a high tone. He shook off the hand of Dawn holding his hand. His chest seemed to rise and fall withholding emotions.

"No Dusk, please do not misunderstand dear." said Fajar while holding both shoulders Dusk.

"Then what? Explain Brother! Since coming home from Singapore your attitude has begun to change, what have you met there?" snapped Dusk while staring at Dawn sharply.

Dawn took a deep breath, and exhaled it violently. In his heart he growled with annoyance, considering yesterday time in Singapore, ahh he again condemned his stupidity. Then Dawn removed the shoulder of Dusk, he rubbed his face violently, and wiped away the sweat that began to wet his forehead.

"I still want to be alone with you, baby, right now I don't want a child. That's my only reason, there's no other reason." said Fajar, clasping his hand.

"But Mama already wants a grandchild from you Brother." replied Dusk.

"Later I'll talk to Mama, I'm sure Mama will understand." said Fajar with a smile.

"Alright, but I don't think it's alsan Kak" said Dusk.

"You mean?"

"If because we don't want children, we can arrange it. Contraceptives are so many like Kak, we just choose which one we want." replied Dusk while still staring at Dawn.

The dawn looks wrong. He ruffled his hair violently. I don't know what he was thinking, Dusk couldn't guess at all.

"Bag Dawn!" call Dusk.

"Marriage is not just about s**s dear, it's important we love each other. We trust each other and take care of our hearts. Isn't that enough, baby?" said Fajar while rubbing the arms of Dusk.

Whether it sounds reasonable, or not. Dawn was at a loss for words, she no longer knew how to explain it to Dusk. He cannot be honest about the reality, he does not want to lose Dusk.

Dusk squinted his eyes. Little did he believe the words he heard from the mouth of Dawn. What kind of guideline is that? Just this time Dusk saw men didn't want s**s. Ken used to want it so much, only that Dusk always refused, because they were not married.

"Are you not normal, brother? Or perhaps you.." Inwardly twilight in his heart. He looked down, and

glancing down there.

"You're not imp*ten, but why don't you do it? Is it because you don't want to hurt another woman. You let me down, brother." said Dusk in his heart, his eyes began to glaze over, his heart was very sick with the attitude of Dawn this time.

Seriate.....