The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Finale

Watching Abira graduation, makes Alya not want to lose. Alya maximized everything. Enjoying the drama of the preparation of the thesis that makes him no longer think about Kaffa and Malika. Alya struggled on her own, bypassing the thesis peppered with her often relapsing illness.

4 months later..

One class of physics 2 was made excited by the happy news from Abira. Abira invites all her friends to her wedding. Yes Abira is getting married.

Getting the news made Alya feel left very far behind Abira. Again he felt that Abira was better than him. He who is good deserves someone good.

2 months later..

Finally after a long struggle, Alya would also feel her happy day. The day the whole class struggle will be over. With her efforts and all her do'a, Alya passed the thesis exam and was able to enroll in graduation. Even though it was 1 semester late, Alya was still grateful for it. He who used to intend to end his lecture, just now finished it with his own efforts and hard work.

Alya's graduation was held 1 month later. His mother, father, and sisters and friends were present to congratulate him. No exception Abira, after marriage he did not even forget Alya. Though at that time Alya did not tell her at all about the news of her graduation. Alya tried to understand because Abira had a family. But all that did not prevent Abira from congratulating him on his long struggle.

After graduation, Alya decided to return to the village. He who had fused with the place as if he felt another place was not right for him. Alya prefers to devote herself to the beloved boarding school where she used to go. With a name that is getting longer because of his degree, now Alya proudly holds as a physics teacher there. The subjects are very rarely in demand by children of pesantren graduates like himself. Alya wants to change the viewpoint of his sisters, that physics is not as bad as they think.

1 Year of the quiet life that Alya felt, back to being disturbed by the news that made him a little surprised. With her leisure Malika sends her and Kaffa's wedding invitations to Alya WhatsApp. However, Alya was astonished by the reaction of her body. If you used to hear news about them, surely Alya's body responded badly. But now feeling the cold heart has not crossed. Alya realized that he had completely accepted everything by now. Alya also realized that for 1 year and a half their relationship still continues even to the level of marriage.

For a moment Alya leaned his body under a shady tree on the edge of a small river behind his pesantren. Staring at the sky that kept going, just like his life. Alya took a deep breath as if she did not want any more tears to be shed.

"I accept all this, O God. My cancer, my cysts even the peptic ulcer I just found out about. I accept.it's all my fault, it's all because of what I did. Forgive me who has been negligent in guarding this body that You are lending, O God."

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Hey guys, everybody.

If you're in Alya's position, how do you feel ?

Find all the reality in his life, you will accept or give up ?

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