The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Inculpation

Abira always spent more time in her room. He was very afraid to go out because he did not want others to worry about his situation. That's how Abira is, he really doesn't want to share his pain.

Although outside the house Abira is known as a closed and cold figure, but when at home Abira is a very cheerful girl. He always exchanged laughter with his papa. Prudent attitude and tidings that can always make the whole house laugh because of it. Being the only princess certainly makes a spoiled attitude in Abira. All of these attitudes are covered because they want to make men not interested in him and only sincere people want to be friends with him.

But since that incident, slowly Abira brought his cold attitude into the house.

"Pa.. during papa out of town, Bira permission to nginep in kosan temen Bira ya pa" said Abira hopeful because he knew it would be difficult to ask permission with his papa.

"Which "men ? what's her name ? where is kosan ? women, right ? did you ever play here ?" ask Papa Abira with questions that are endless.

Abira already knew that he would definitely be interrogated with so many questions. But seeing her little changed son, Abira finally allows her with Rosa's help.

3 Days later..

"Ra.. are you sure you still don't want to go to college ?" ask Rosa.

Abira just nodded small.

"Well, I'm in college for 2 hours. When I finished I went straight home. Wait for me yes, eat breakfast" continued Rosa.

Again Rosa had to resign. she knew very well how her friend's attitude was. Despite three days of her stay, Abira still acts cold to her. It was useless to persuade Abira to tell a story if that was not her own wish. Let alone for the story, spoken to was very minimalist once the answer.

Rosa understands all of that. Since the day Abira left class crying, Abira has changed. Tends to daydream more. Even every night Rosa had to listen to Abira deliriously.

While in the campus looks Alya who has started going to college after he was healthy and out of the hospital. Alya learned that for 3 days Abira did not enter the lecture without information. There was a little question in his heart, but a second later he cleared it.

3 days of not getting the slightest news about Abira drove Kaffa crazy. For some reason even though Alya tried to kill himself until then he fell into a coma, his heart just thought Abira disappeared no news. Now Kaffa knew, although he wanted both, but his heart was more inclined to Abira.

"What's wrong with you Alya" asked Kaffa.

"I ? why ?"

"You're weird, you shouldn't be acting like this"

Alya smiled cynically.

"Want I should how ? just let you go after everything you wanted from me have you got ?" alya replied with her flat face.

"I'm sorry I can't take you, I have to find Abira, you must know she's been out of business for 3 days. Whatever the circumstances are like that is because of me"

"Keep what about me ? why don't you think of me like you think of Abira ?"

"You've improved Alya. I took care of you and didn't leave you until you got out of the hospital. My focus is on you. Now understand ! don't be selfish ! he was completely innocent" the Kaffa circus left Alya as if he did not believe what he heard.

Drafted..

"Arghh. because Abira Kaffa's attitude changed. Why Abira had to return to the life of Kaffa even when he was with me.. I just felt happiness. Why did all this happen to me" Alya's circus lamented over her life.

The newly-created Malika was very surprised by Alya's scream.

"Alya you why" asked Malika worriedly.

"Kaffa" Alya answered with sobs of her tears that melted in Malika's arms.

"What happened to Kaffa, tell me everything. Don't hurt yourself by holding everything alone"

Hearing that Alya was aware of her weak self now. Slowly he recounted his heart's complaint hoping it could ease the pain he was facing right now.

Malika was shocked wide, she was busy thinking based on her own point of view without asking Alya for details. Hearing Alya say it made Malika conclude something, that Abira took Kaffa from Alya. In his heart he really did not think Abira could do that.

tinggg.

At first Abira did not want to ignore it, but he was afraid it was a message from his father. It turns out his guess was wrong.

"Women are not ashamed ! how could you snatch your own friend's partner ! where is your conscience ! you are a woman with no heart ! I really did not expect your behavior, you must have teased Kaffa right ! I thought you were good but it turns out that all this time you were just pretending to be good, taking cover behind your Islamic look ! you know how much Alya suffers now seeing Kaffa who has changed because of you, plus he has to fight his own illness ! instead of apologizing but you instead dodged for days!" - Malika.

Seeing and reading the message made Abira cry again, her hands trembled as if she did not believe the inappropriate words that were thrown for her.

Rosa who heard that rushed over to her.

"What is Ra" asked Rosa worriedly.

Abira just kept crying while clutching her head with both hands. Every now and then he hits his own head, hoping the memory doesn't keep coming back.

"Ra please answer" said Rosa who joined in tears hugging Abira.

Seeing Abira who never responded, Rosa immediately took the Abira mobile phone that was nearby. He read the vile message, now he knows the cause of his friend's tears.

"What is Ra ?" ask Rosa gently.

Abira who could not stand the pain that had filled her heart began to want to tell her. He told me everything he experienced.

Hearing that Rosa shut her mouth. The shock made his heart beat unbearable. He really did not expect the complicated situation that was happening to his friend. His hands clenched because he knew his best friend did not deserve those vile words.

"It's Ra's fault, you're being slandered. We need to clear your name"

"Is Alya there to make a story like this on your WhatsApp" Abira asked in tears.

Rosa saw the photos of WhatsApp stories uploaded by Alya. His eyes were filled with friendly photos of Alya and Kaffa, seen it was a photo perpetuated from various moments they went through together. For a moment Rosa also checked her phone, but she did not find the same story on Alya WhatsApp.

"Nothing" said Rosa glanced at Abira.

"Oh Allah, why did he hurt me so much" Abira said in tears, not believing in everything.

Yep.. Alya uploads their friendly photos together just for Abira alone. Under such circumstances, Abira was still prejudiced by asking Rosa everything first, but unfortunately Rosa's answer confirmed her assumption.

Abira quickly took the medicine. Rosa just let her best friend wish it could be a little quieter. Although he did not know what medicine Abira was taking. Since they lived together, Abira has continued to take the drug. But suddenly Rosa was a little relieved because not long after Abira must have fallen asleep.

"It's a pity you Abira. All this time you protect your feelings, you give up your happiness but still you are accused. You're good, you're the best girl I've ever met" said Rosa, who keeps looking at and gently caresses Abira's sleeping hair.

Next day..

The news so quickly spread in the campus due to the mouth of Malika's bucket that was too defensive of Alya. Of course, all the children sided with Alya because it is indeed what they know is Alya with Kaffa. Plus all this time they tend to dislike Abira because of her cold attitude. Unlike Alya who is very humble and cheerful.

Rosa who realized all that was very scared. If later Abira already wants to go to college he must immediately know everything.he can not imagine how much pain Abira feels.

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seriate..