The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Explanation of Nisa

The next day, Nisa is forced to look after Alya alone because Alya's mother has to go to the dock to take all the items she left.

"Nis.." call Alya in a small voice.

"Alyas.. Alya you are awake" said Nisa approaching with her happy face.

"I why ? Where's my mom's dad ?" alya asked who was still half conscious.

"Your father must go home because of the pity your brothers left at home. Your mother recently went to the dock to pick up your needs that were delivered. Will be back soon. Relax, you are not alone, there I am" Nisa replied trying to calm down with her smile.

A moment of silence was present between them. Actually Nisa is very worried about Alya's condition. He knows very well the nature of Alya who always thinks about things excessively. No wonder if every problem befell him, his body would instantly weaken.

While Alya, she was trying to remember something.

"Miss.. Malika Nis's.. Graceful.." said Alya instantly with her hysterical cry.

Nisa was shocked to hear that. Now he knows that Alya has remembered everything.

"Well, what's wrong with them ? Istighfar Alya istighfar.remember your parents, lest they see you like this" replied Nisa worriedly.

Nisa who already knew all the contents of the message pretended to act as if she did not know anything. He wanted Alya to tell him everything in detail.

"Where's my phone" asked Alya with a huff.

Nisa gave it to him.

"Here.see this" Alya tried to point out something.

Nisa just looked down, she couldn't stop her crying.

"Where did you get this ?" ask Nisa.

With a tightness in her chest, Alya tried to tell Nisa everything. Starting from him who tried to have an Instagram account, Kaffa account is still left on his cellphone, until he found all the messages.

"I remember something, it's worth the time I wanted to go KKN, I saw a call from Kaffa who called Malika. Has their relationship been around for a long time ? What exactly happened when I got home ?" alya asked with tears.

"I. I.." said Nisa stammered who was confused to answer what.

"And you, why are you here ?" alya asked her to break her daydream.

"That morning Malika and Anggun called me. From their voices, I knew there was worry and fear. I know there must be something, but I don't know what it is. They asked me to try to contact you because they couldn't do that. When I called you, your mother picked him up and told him you were in the hospital. That's why I came straight here" explained Nisa.

"You haven't answered my question. Look at me Nis ! What happens when I come home ? you must know something" Alya asked with teary eyes.

For a moment Nisa closed her eyes, took a deep breath and thought for a while. He was confused about what he should do. If she told him what she knew, it must have caused a lot of pain to Alya's heart. But if he does not tell what he knows, he will feel very guilty.

"I.. I don't know much. As you know we both went back to the village that day. But..." Nisa disconnected her explanation out of doubt.

"But what"

"But there was one day I went to college to take care of the administration of my proposal seminar file. At first I thought it didn't take long and I could go home in a day. But I was wrong, it turned out I ran out of her registration form and had to wait for tomorrow again. You know I've also cut costs because of this pandemic. At that time I was confused, if you go home and come back again of course the cost is expensive. At that time I thought Malika who was still greedy and intended to stay for one day."

"I didn't get to tell Malika that time because my phone died. So I decided to go straight to the boarding house. Arriving there, I was surprised that there was also Kaffa" continued Nisa.

"They're just two ?" alya's question cuts through Nisa's explanation.

Nisa also nodded small.

"Continue Nis" pinta Alya amidst the rushing roar of tears.

"They were quite surprised by my sudden arrival. But not long from that Kaffa immediately went home. Seeing those who are mediocre, I did not think badly in the least and there were also many papers. Malika said they helped each other work on thesis proposals, yes at that time I believed in it. After my business is done, I go home because the officer said there the file can be taken 2 weeks to 1 month."

"2 Weeks later I went to college again, but I left late in the afternoon and into the evening. Again I did not tell Malika first to ride in her boarding house. When I got there, it was empty. I tried to tap repeatedly but there was no answer. So I decided to just wait until he came home."

"I waited long enough, almost 2 hours from where Malika came home. But what I'm surprised about is that he was driven home by Kaffa" Nisa explained.

Hearing all of Nisa's explanations, Alya could only continue to cry trying to digest everything.

"Seeing Malika's nervousness that night made me feel even more that something was wrong. I urged Malika to be honest. What's going on between him and Kaffa. But the more I pressed, the more Malika brushed everything off. At that time I could only advise Alya. Because I don't know anything either. After reading everything you showed me, now I know that they are in a relationship even more than just a relationship" Nisa said, ending her explanation, she covered her face with both hands, stemming the cries for feeling guilty towards Alya. If it ended up being like this, he would have long since told Alya that.

"Continue Graceful ?" alya asked breaking Nisa's cry.

"That's it, about Grace I don't know anything. I only know about Malika. Because after his boarding time runs out, he also goes home right ? That's why I only thought about staying at Malika's house" replied Nisa.

"I have to ask for an explanation from both Nis"

"That's Alya, don't think of them. Your health is more important now. Forget about Kaffa ! he just keeps bringing bad influences to your life ! for your health !"

"That's exactly Nis. If you think Kaffa is a bad influence then we should save our friends" Sarkas Alya.

Nisa who heard that was resigned and could do nothing but obey Alya's wishes. It is true, however, the truth must be Malika and Anggun themselves who explain.

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seriate..