The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Advice

A few days later..

"How are you doing now ? is it much better ?" kaffa asked Alya

"Yes, it's much better"

"Kaffa.em forgive my mother for acting like that to you, I'm just worried about my situation"

"Have he come home ?"

"yes it is"

"Are you sure you're still undergoing alternative medicine ?"

"I'm sorry I had to obey my mother, but if this doesn't go well, I'll convince my mother for chemotherapy" Alya replied wryly

"Why can I ask you something ? what did you say to Mom that time was serious ?"

"Do you think I'm messing around after arguing with your mother like that ?" kaffa replied, looking a little upset

"That's not what I mean"

"Do you doubt me ? even though I'm just a marbot and a naji teacher, I'm sure I can support you !"

"Sorry, I don't mean that, I have no doubt about you at all, I'm sure of you. But our parents ? we are only twenty years old, we are even still in college" said Alya calmed Kaffa while holding both hands

"After college, we went home. We'll ask you about Mom and Dad"

"Flame.."

Without listening to Alya's reply again, Kaffa immediately left her just like that carrying her anger. In his mind Alya actually thought, through the attitude that Kaffa showed, how Kaffa did not want to lose himself. Alya was again made to feel lucky for the presence of Kaffa beside him.

***

"You just turned 20. If you want to get married now then you want to get married young. You two are still in college. Let's just say Alya's parents approve of everything. But when you get married, one thing for sure is that we as parents raise our hands on all the tuition and necessities of your life. Because you have a family and you have your own responsibilities."

"Your college, Alya's college, you pay for yourself. Not to mention the daily necessities. I didn't mean to doubt you, maybe your salary is enough just to support you two. But what if you are quickly given the mandate to be a parent ? your burden will increase. You guys can face him ? not to mention mixed with college business. You can drop out of college if you can't face it all. I don't want you to feel remorse at the end and end your divorce. Marriage is not when we want it but when we are ready. Think about it well"

Kaffa just ducked down without saying anything listening to his father's advice.

Kaffa's mind was muddled, he tried to digest all the words for the sake of his father's words. He is a little calmer and can think clearly. In his heart he allowed all that. How is the college ? How's the goal ? on the one hand, he also did not want to make Alya's life difficult because he was with her. He recalled the economic situation of his family. As a first child, even if he is married, he must still help his youngest sister's school fees. His confidence now seemed to shrink.

***

Drafted.

"What Kaffa's father said was all true Al. Maybe yesterday he was just carried away when your mother did not allow you to be in chemo" Malika said

"Yes Al. Let alone your college struggle is only half way. Wait a little longer until you graduate" added Anggun

"Sabar Al. We are all here for you. We know you guys are close but getting married is not the right decision for now" Nisa said staring intently at Alya

"Apardon Al in advance, it's not that I want to discourage you but seeing what happened back then it seems that your mother didn't like Kaffa. Moreover, it was their first meeting" said Fara hesitantly

Hearing all the words of her friends Alya could only bow silently.

I don't know what he should say. Both are people he loves. One is his mother and the other is Kaffa. Alya could only take a deep breath to throw out all the agitation in her heart. End the day by not thinking too much about everything. They're all right. He chose not to think too much about his heart for the sake of his health. She had to recover in order to convince her mother of her feelings.

The days just pass by. They both agreed to choose the path according to what Alya thought, living the days as usual without having to burden their feelings with emotionally charged decisions and forgetting everything that had happened.

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seriate..