The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Audacity

It's been a month, but Kaffa hasn't even found a teaching friend. Some entered but stopped immediately. The teaching team is completely overwhelmed.

As Kaffa continued to think about it, he was afraid that Mr. Ridwan would question his performance.

In garden..

"Abira" said Kaffa was shocked to see a woman not far from him

Without a second thought, he immediately approached her.

"Abira"

Without answering Abira only glanced at Kaffa at a glance to ascertain who the person who called him was.

"I want to talk for a minute, please listen and my response is serious this time. I am not a demon that must be constantly avoided and feared" Kaffa said, pleading

"what's up ?" abira replied with a cold expression

"i need your help.."

Kaffa had not yet finished his words Abira immediately cut off the conversation.

"to teach where you teach ? sorry I can't. I'm sorry, it's not good for men and women to be together if there's no more interest. The danger of slander will lurk"

Abira hurried to leave Kaffa there. But not far away he stepped...

"You miser Abira ! you have knowledge but do not want to practice, especially to people who really need help !" kaffa was a little bit assertive

Abira was shocked by what Kaffa said. The words stopped his steps.

"If your papa you make excuses. Give me a chance to ask him for permission" Kaffa continued

At once Abira turned around and wrote something on a piece of paper.

"I am not a stingy man of Kaffa ! this is my address, I'm waiting for 7 tonight !" firmly Abira while handing over a piece of paper containing her address

"You never changed Abira. You are still the old Abira, Abira who does not want to be denigrated let alone challenged" Kaffa's inner mumble, he smiled cynically at the paper containing the address

"Jl. Permai ? it turns out that it's true that you've moved, even that near my house ? Aarghh"

***

At home, Abira looked very agitated. Is it true Kaffa will come to his house to see his papa. What if he really comes. Actually the reason Abira to Alya is true. Abira certainly wants to share knowledge let alone just be a njai teacher, but when Abira asks for permission, his papa does not allow. He did not let his favorite son work, because for him he was still able to finance all the needs of his son.

"Assalamualaikum" said someone knocking behind the door

"Waalaikumussalam" Abira was shocked

"Kaffa. em. please come in. Wait a minute I call my papa" Abira said nervously as she let Kaffa in and sat down

"He really came here ? Is there really no one else who can help her ?" abira's inner murmur was astonished as he walked calling his papa

After making drinks and delivering them, Abira did not sit with them. He believes his father remains in his decision. He also can not persuade according to his wishes when his papa has made a decision. As a filial child, he could only obey. Moreover, he really understands his papa nature is overprotective.

"Abira" said his father calling

"yes pa" replied Abira approaching and sitting next to her father

"Papa gave you permission to teach. But remember papa's message, after teaching straight home. Kaffa will be in charge of escorting you home. Papa has also given your number and papa's number to Kaffa. If there is anything immediately contact" said Papa Abira while glancing at Kaffa

"Huh ! this is a dream. How can it be ? what did Kaffa say to Papa ? this is the first time they have met. I know very well papa's decision is difficult to change" murmured Alya in wonder while looking at Kaffa's face with a difficult view to interpret

"Well then, Kaffa let me leave first"

With his face still shrouded in astonishment, Abira escorted Kaffa out to accompany his papa.

"I managed to convince your papa, didn't I ? don't forget tomorrow's work" said Kaffa whispered close to Alya accompanied by his cynical smile

Seeing that Abira was really made very furious. Kaffa...

"Why would you allow it ? time Bira who asked papa did not give permission" asked Abira with her expression

"Your friend needs help, he can also convince by guaranteeing to take good care of Bira" replied papa

Of course Kaffa who was very capable in speaking managed to convince his father Abira. For Kaffa it's just easy. That's why he was very sure to come directly to Abira's house.

***

Arriving at home, Kaffa immediately shared his happiness with Alya. Indeed, almost every night they call even not infrequently make video calls.

Kaffa recounts from when he met Abira at the park, until he made it to his house.

"Alhamdulillah Kaf. May Abira help you. But, what did you say until the papa was destroyed ?" alya was behind the phone

"It's just a normal conversation between men. Abira was just too scared of her papa"

Kaffa said without telling him that in fact he guaranteed and was fully responsible for Abira's safety.

While Abira, in his room he actually felt very wrong. On the one hand he wanted to help, but on the other hand he felt he was not ready if he had to work with Kaffa.

The first day of work, Abira tried to adapt. There are 3 Ustadz including Kaffa and there are 3 ummi people including himself who work in a team to educate small children to be moral Qur'ani.

The day changed, Abira tried to be very professional. Although Kaffa was there, he never brought his feelings with him. Seeing the little children entrusted to him, able to divert all the worries of Abira. But it was precisely at that moment, seeing the way Abira taught slowly reopened the sense of admiration Kaffa who had once lost. Not infrequently Kaffa occasionally glanced and even noticed Abira under the pretext of wanting to see its performance. The opposite is true for Abira. He tried to continue to hold back and avoid, but his heart could not be compromised at all.

Every day Kaffa accompanied his journey home. Every day Kaffa also has a familiar conversation with his papa. Abira is aware of the position that Kaffa belongs to his friend Alya. Where to teach them is only a team and at home Kaffa is only a man who has offered to be given the responsibility to take care of him. There was never any communication and no personal contact even though Kaffa kept his number. Their communication is just a job.

But one day, Mr. Ridwan asked them for a meeting. Of course, it requires Abira to come home late and late. His heart was agitated, but Kaffa quickly realized it all. Kaffa called his father and asked permission. Of course Kaffa can again convince papa Abira.

After the meeting..

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seriate..