The Sanctity of Tarnished Love

Raysha Or Rasyha

"It's okay, brother, you shouldn't even bother buying me a gift. With you by my side, I am so happy." replied Dusk, looking at her husband gently.

"This time it's a very special gift, baby, I want to give you something you'll never forget. I guarantee you will definitely remember it until later." said Fajar as he rolled his eyes.

"Isn't he? What sis, ahh I'm so curious."

"Later you will also know dear." said Fajar.

"Marrel! Tell me now dong Kak." grumbled Dusk.

During this time Dawn always gave him dolls, and flowers, because Dusk was very fond of dolls. But for this time, I don't know what gift Dawn is preparing.

"If I told you now, it wouldn't be a surprise, baby. Just wait for later, not for long, only half a day" said Fajar with a big smile.

"Silver Dawn sucks." grumbled Dusk with a sweet lips.

"Don't pout, it'll be beautiful!" satir Fajar while laughing.

"Not funny!"

"You know your Mama's deck is upset, she's ugly. Do not look yes, look at Papa who is smiling sweetly." said Fajar while rubbing the stomach of Dusk is still flat.

Dusk smiled bitterly, seeing the Dawn that loved the child in his womb, guilt re-nested in his mind. Slowly Dusk raised his hand, he grasped the hand of Dawn that was rubbing his stomach.

"Sister!" call Dusk slowly.

Dawn let out a long sigh, she tried to ignore the call of Dusk. He knew what was going on in his mind.

"Darling you want her to be born a boy, or a girl?" ask Fajar while staring at Dusk.

"Male, or female is the same. I don't care about gender, as long as he was born healthy I'm happy." replied Dusk.

"But if I may ask, I sincerely hope that he is born a man. Because a man's soul is far more rigid than a woman's. I don't want him to fall, knowing the fact that he's an illegitimate child." said Dusk in his heart.

"Yes you're right, baby. Oh yeah, you got any name plans for him?" ask Dawn.

"Not Kak, his birth is still very long, I have not thought about the name." replied Dusk while shaking his head.

"I have one name, do you agree?"

"Who's Brother?" ask Dusk.

"Raysha is for women, and Rashya is for men. Both names have the same meaning, namely strong-spirited, and tough. I want him to grow up to be a tough person in the face of the rigors of life." replied Fajar with a smile.

"Raysha, Rashha's a good name, sister. Then whose full name is it?" ask Dusk.

"I haven't thought about it" Fajar replied with a grinning smile.

"Yahhh."

"That's your job, baby! Later while waiting for him to be born, you have to find his long name." said Fajar as his hand pinched the cheek of Dusk.

"Hmmm all right."

Dawn wriggled slowly, then he glanced at the clockwork on the table, it was 06.15 minutes.

"It's noon baby, I take a shower first." said Fajar while cupping both cheeks Dusk, then kissed his forehead long enough.

"Yes Brother." replied Dusk while hugging Dawn's waist.

After a few seconds, Fajar let go of his kiss. Then he got up from his sleep, and went down from the bed. Dusk was still in place, she stared at her husband's back until he disappeared behind the bathroom door.

Shortly thereafter, Dusk also rose from his sleep. He got off the bed, and stepped towards the dresser. He brushed his hair, and tucked it neatly. Then Dusk stepped out of his room, he headed to the kitchen room.

There, Auntie was preparing breakfast. I don't know what he cooked was delicious.

"What kind of cooking is Bi?" ask Dusk.

"This is Non mushroom soup, if the fried chicken is ripe." replied Aunt while pointing at the pot that was still on the stove.

"Oh yes Bi." said Dusk. Then she began to brew a cup of coffee for her husband.

"I live ya Bi" said Dusk as he walked away, he brought the cup of coffee to his room.

"Yes Non." replied Auntie.

Dusk continued to walk, and into his room, he placed the coffee on the table. Then he stepped towards the window of his room, and spread his curtain wide. Dusk smiled as he looked at the sun who began to crawl up.

Unsatisfied Twilight enjoyed the beauty of the morning, suddenly Fajr had already hugged his waist from behind.

Dusk lowered, his cheeks began to blush. The warm whisper of Dawn, also the warm breath, and the warm feeling spread far to the bottom of his heart.

And not yet had Dusk answer his words, Dawn was back to whisper.

"I love you so much, baby. One of the most beautiful things in my life is to have you, and to love you. If only I could turn back time, I would make you the only one in my life. Make you the first woman, and also my last woman." whispered Fajar as he tightened his arms.

"I love you so much, too, Sister, although I am not your first woman, but I am so happy to be your last. Don't regret the past, I'm just like you. I can't make you the first, nor can I make you the only one" said Dusk, clasping Fajar's hand coiled around his stomach.

"Yes you're right, there's no point regretting the time that's gone. All we can do is fix things that haven't happened. Honey take good care of him yes, make sure he grows, and is born healthy" said Fajar as his hands rubbed his stomach twilight.

"Yes, brother, I'll take care of him."

"I will love him as much as I love you" said Fajar, leaning his head on the shoulder of Dusk.

They hugged each other long enough. As if he was letting go of longing, because long time did not meet. After a few minutes later, Fajar let go of his embrace, not forgetting he kissed the top of the head of Dusk first.

"I'm getting ready, baby." said Fajar as he stepped towards the table.

"Yes Brother."

Dawn combed her hair, and then applied lotion on both her hands. While Dusk, he prepared a shirt, and also a suit that Dawn would wear.

"Thank you dear." said Fajar as he grabbed the white shirt that Dusk proffered.

Dusk smiled, then he helped Dawn button her shirt.

A few minutes later, Dawn was neat with its formal settings. He held up his briefcase, and prepared to leave.

"You didn't have breakfast first, brother?" ask Dusk.

"Don't baby, I'm not hungry yet. Later after the meeting I will have breakfast at the office." replied Fajar.

"That's it."

"Well, is it okay to have your own breakfast?"

"It's okay as long as Kak Fajar has breakfast, don't be late." replied Dusk.

"No, yes, I've gone, baby." said Fajar while peeping his forehead at a glance.

"Be careful Brother." replied Dusk with a smile.

Dawn stepped out of her room, and Dusk stared at her until she disappeared behind the door.

A few seconds later, Dawn returned to the room. Dusk stared at him while frowning in wonder.

"Why Brother?" ask Dusk.

"My phone's left dear." replied Fajar as he stepped towards the table, and grabbed his phone that was there.

"I'm going, baby." said Fajar with a smile.

"Yes, be careful, brother." replied Dusk.

After Dawn disappeared behind the door, Dusk stepped closer to the bed. He folded his thick blanket, and tidied his messy pillow.

A few minutes later, the door opened again. Dusk turned, it turned out that Dawn was back again.

"Why Brother?" ask Dusk.

"My car keys are missing baby." replied Fajar.

"Don't be in a hurry, just remember what needs to be brought" said Dusk as he approached Fajar who was standing near the table.

"There's no dear, I've brought everything." replied Fajar with a smile.

"Related?"

"Yes, I'm going, baby." said Fajar while peeping his forehead.

"Yes, be careful Brother." replied Dusk with a smile.

This time Dusk drove him to the living room. He stood in the doorway until Dawn disappeared behind the wall.

Seriate......