The Sanctity of Tarnished Love

Pilu

Alvin scrunched his forehead. Dawn's words sounded very serious, it seemed that he wasn't lying this time.

Then Alvin turned to look at Dusk, when his sister was looking down, and hid her face.

"Alley!" call Alvin.

The twilight remained lowered, he was too afraid to raise his face. In terms of association, Alvin was quite hard at educating him. She must have been very angry when she found out that Dusk was doing something stupid with a man who was not her husband.

"Alley!" snapped Alvin.

"I'm sorry Brother." said Dusk slowly, even the sound of his stuffing sounded louder, than he said.

"Say who did it Twilight!" alvin said in a high tone.

"I'm sorry Brother." again Dusk just said sorry.

"Tell me who he is Twilight! Don't keep apologizing, all I need is your answer!" snapped Alvin while holding both shoulders Dusk.

But the woman did not answer anything, only her cries now sounded louder.

"Don't be too hard Vin! It's my fault it's not her fault." said Fajar as he stepped closer to Dusk, and Alvin.

"What do you mean?"

"I couldn't do it for Dusk, and I wasn't quite honest about how I was either. So it is not wrong if Dusk does the error." replied Fajar with his leisure.

"You're crazy, it's a Dawn sin, it's a forbidden act. Do not equate his life with your life. Tell Dusk, who did you do it with!" alvin shouted while staring at Dawn, and Dusk sharply.

"That's Vin, the important thing is that you already know that your brother is fine. He's safe, he didn't have my disease at all. For any other business you don't need to interfere, I've forgiven him" Fajar said casually.

"You're crazy, it's a big sin! You're..."

"I understand the situation, and I forgive him anyway.

And you, now that you know that your sister's okay. So gohome! It's late." Dawn interrupted Alvin's speech.

"I wouldn't go home if Dusk hadn't answered my question!" alvin said firmly.

"You are stubborn. Sit down, and we'll talk about it! Don't keep yelling at her, she's pregnant" Fajar said as he stepped closer to the sofa, and then sat there.

Alvin, and Dusk follow the steps of Dawn. The three of them sat together on the living room sofa.

"Dusk Swab! Who's the father of your son?" alvin asked as he looked at Dusk sitting in front of him.

"I'm sorry Brother, I did it with Ken." replied Dusk quietly, almost like a whisper.

"Ken! Your ex?"

"Sorry Brother."

"What do you think of Dusk, where is your wits, why can do such a stupid thing. For the first time I'm really disappointed in you Twilight!" alvin said as he rubbed his face.

Alvin has repeatedly reminded Dusk of his choice. Did he really love Dawn? Or is he just looking for an escape? Did Ken really betray him, did Dusk talk about it? Alvin knows the relationship is twilight, and Ken's been going on for a long time. He did not want his brother to regret, because he made the wrong decision. And again, Alvin also knows how the relationship of Dawn, and Adara. Alvin was afraid that his sister would also just be made an escape. And now, their marriage goes this complicated way, indirectly having to do with the past.

"I'm sorry, brother, I was wrong. When I was looking for Brother Alvin, even Ken who was next to me, I was accidentally Brother. Everything just happens, I'm screwed, I can't think with my common sense." replied Dusk on the sidelines of his cries.

"Think whatever your mind is, but you shouldn't do that. You've forgotten my advice all along, yes! You really are a fool Twilight!" snapped Alvin.

"Sorry Brother." said Dusk.

"You think everything can be fixed with just an apology. You do not think about how the fate of the child will be, how he feels, when he knows he was born because of an adulterous relationship! And if she was born a woman, neither Dawn nor Ken, they could be her guardian. You can think of it as twilight!" alvin said as he stared at Dusk sharply.

"But I did not expect, it is precisely you who already have a partner, and never lack. Even doing something so stupid. Since childhood, I've been putting morals in you, but what are you doing! You let me down at dusk!" alvin was full of emotion.

"Enough Vin! Don't keep scolding him! You have no pity to see him cry like that!" shouts Dawn as she moves from her seat.

"You stupid Dawn! Really stupid. She's your wife, she made a fatal mistake, and you're so calm about it. Where is your heart!" snapped Alvin while pointing at the face of Dawn.

"Because I know the reason why he did it." replied Dawn quietly.

"I'm disappointed Vin too, but I can't do anything about it. I knew being my wife was hard, my way of life was so bitter." Inward Dawn in her heart.

"Armghh!!" alvin growled while clenching his hands. Seeing the crying Dusk sobbing, Alvin could not bear to continue scolding him.

"Then how are you doing now? And why don't you say it to Dusk. If only you had been honest from the beginning, maybe none of this would have happened Jar" Alvin said.

"You don't understand how difficult my position is, you think it's a dignified illness Vin. This is a disgrace, many people look at this disease with one eye. You think to say it to Dusk is easy, not Vin it's very difficult. I love her, I'm afraid she'll leave me when she finds out everything. Blame it on me! I was always in the wrong position, ever since I did it with Adara I've been wrong Vin." cried Fajar while holding his head. His chest seemed to rise and fall withstanding emotions.

"You know what's going to happen when outsiders know how I am. Papa's business will be ruined, my parents' good name will be tarnished. It feels like my brain is no longer able to hold too much weight." continued Fajar while biting his lips.

"Look I don't mean to blame you, I just..."

"Here you go, I also know that what's wrong is me." said Fajar.

"Where are you doing now? Your face looks pale, and you're a little thinner. What did the doctor say?" alvin asked while looking at Dawn.

"I'm fine, I'm pale because lately my work is quite a lot, I'm a little tired." replied Dawn with origin.

"You sure?"

"Of course sure." replied Fajar.

"Thank God then, mmm Dawn, how are your parents, don't they know what happened to you yet?" ask Alvin.

"Not yet." Fajar replied while shaking his head.

"Then?"

"Let's know, I don't know how to explain it. So let time do the talking." replied Fajar as his mind glared away.

Now that Dusk was pregnant, she was in a dilemma to say it, or not. If he didn't say it, his parents would know too. They will be disappointed if they find out too late.

But if he says it, the mistake of Dusk will be revealed. His parents will know that it's not his grandchild.

"Now what are you going to do?" alvin asked, staring at Dawn and Dusk in turn.

"Whatchu mean? Of course we will have this marriage well. We both love each other, we both forgive each other, and accept each other's flaws. Doesn't that sound so sweet Vin?" said Fajar as his hands embrace Dusk, and leaned it on his shoulders.

"Yes it sounds sweet, but it actually tastes very complicated, and bitter. I'm sorry, brother, because I'm pregnant, you can't be honest with Mama and Papa. I have troubled you a lot Brother." Inner Dusk while linking his hands together.

"I don't know what to say anymore" Alvin said quietly. He held his dizzy head, thinking of the reality he had just known.

"Then how the fate of Dusk later, sooner or later Aunt Rani will know the truth. And Dawn, seeing his current condition, could he accompany Dusk until old age. O Allah why must Dusk experience all this, why not just me. I thought marriage was the beginning of his happiness Twilight, but it turned out I was wrong." - Alvin in his heart.

"One by one people started to know about my illness. It turned out that I could not hide this disgrace forever." Inner Dawn while still hugging Dusk.

"I've made Kak Fajar, and Kak Alvin disappointed. Forgive me, forgive me Brother." Inner Dusk while wiping his tears.

Seriate....