The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Harun al - Rasyid

The day of the walk arrives..

They leave on 2 buses.. One bus was accompanied by Farida, Sari and Husein. The other buses were accompanied by Abira, Harun and Kaffa. Surely Kaffa planned that he could be with Abira on one bus.

On the way, there was one of the drunken children traveling on Abira's bus. Abira was very worried and immediately gave her medicine at that moment. Seeing the patience Abira loved children, there seemed to be two pairs of eyes that looked at him with his admiration, Kaffa and Aaron.

Arriving at the Grand Mosque, the children were so happy. They play and learn. All the companions give their own material. When it was Abira's turn, actually Abira was a little nervous because everyone was looking at her. But Abira tries to calm down and immediately delivers her learning material. For the sake of the children, Abira had to be professional.

Not only that, just like other people, do not forget also they capture the moment together. Of course Abira was very happy, that day his wish could be realized. Abira asked one of his friends to take a picture of himself alone against the background of the full mosque which made the photo very charming.

The view of Kaffa never separated from the joyful look of Abira's face. Sometimes Kaffa also smiles to see the cute behavior of the girl with her students. Unintentionally Kaffa also sees his friend Aaron secretly watching Abira with a hard-to-understand look. Kaffa seemed to squint his forehead indicating he did not like it. However, all the feelings were dissolved when the Adhan reverberated and they all immediately performed prayers together.

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Arriving at home, Abira felt very flowery. Plus his friend who sent him pictures of himself. Because of the excitement that peaked, without a doubt Abira uploaded the photo on his WhatsApp story. Abira never kept the phone numbers of other men except her father and brother. So Abira can freely express himself without having a man who is not mahram looking at his beautiful photos.

tingg. shortly there was an incoming message.

"May you be happy today" - Kaffa

Reading the message Abira only slightly raised her lips to smile. Abira was very eager to reply with thanks, but all that he said.

While elsewhere, there is Alya who is confused when he saw the story of WhatsApp Abira. The feeling of envy started to seep again in his heart because Alya was also very eager to get there. Again and again Alya feels that Abira's life has always been luckier than hers.

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The next day in the cafeteria...

"You why Al ? your pain is recurring ?" kaffa asked seriously

"not Kaf"

"But you look lethargic"

"I'm jealous of Abira"

Instantly the word made Kaffa stop eating.

"Riss ? the same Abira ? why is he ?

"Liat deh story WhatsApp, Abira to Masjid Raya Kaf, you will know I want to go there" said Alya

Kaffa seemed confused, because the story was not on him. Kaffa starts thinking that Abira must not have kept his number. But on one side Kaffa smiled looking at the photo that showed that day Abira was very happy. Kaffa feels lucky Abira just uploaded a photo of herself. If he uploads photos with children, of course Alya will immediately know that he is lying..

"Please Al, we'll be there"

Seeing that the man's face looked different, Alya felt guilty for wanting to force all her will.

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His afternoon...

Actually every Wednesday Abira is off teaching. But at that time Kaffa told the teaching team to come because there was something to say.

Abira came first. When it comes to time, Abira is indeed a very disciplined girl. He looked awkward because his female friend had not yet come. There was only Kaffa and Aaron.

"We wait until everything comes first huh" Kaffa told Aaron and Abira

Hearing that, Abira only nodded small.

The two men continued to look at Abira. Instantly the vision broke when Aaron said something that made Kaffa's eyes wide in wonder.

"Kaf.. Where do you know Abira from ?

Kaffa was astonished, for only this time did Aaron ask something about Abira.

"My school's victory was bang. But now one campus is also different majors" replied Kaffa looking towards Aaron

"Did Abira have a husband ?"

Hearing that question, Kaffa not only felt astonished. But his heart was full of questions. Why did his friend ask that question.

"Hmm. less tau bang" replied Kaffa briefly

"What are they talking about ? Why while looking at me like that" muttered the inner Abira who was aware of the situation

Feeling uncomfortable, Abira went out to sit in the gazebo while waiting for other friends to come.

After that finish..

When he wanted to go home, Kaffa's gaze looked straight at something in front of him. Abira and Aaron were talking about something. Although Abira kept his head down, Kaffa could see a serious-looking Aaron talking something.

The view was broken when Aaron finished talking and walked towards him. Seeing that Kaffa's heart became unreasonable, the curiosity that was stirring could no longer be restrained.

As if he understood what Kaffa meant, Aaron smiled.

"Abira doesn't have a candidate yet" Aaron replied, patting Kaffa on the shoulder

Aaron came back just to get his bag left behind. Just like Abira, Aaron soon returned home leaving Kaffa who was still standing there.

"No candidates yet ? what does he mean he asked that ? what does Aaron like about Abira ?" kaffa's inner murmur

That whole night Kaffa was very upset. Even he reasoned to Alya wanting to sleep faster when Alya wanted to call her. Fortunately Alya understood that and assumed that that day he must be exhausted.

How not to be upset, the figures of Abira and Aaron continue to exist and rotate the memory of his memory. There is a sense of worry and fear in Kaffa. Kaffa recalled how Aaron looked at Abira at that time. Kaffa also recalls how Aaron asked about Abira that day. Unable to resist, Kaffa took his phone and tried to contact someone. Abira, who else if not contact Abira.

"What's the bang Aaron came to you when he came home ?"

In her room, Abira only sees the message and does not want to answer it.

Kaffa, who was increasingly upset and waiting for an answer, was even more upset when Abira only saw the message without replying. Then he sent me another message.

"Don't just look, answer me ! is he bothering you ? remember you're my responsibility, I promised your father that"

Kaffa tries to reason on behalf of his papa hoping Abira will repay him.

Abira who returned to see the message also let out a long sigh. He collapsed his body, his gaze staring up at the ceiling of his room while recalling something as Aaron approached him.

"Abira wait" said Aaron running a little towards her

"Well, what's wrong" Abira answered immediately lowered her gaze

"Don't call ustadz, ustadz only calls when there are children. I feel inappropriate. We're only 3 years old, call me bang like everyone else" Aaron looked at Abira

Abira who heard that was silent.

"Alright, sorry if this seems to bother you. But I want to ask you something...

Are you ready to get married ? If so, do you have a husband ?" said Aaron blurting out a question that has been stirred in his heart

Abira was shocked not to play. The words were like lightning in his heart. Without the rain first, suddenly the figure of the man asked something personal to him. Though Abira knew that during teaching, he and Aaron never once engaged in communication contact. Well it's just just accidentally staring at each other.

"I've been watching you for a long time since the first time you came in here that look was on you. Maybe this is a little more, but I really feel that first sight love really does exist. If you're ready and no one wants you yet, let me go to your house to propose to you"

Darrr. it feels like Abira's heart is hit in a row. The male figure he was in front of right now actually said what Abira was thinking. How could the man love her. Abira felt that all this time he had behaved as he should. Abira's daydream breaks out when the man speaks to her again.

"Abira"

"Ohh i.iya ustadz.. ehh bang" replied Abira very nervous

"so how's it ?"

Abira tried to sigh in order to control herself.

"Abira has no candidate, no one has come home to apply. If to marry... InShaaAllah is ready if parents approve"

"Alhamdulillah.so when can I go to your house ?" aaron replied with a happy face

"We should ta'aruf first in order to get to know each other, Abira does not want to later arise regret. about the time later told. Sorry Abira excuse me first" Abira replied, ending the conversation by leaving Harun who was blooming at the time

Yep.. Aaron al-Rashid.. The man had been secretly feeling for Abira. He always fell in love when he saw a reflection of the good morals that Abira had. Today his feelings have arisen and he has revealed them.

At once Abira's vision was interrupted when her phone rang. The screen of the phone turned out to be Kaffa calling her. A slightly upset Abira tried to ignore him.

"Abira.. lift !" (Kaffa sent me another message)

"Nothing, he's not interrupting" (answered Abira's relented so that Kaffa doesn't continue to interfere with her rest periods

"What are you talking about" Kaffa asked curiously

"it's none of your business" Abira answered briefly and then immediately turned off her phone to stop Kaffa from disturbing her

"Oh Allah, what am I doing right ? You know very well my feelings for Kaffa even though I know Kaffa's feelings for Alya. But Ustadz Aaron is a good man, I didn't even think he loved me. Without a doubt he even wanted to directly propose to me. He is well-intentioned to me, it would be dzolim if I rejected his good intentions without giving it a chance. We will ta'aruf first anyway" muttered inner Abira

Elsewhere, Kaffa was increasingly upset when Abira suddenly could not be contacted. Kaffa believes Abira must have turned off her phone.

"Aargghh. I'm sure that Aaron will propose to Abira. I'm sure all this time he must have secretly loved her. No ! I will not let. I've been looking for it for years, when I've been together I won't let Abira fall on anyone else" Sarkas Kaffa

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seriate..