The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Nisa & Rosa's Plan

"Loh Rosa" said Nisa in shock.

"Hi Nis, how are you ? it's been a year or so" answered Nisa enthusiastically meeting her classmates.

"Alhamdulillah. Alone, Ros ?" ask Nisa.

"No. I'm the same Abira. Stay waiting Abira graduation list only. If my business is done" answered Rosa.

"Abira ? graduation ?" nisa asked again as if she could not believe it.

"Iya Alhamdulillah Abira wants graduation. We are not all that hehe. Abira has totality when she is focused. Hhm.. like online lectures because this pandemic for us class lost contacts all yes, busy each until the achievement of his own team does not know"

"Rosa has come home" said Abira who had just come to them.

The eyes of Nisa who was trying to find the origin of the voice were immediately wide at the appearance of the woman before her with admiration. With elegance behind her clothes, she now also wears a face mask. Yes.. Abira is now increasingly closed, now he is wearing a veil.

"Eh Nisa you're here too ?" greet Abira.

"Abira..this is you ?"

Abira just smiled. Although her face was now covered by a sacred cloth that protected her beauty, but Nisa could see from the corner of her slightly narrowed eyes signifying that Abira was smiling.

"Where are you going after this ? we go to yuk perbus. Hasn't it been there long ?" take Nisa.

"Hhm, actually I also want to go to the Nis perpus, but I have to accompany Abira to one more place" answered Rosa.

"No papa Ros. You are the same as Nisa later I will follow you. We are often both. You're the same Nisa just met. When else is there a chance to go to the library looking for a book together."

"All right Ra"

Of perpus..

Actually Nisa's mind is still filled with curiosity about Abira. Having just met, Abira had already pointed out various surprising things. He who wants to graduate, decided to veil even his attitude that was not as cold as before.

Nisa kept looking towards Rosa. Nisa is very sure Rosa can answer all her questions.

"Rose. Can I ask you something ?" nisa said hesitantly.

"Yes Nis. Just ask"

"Abira" said Nisa.

"I know for a fact that you will ask about Abira after meeting her earlier. You're the one who's been astonished by the whole change"

Nisa grinned hearing Rosa know all the contents of her head.

Rosa happily began to tell one by one about Abira.

Starting from the reality of the truth he and Kaffa. Wicked libel that extends to him. Until a pandemic emerges and drowns her out of the crowd but turns her into a diamond.

"What ?" nisa was shocked.

"Yes that's the truth. There is nothing between Abira and Kaffa. Although Kaffa always tried to find a gap to get close to him, but Abira also always dodged. With the heart of Kaffa twisted the facts on Alya and made his name ugly because of the slander that sprung up. I could swear. I was the witness where Abira kept her honor. I was the witness of how Abira endured all her pain of the sharp tongue of man being pierced into her heart."

"But did he reply once ? there is no Nis. He never once returned pain with pain, he accepted it all and hoped that God would expand his patience. It was their own fault that they were dishonest. Moreover, Alya, he even repeatedly hurt Abira with his friendly photos with Kaffa, I did not even expect Alya Setega that. Alya just made that status for Abira and at that time Abira was still prejudiced with him."

"Lucky pandemic came and made it more time to improve. So that makes it what it is now. See how Allah has facilitated all his affairs, as he continues to prejudge Allah over all the provisions that Allah has given for him. If I were him, I might have given up. That's why I was so amazed at the figure of Abira" explained Rosa at length.

Nisa was stunned to hear all her reality. Although all this time he never blamed Abira, but still the slanted news was enough to affect him. Alya never told her the whole story. So he thinks like everyone else thinks. A second later there was one question that stuck in Nisa's heart.

"But why are they even hostile ?" asked Nisa curiously.

"Riot ? that's not Abira's will. Abira even repeatedly tries to greet Alya, contacting her, offering her help. It's just that Alya was always unwilling and evasive. Every time Alya looked at her, Abira was always crying. Abira doesn't want anyone to hate her, but she realizes it's beyond her power. So Abira chose to give Alya time first and Abira was sure that one day they would return to what they used to be" Rosa replied.

"Oh yes actually also Abira really wanted to talk to Alya both, but.

Hearing that, Nisa already knew what Rosa meant. To make that happen, they try to plan something.

After returning to Kosan, Nisa immediately told everything to Alya. About her encounter with Abira and about the truth of Rosa's story.

Alya who heard that just looked down. Alya realized that she had done everything just to hurt Abira. Now he also realized his behavior was a mistake. Because his feelings for Kaffa used to be so great, making his eyes closed from the truth.

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Next day..

"Which nisa yes.. He said he was waiting here" murmured Alya.

"Alya" said Abira in shock.

Alya who heard the voice looked familiar. What was foreign to him was the figure of the woman in front of him made him doubt the truth that was on his mind at that time.

"Abira.what is this Abira, He.." Inner Alya.

"How are you ?" ask Abira.

"Good" Alya answered briefly.

"It turns out exactly what Nisa told me" Alya's inner self again.

Nisa and Rosa who were planning the meeting could only see them from a distance and send both messages simultaneously.

Those who sent the message read it at the same time.

"Oh it turns out they deliberately brought us here" said Abira broke Alya's daydreams.

Silence was present between them. Both of them looked clumsy to start a conversation. But again Abira was heartened and started first.

"Let's meet here. Hmm I mean they've been working hard to get us here, I want to apologize to you for the whole thing..."

"I'm the one who should be apologizing to you" said Alya cutting off Abira's words.

"I've been wrong with you a lot. My love used to blind me so I couldn't tell which was wrong and which was right for me"

Alya vented all her heart. The pain he felt after all the reality that befell him. All his regrets about Kaffa were told.

"Alya has. Please apologize to God and your parents. Repent with repentance, Allah is Forgiving."

"Please take care of all my disgrace" Alya pinta softly.

"Yes Alya, definitely"

"Abira... it feels like I can not afford" said Alya softly with all her tears rested on Alya's thigh.

"Don't be like that, look at the devil rejoicing with all your tears"

"Malica.. Gracefully.they are also..."

"I already know" said Abira cut Alya's words.

Hearing that, Alya suddenly raised her head and looked at Abira with a difficult gaze to interpret.

"Do you know everything ?"

"Not everything. I know from the news that blows. I said it like that because I'm not surprised anymore, Kaffa must have done that"

"certainly ? why are you so sure ?"

"Because Kaffa used to tell me that 'you're gonna feel more pain when I'm with the people closest to you'. Maybe you two are meant to be both of us. But that doesn't actually apply to me. Seeing her actually do that made me hate all her behavior." replied Abira.

"Malika hopes that with his love he can change Kaffa, even though it is not his domain. It belongs to God. It is a big mistake for us women if we hope to change someone's nature because of us. Although it is true to get to the wedding, I am afraid there will be regrets later. But that's their business. Focus on each of us. Rest assured after this there will be a lot of happiness for us" continued Abira.

Almost 5 hours they chatted up all fretting. Now Alya knows that Abira is indeed a figure that deserves to be admired.

They ended the long conversation with a warm embrace, indicating that now the relationship between the two has been fine.

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seriate..