The Sanctity of Tarnished Love

Like Dawn And Dusk

"Born, Brother, answer me, Brother!" shouted Dusk while grasping the arm of Dawn.

Then Dusk sustained the body of Dawn, and with great difficulty he brought the body of Dawn to the bed, and laid it there.

His face looked very pale and his eyes were tightly closed.

Dusk was so panicked, she took eucalyptus oil and applied it under her husband's nose.

"Back of Dawn, wake up, brother! Don't freak me out. Come on, brother!" dusk said on the sidelines of his cry, while shaking the body of Dawn.

After a few seconds, Fajar began to blink his eyes and his fingers began to move slowly.

"Brother Dawn, have you realized, Brother? Brother, you heard me right, brother!" shouted Dusk while staring at the face of Dawn.

"Senja," said Fajar very slowly.

"Yet you will wake up too, brother. What do you feel now, brother?" ask Dusk in panic.

"Calm down! I'm fine, I'm just a little dizzy .. and tired," Fajar replied with a smile.

Slowly he raised his hand and rubbed his twilight cheek.

"Pardon my attitude all this time" said Fajar very slowly, almost like a whisper.

It was as if there was a sharp object stabbing right in the mouth of the heart of Dusk, when he heard the word sorry from Dawn. Seeing the condition of her husband like this, Dusk felt very guilty. The cold hand of Dawn that touched his cheek, made himself aware of the pain that Dawn had been feeling all along.

"Don't apologize, I'm wrong, brother. I'm sorry I said something rude to you," said Dusk sobbing.

"Don't cry, you promised me you'd always smile" Fajar said, wiping his twilight tears.

"Where's your phone, brother, let me call Arrion" said Dusk.

"No, I'm fine, honey," replied Fajar.

"Sister, don't be stubborn! Where's yourphone?" dusk repeated his words.

"There's on the table, honey," Fajar replied with a long sigh.

Hearing Fajar's reply, Dusk immediately rose from his seat. He got out of bed and approached the table. He picked up Fajar's cell phone lying there. Dusk quickly called Arrion.

Meanwhile, Dawn looked at him while smiling bitterly.

"Arrion's arrival is unlikely to change things. I know my condition is getting worse, I don't know how much longer I'm going to last. Arrion suggested that I always be calm, and not bear the burden of the mind. That's why he also advised me to be honest with you. But the news really surprised me, honey. I never thought, if this is the end of our marriage. And my heart was getting claustrophobic, knowing that you were doing that, because of me. The biggest dream in my life is to make you happy, but in fact all this time I just hurt you. Forgive me, dear," said Fajar in his heart.

"Arrion is coming soon!" the word Dusk breaks the Daydream of Dawn.

"Yes" replied Dawn slowly.

The sun sat down next to the dawn. He held the cold hand of Dawn.

"Sister." Dusk stared fixedly at Dawn.

"Hmmm," murmured Dawn.

"I'm.I'm sorry. I'm..."

"Shhh!" sahut Fajar cut the sentence Dusk, while he put his index finger on the lips of Dusk.

"Don't apologize, you're not wrong. All this time I didn't understand how you were. I know you're having a hard time, I know this isn't all you want. So never mind, don't think about it again. I forgive you, and I accept the child in your womb." continued Fajar with a smile.

"The only thing I can do is to accept this situation with the air. Although I was disappointed, I couldn't blame him either. All this time I've been hurting him a lot, now it's time I made him happy. As long as God still allows me to breathe." said Dawn in his heart.

Dusk was stunned when he heard the words of Dawn. Just a few minutes ago, the man struck her with emotion. But now he said so softly. Even she easily accepted it. What's really on your mind?

"By dawn why not be angry again?" Twilight asked.

"I'm sorry I was emotional, but now that I realize it's not your fault, I'm guilty. It's a pity that you have accepted my circumstances, so I will also accept your circumstances. We both have flaws, and we will fix those flaws together. Like dawn and dusk, they were created to perfect each other, and that's what we are" Fajr replied at length.

As dusk closed his lips, he did not know what to answer. The words that Dawn expressed did sound beautiful, but somehow it made her heart even more restless. The dawn and the dusk are two things that are never together. Although it was created to complement each other, and to perfect each other, in reality the dawn and dusk are always at different points.

About half an hour later, Arrion had already arrived at the apartment. Dusk invited him to enter the room, and check the condition of Dawn. As for Dusk, he was waiting for him in the living room.

Arrion stepped closer to Dawn who was still lying on the bed.

"What happened to you, man?" arrion asked as he put down his tools, and sat down beside Dawn.

"I feel tired, and my head hurts a lot" Fajar replied.

"You should have just come to the hospital, it looks like your condition is pretty bad. If there you will get maximum care." said Arrion while checking Dawn.

"I'm still strong. The hospital treatment didn't make me recover either, did it?"

"Why did you become a pessimist like this? It's true it can't heal, but at least your endurance will be stable" Arrion said.

"It's Yon, I'll just rest at home." replied Dawn.

"You why? Any problem? Isn't this your happy day, your wife is pregnant right? You know, I was shocked, I didn't think you'd be that close. After this take Dusk to the hospital, let me check on him, he's positive or not" Arrion said.

"He can't be positive" Fajar said with a bland smile.

"What do you mean?" ask Arrion. He began to catch something strange in Dawn. The man became pessimistic, and the look on his face seemed to harbor deep disappointment.

"Now I can't be honest with my parents about my illness" Fajar said.

"Why?"

"Senja is not pregnant with me." replied Fajar.

"What!" shouting Arrion.

"Now there's not much more I can do. I'm just trying to make her happy, just think of it as making amends all along. He did that also because of me." said Fajar.

"You..are serious about what you say? Pregnant with someone else?" ask Arrion still can't believe it.

Dawn did not open her voice, she answered Arrion's question with just a nod.

"From the beginning I have advised you to be honest, but you never pay attention to my words. If only you had been honest from the beginning, maybe Dusk wouldn't have done this." said Arrion as he stared at Dawn.

"It's all happened, it's too late for me to regret. Oh yes Yon I need your help" said Fajar.

"What help?"

"You know Kenzo Antonio Son?"

"Know, why?"

"After my condition improves, I want to talk to him. But I don't know when it's time, and where to meet him" Fajar said.

"I understand, I'll help you. Now I'm gonna give you an injection. Call me later if you're not doing well. And don't forget to take the medicine regularly" said Arrion.

"Yes." answered Dawn briefly.

"My past is covered in sin, maybe this is karma for me. I can't blame fate for what's happening in my life right now. Now I can only hope, may God still give me enough time to make Dusk happy" said Fajar in his heart.

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