The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Trials of life

The third semester begins...

"Alya try to answer and explain to your friends the discussion of the number 5" asked the lecturer's mother to Alya

"Oh Allah why should I be appointed to go forward, I have absolutely no idea how to do the matter" Alya heartedly as she walked forward approaching the board

"How's Alya ? such a matter of time cannot ! So what do you get for a year over this college ? what will you teach your students ? looks like you got lost in this major ! it's sitting there !!!" snapped the lecturer to Alya

The events in the class really put Alya to shame. Alya felt increasingly unworthy to be in that department. The words of the lecturer who was so piercing continuously ringing in his head. The learning process that He faced the following days was always difficult for Him to deal with.

ttiywgg...

whatsapp messages are coming in from Kaffa..

"Assalamualaikum Alya I've been pussy, I'm waiting for you huh"

Alya just read it but didn't reply

Alya came before Kaffa with a limp condition, his face pale eloquent. It was as if there was no spirit of life accompanying him back then.

"Alya why are you ? are you sick ?" kaffa asked showing his concern to Alya

"I'm not papa Kaf, just lack of rest or overtime ngerjain task, I want to find a book first yes"

suddenly .....

Guubbbrraa...

Alya's body collapsed followed by the books he brought.

"ALIAH AA..!!" kaffa shouted worriedly

"Mba-mba please help me mba" Kaffa asked the people around to help him

Alya was taken to the campus clinic..

Kaffa who continued to be beside Alya could only look at her. A shady yet pale face filled his eyeballs. Kaffa is deeply concerned about Alya, the woman he loves. In his heart Kaffa was eager to wipe Alya's head, whispering softly in her ear, holding her hand, kissing her. But that's all Kaffa can't do. Although they were close, Kaffa never touched Alya on purpose.

"Alyas.. Alya..how are things ?" said Malika who came panting with Anggun and Nisa

"It's still unconscious"

"If I ask you to buy medicine for Alya yes, Anggun Nisa I ask you to please bring Alya's belongings in class yes, Alya may not continue to take lessons. Later if I realize I'm taking him to his boarding house"

*Czech.

The sound of the door lock opened, Alya's footsteps entered first to his boarding house, accompanied by Kaffa's footsteps. Kaffa went straight to the kitchen to get water for Alya.

"it's a drink first" Kaffa offered Alya water and medicine

*hhiiikkkssss..

alya's crying voice sniffled

"Why are you crying Alya ? does anything hurt ?"

"No Kaf, I'm sad to think about my lecture. I'm tired of Kaf. I don't think I can continue this class. This isn't my expertise."

Seeing Alya's tears that kept falling made Kaffa could not stand it anymore. He held Alya's shoulder to get closer to her. He took Alya's head to rest on her shoulder. He moved his hand rubbing his head to give peace to the sadness that Alya felt.

"Alya has. You don't talk about it. Remember your mother's father in the village. You must keep the spirit ........................." at length Kaffa gave his advice to encourage Alya.

Kaffa wiped Alya's tears to stop her. Their eyes looked at each other. Moving Kaffa's eyeballs towards Alya's ripe lips. Kaffa's heart was turbulent, wanting Him to do it but could not. He must resist his desire. Kaffa could only take a long breath to resist all his desires.

Since then, Alya has fainted more and more. His body is losing energy. Kaffa always persuades her to go to the hospital but Alya always refuses.

In the bathroom...

"Adduuuhhh" cried Alya in pain

"Why my chest hurts so much huh. This lump is getting bigger"

Actually since Alya often fainted, Alya had felt a small lump on his chest. But Alya never paid attention to it. All Alya had in mind at that time was how He could prove to people that He could also love physics and participate in his science.

But the more days the lump slowly enlarges. The bigger the lump, the greater the pain that Alya continued to endure. Alya never told the pain to his parents, to his friends let alone to Kaffa.

"Ahhh Ya Allah" cried Alya in pain while clutching her chest accompanied by her cry

"You why Alya ?" ask Kaffa worried

*Gubrakkkk

Not yet had time to answer Kaffa's question, Alya actually fainted first. Without a second thought, Kaffa immediately took Alya to the hospital assisted by Malika and her friends.

"The test results state that Miss Alya has a tumor pay*dara, it is clear this condition is actually a long time ago but only handled now. Because the lump is already big" said the doctor explained everything

Alya who had already realized first, could not stem her tears. Sobs filled the hospital room. Malika and the others cannot accept that her best friend has a serious illness. But Kaffa could only be silent to make sure that what he had just heard was the truth.

"Pay*dara tumor ? no. there is no way doc. try doctor check again ! it can't be doc, I'm healthy" Alya revolted with her tears that can't accept the reality of the condition she is facing

Alya never told her condition to her parents in the village. He did not want his parents to worry about his situation. Alya could only take the medicines given by the doctor.

But one night...

drrtt.

Alya's mobile phone vibrated getting a call from her parents.

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarokatuh. piye kabare nduk ?"

(how are you doing?)

"Waalaikumussalam Alhamdulillah slick buk, pak ibuk karo piye kabare sisters ?"

(Waalaikumussalam Alhamdulillah buk, father mother and sisters how are you?)

"Alhamdulillah sadulur kabeh neng kene slick nduk"

(Alhamdulillah all the families here good son)

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Suddenly Alya's cry broke. Hearing the voice of his Father Mother He could no longer stem what he had felt during college. Alya told me everything but Alya still told me by taking her illness lightly so that her parents did not worry.

Her parents knew that Alya's tumor was very small. Alya convinces her parents that she can handle everything. Alya also told me that in the city there was Kaffa and his friends who always helped him.

Even so, Alya's parents still worried about her son. The long distance and the many jobs that make Alya's parents have not been able to see the condition of his son in the city. Alya's parents can only send more money to Alya every month so that Alya can stay on medication.

Alya did not want to continue to dissolve in her sadness. He tried to accept all this by keeping busy in lectures and also traveling with Kaffa. Alya realized Kaffa was the center of her current happiness. With his condition, Kaffa and his family still want to accept Alya well. They always help Alya fight her disease.

Because of that, Alya's love for Kaffa grew bigger.

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seriate..